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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Singapore is getting so strict! Today, while i was waiting for the train at khatib, i began to drink a bottled drink. Suddenly, an MRT personnel man approached me and asked for my school. He said that we couldn't drink anything on the MRT platform, including water!!! I was shocked! Luckily, i was let off with a warning. See, i was very unlucky today. In the morning, came to school for the 5km ACE's day walk but instead skipped it and went to the science center for interview for the NJRC. I thought that the interview went well enough but only time will tell.
When i reached home at 2pm, i turned on the computer and played Maple since then until i stopped to Blog. While i was playing maple, there was this character, he tooked my money, scammed me, and when i asked him back for my money, he DEFAMED ME!!!! I'm damm angry so i went and got help! Mass DEFAME!!!! hahahahaha!! then i reported him to the GM! hahaha. All those who play maple, if you see "LordMastre", DEFAME HIMM!!! He can't be trusted!!!! So drama! And after this i'm going to bathe and watch Charmed! I am lvl 20 and have completed 6 quests!!! hehehehe!! OKok, Shaun is going away..... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:50 pm Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I'M MAD!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! I'm totally crazy!!! I don't know what's going on with me. I've just been jumping around and laughing non-stop at nothing the whole day. My classmates think I'm crazy and I think I am too!!! I don't know what to do!! I feel weak and tired. My eyebags are real big and dark and my head is aching like crazy! I'm supposed to be in robotics now but I just can't go. That stupid Elieen! She was all bitchy and stuff! At recess, i invited that girl to sit at our table with her friends cause they had nowhere to sit. Then later as i was getting up to get a drink, i pushed the stool backwards, stunning her momentarily. Then as i was away she told my friends and her friends, "Oh my, he's so Rude! He should say sorry for pushing MY bench like that!" She talked as if she owned the place! What a BITCH! Ate lunch in school and then went to mos for about 5 seconds before Fann Pissed ME OFFed!!! She is SUCH a BITCH!!! i didn't do anything to her lor. She is the one saying that "oh, this is a girls thing" so i got pissed off and went home. I just went to bathe. ANd the bloody Ong Le Pei Keeps on calling me! Can't you see that I'm unstable??? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I'm crazy!! I didn't go to school yesterday cause I was and am still sick. The bloody ong lee pei kept on calling and calling and i sent to her like six messages. In the end, i passed my work to her over msn, should have done that in the first place! THAT WOMAN!!!! Anyway, after answering to her, i was free to play maple until my mom came back. I was in the middle of a quest but she didn't let me finish! Ah, forget it! I'm to tired to bitch anymore. Hooo,Ok I must go Run to my bEd to Go to eternaL SlumBer!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 4:25 pm Sunday, August 28, 2005
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:13 pm
Phew, finally my new computer is up and running! YAy!!!!!
I feel so happy that the computer is so darn fast! Anyway, sorry for not updating yesterday cause my com was malfunctioning and i just couldn't take it anymore so i switched off the comp. So, let me tell you what happened. After i posted on friday, i went para para and then ate dinner with joel. it was so funny because both of us were not hungry cause of the slim mints so we re trying to force down the mcdonalds nuggets. Hahaha, then while we were eating, we were telling each other jokes untill i ended up hurting my stomach from laughing too much. hahaha. On saturday, sang for divine worship in church. I wore a coat and a tie!! It was real cool. then after lunch, hanged around untill almost everyone went home so i followed barbra, joel and cara to parco bugis junction. we went shopping.(for me means walking around being bored) and after that we ate over there. then i went to orchard and was picked up by uncle anthony(my dad's best pal) who was in town. we drove home and then the two families ate at sun plaza. Last night, i gave up my bed. Slept on the cold hard aircon floor of my parents bedroom. Didn't even have a matress. hahaha. ANd now i'm really sick, having a high fever. Ahhhhh!!! This morning woke up and had breakfast with their family and them they went off at 12pm. Then after the new comp was set up, The stupid Omg Lee Pei called and now i have to redo the research journal by today!! So many things to do and i can't find anything on what i'm supposed to research on. Ahhhhh!!!! I need a break Shaun says that life is just one big Stress Ball!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:39 pm Friday, August 26, 2005
HAHAYHA, I didn't go FOR ROBOtICS!!!!!! HAHAhahahhayahah!!!
ONG lee peI is gonna SCREAM!!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!! I LOVE SKIPPING ROBOTICS!!!! You wanna know why?? Cause last night at 10pm i found out that i had to do more research! I'm to busy!!! NOT DOING IT!!! she is trying to call me now but i love to ignore my phone!!!! I LOVE ME!!!! I'm going PARA PARA LATER!!!!! with joel and sin ying and valerie. have not gone for ages and i want to show off to those girls that think they're so pro and can laugh when i step up to the machine! I'm GOOD!!!! hahahahaqhahhahhahahahahahahahayyhbay!!!! I love my life???? I have to go Jump Up And Down!!!!!!! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:56 pm Thursday, August 25, 2005
School sucks, i'm in it now and i want to sleep. i'm in the computer lab and the comp is lagging like mad. i don't want to do any work!!!!!
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:33 am Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Help.
I'm very sick. I can't finish my work on time. I didn't go to school today. SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:15 pm Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Hi, Bye... Isn't that what life's all about?
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:37 pm Monday, August 22, 2005
hey, today i went outlike crazy.
Firstly, after school, i went to northpoint for lunch. ate korean beef. Not bad. Then we just came back from dinner at "NOOCH the noodle bar". The food there was great and i ate till i was full. I had a mixture of chicken and egg and rice and other things. It was really Delicious! Then we walked from Citilink mall to esplanade. There we ate ice cream at Hieagen Daiz(i think the spelling is wrong). Soo expensive but i was fun. Then we went to watch a racial instrumental performance where they blended indian, chinese and malay music. It was cool. Then we went home. What a tasty day! Shaun says Debra is a slut and must be stomped on! Ha ha ha ha!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:58 pm Sunday, August 21, 2005
I'm tired. Really tired of my life.
I just want to give up. I can't help it. Take for example this weekend. On friday night, i had youth alive which fann DID NOT COME. I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN THEM. Anyway, it was real good. Immediately after the program ended, i had to practise for saturday's special music. It was real fun but by the time i got home and went to bed it was around 12pm. I woke up on saturday morning at 6.30am cause i was doing song service in sabbath school. It was really funny cause barbra was playing in a different key from joyce cause joyce's guitar was out of tune. Ha ha ha. It was really funny. Anyway, after that went up to the primary class to sing last minute for their song service. Joyce asked me last minute so i said ok. It was funny cause i was singing in the same key as the guitar but aunty mei was singing in a different key. Ha ha ha. anyway, after that went for class where i found out that we were singing for andrew and sergoel's baptismal. So later we went down and sang for them. Then in the later part of the service i went up again to sing special music with uncle horace and a few others. He's trying to think up a name for our group. Ha ha. Then after that had lunch. After lunch quickly went to practise for next saturday's sabbath worship. Then after that i rushed over to practise for last night's youth alive. It was really inspiring cause there was one part where only the four singers sang accapella for one song. It was really cool. After practise i asked Joel and Barbra to buy back dinner for me. Shimona also asked them to buy back for her. Anyway, they were late! They arrived five minutes before the program was about to strat so poor Shimona, who was preaching that night, ate as quickly as possible. I also gobbled down my food. Barbra came later with my slurpe so i drank it while the program was going on. The room was so cold and after drinking the Slurpe, i was so cold!!! Ha ha. Anyway, the singing was wonderful except for the fact that truddy was shouting instead of singing! I had to poke her to remind her while amabel was making gestures of horror on her face. It was real funny. Ha ha ha, anyway, after that, i went home and slept at 2am in the morning. This morning, i woke up at 11.30am. Ha ha, I guessed my body couldn't take the abuse. Anyway, I thought i was gonna be able to prepare for monday's assembly program, which i am in charge of, but the school had other plans. Ong lee Pei called at 1pm and asked me to go along with them to the newwater plant. I didn't want to go but she forced me. The bus actually came all the way here to pick me up! so in 15min, i bathed, ironed my uniform and rushed out of the house. I managed to get onto the bus and we reached the newwater plant on time. Ha ha, when we went there, we just kept on taking photos and photos. was real funny. Reached home at 5 and was supposed to go to the riverboat restaraunt at sentosa for a church dinner but i didn't go. I stayed at home and did my presentation but i think that tomorrow's assembly is going to be a flop. And now i'm blogging. I really need a break. OK, i have to go and eat now. Supreme Shaun Is SlaPPIng EveerY Bitch and Slut in ThE WOrlD~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:26 pm Friday, August 19, 2005
ok, i just came back from school. had a real hectic day.
after recess, i had accounts and then as i was on my way out of school, i was caught by the china trip people and now i;m doing the monday assembly to talk about china. WHTHFU*** . anyway, my mom is having visitors over to our house so now i'm entertaining my mom's friend's daughter. she is in grade2 and boy is she talketive. hahaha. she is still talking as i'm writing this. multitasking is so hard! Anyway, i need to go and bathe and then rush off to youth alive. FANN IS COMMING AND SO IS HUIMING! I"M SO HAPPY!!! THAT I GOT PEOPLE TO COME!!!! ok, see you later. I hope that the youth alive goes well!!Bye! Supreme Shaun is flying away~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 3:42 pm
hi, i'm in school now using the teacher's comp. she's talking next to me lol. i'm supposed to be doing grammar but i'm blogging. And she doesn't see it! Hahahaha
Anyway, just had mother tongue. it was hilarious! ahmad is the only person i know that can talk about the love life and mating rituals of chickens and get it from looking and the word chicken in our text book. hahaha. he really goes off point. lol. he was doind so many different sounds and actions trying to describe the mating ritual of chickens and cock fighting! hahaha. Anyway, i'd better finish my vocab if not i can't go for recess. and after school i have to go for robotics for awhile then go home to bathe. Then go for youth alive. GUYS< THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE!!! COME TO YOUTH ALIVE OK? Supreme Shaun is slapping sluts and pulling out thier hair( while laughing cynically)~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:21 am Thursday, August 18, 2005
Hey, i just came back from school.
This is the second time i'm writing this post because this comp is so F***ed up!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! Anyway, today in school i was laughing like mad cause everything was just soo funny. then went to robotics for a ver short while. AHHHH!!! I HATE ONG LEE PEI!!! I now have to go down to the freaking Newwater(who gives a damm about spelling) Plant on a freaking SUNDAY!!!!!! in UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!! What the *******!!!! Anyway, after school went to mos with gang. ate the wrong burger by accisent. i ordered wrongly. i wanted chucken but i orded beef. Haahahahaa. I'm soo dumb! anyway, borrowed this book from jo ann. it's about 100 sayings about Love. I like the book cause its really inspiring. hahaha. i'm really a "soft" guy inside. lol. not that soft cause i can still give you a good punch!!! Muahahahaha!!! Anyway, i have to go off now cause i need to go bathe and then go to church for youth alive practise!!! I can't believe that youth alive is tomorrow!!!! TO YOU GUYS!!!(ehmJo Annehm) COME OK? ITS NOT GOING TO BE TOO CHURCHY!!!! OK i have to run now! Shaun Is skipping and stomping on sluts! Hahahaha~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:24 pm Wednesday, August 17, 2005
I'm soooo happy!!!!!!
The exams are finally over and now i can relax!!!!! No worries even though i don't know what my marks are. i did my best and i have no regrets! After school ended at 10, we went to causewaypoint to eat beef again. i tell you, we saw some strange people there. there was this woman who just stood rooted to one spot, staring in the distance woth her mouth open. then there was this other woman who went around the shopping mall shouting vulgarities. hahaha. we actually went to Long Jons and bought a pack of fries just so that we could sit down and watch the drama. AHAHAHA. I don't want to go to school on either thursday or friday cause i'm too tired. I'm gonna sleep till the cows come home. Oh boo, i just realized that youth alive is still coming up so i have to practise. But i'll enjoy it cause singing is just so fun. other than a certain parson. lol, just kidding cause i don't want to kacau perempuan shytan(not real spelling) itu. mukanya macam itu anjing. hahaha. ANYWAY.... REMEMBER TO COME OK? Its this Friday and Saturday at 7PM at Jurong English church! Be There!!! Ok, i have to go watch Charmed now cause i like watching fiction. Supreme Shaun Casts a Spell over you....Abandoned Pools are now your favourite Band~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:02 pm Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Hey!
I just came back from studying!!!! I just added a new section to my blog!!! It's a section where you can download songs!!! All you have to do is to right click it and click "save as" and you can download the song!!!!! I'll update it once a week!!! Alrighty then, i'm off to watch T.V. Supreme Shaun wants to help you~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:24 pm
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HHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW I FAILED MALAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS A HORRIBLE PAPER!!!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!! what has happened to my malay? it was terrible! i opened the paper and the only word i understood was "dan" or with in english! it was really bad. i was going like eni mini mo! i know for sure that i definitely failed the paper!!!!! I'm so gonna die once my parents find out! even my best part of the pare, the comprehension, looked like it was written in aribic!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The english paper was good except for the fact that the word limit was 500words but i wrote 1253words! hahahaha, i'm so gonna kena from mrs seelakul! lol. The chem paper was also ver difficult. didn't expect that so i don't know if i can pull of an A but i'll keep my fingers cross! I have to go and study Accounts and Food and Nutrion now. I want to pull of As with these subjects! so i'll go now! Ya right! since when have i ever studied? only revised but never studied. hahahahaha!!! Shaun is going to play!!!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:49 pm Monday, August 15, 2005
oh well, at least i did my best
i dunno if i managed to pass my math. but at least i know i passed my physics and history. such a short day yet it seemed to long. school ended at 12.30pm after the history paper so i went over to the next door class. we all talked and laughed till 1pm++ then went to causewaypoint with fann and huiming. ate beef ball soup with rice. it was good since i haven't eaten beef in awhile. then went window shopping with fann. walking around the shopping center till we came to popular. went around reading stuff. got a book from there. "Earth Angels, a pocket guide for incarnated angels, elementals, starpeople, walk-ins, and wizards". it talks about the fact that we all have past places where our soul has been and about a special group of souls which come from a different plane from ours. i'm one of them. i'm an elemental earth angel. and these are my characteristics.(suprisingly, they match mine almost exactly). i break rules all the time and get into mischeif all the time. i also love to party. i am warm and playful. and i look like a larger version of elves, mermaids, mythical creatures etc. i love to teach, entertain, focused in the arts and environmentalism. Does all these sound familliar? it's cause most of the characteristics are mine!! cool huh? ask me if you want to borrow the book k? I want to help people, a decre issued by Supreme Shaun.~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:51 pm Sunday, August 14, 2005
Youth alive People!!! 19&20th of august at jurong english church!!!!!!! COme OK????????
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:44 pm
YAAAA!!!!
THe jumble sale was a success!!! my stall sold out before 12pm! and i went shopping like mad!!! and when my family was going back, it looked like we were moving house! haha. i was imagining what would happen if i had to take the mrt back. "excuese me, sorry" hahaha. i was carrying four VERY large RED plastic bags! Ha ha ha anyway, i have to go and STUDY!!! cause amabel has been bugging me for the past half hour to go and study. And then i need to sort out my stuff that i bought at the jumble sale I bought a LOT of model cars and teddy bears of all shapes and sizes for fun (and cause by the time i was free to go and buy stuff they were the only things left). i've taken i liking to this very small and very cute little bear!!!! he's earned the right of being on my pillow. hahaha. I really need to go now. okok, i have to stop posponing the inevitable, i'm going to study now! Shaun is jumping for joy! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:57 pm Saturday, August 13, 2005
I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil. Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:53 pm
Hi, just came back from church.
had a real hectic day today. i woke up sooper late today and went to church just in time for the main service. after lunch, we had the prayer meeting for the youth alive. we had to sing again. ok, it was ok. then after that, from 4-6, we practised and practised. then went out for dinner with joyce. we ate ramily(is it the correct spelling?) burger and teryaki chicken. we were supposed to be back at church at 6.30 but ended up being about half hour late. lol. in the end, everyone came back late and we started practise at 7.30!!!! anyway, after the rehersal, which ended at 10pm!!!, i took a cab back with the twins and we got this very nice taxi driver. was very funny cause the taxi driver and truddy we singing jay chou songs. Anyway, i gotta go now cause tomorrow i have to be at the jumble sale at 8am in the morning to help. ok i've talked to much. This is Supreme Shaun Saying The " Oh, so this is what love feels like" and abandoned pools agree! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:17 pm Friday, August 12, 2005
I just realized that I'm overworked. Like take today for example, I'm supposed to be in robotics right now. I'm also supposed to be doing the environmental thing now. And I'm supposed to be at mos now teaching them Accounts. I'm going mad!!!
And guess what? I kena bullied at school today. In the morning, I found grounded silicon on my table. So I was playing with it and got some by accident on yu hui's hair. Sorry. Anyway, I thought that it was over. Then later just before recess, huifen came up to me and pinched me and hit me for no good reason. For those who know me you will know that I treat everyone equally and will hit you even if you are a girl. So I turned around and hit her. Then I went off, but not before apologizing.later I heard her stratigising with the other Chinese to try and get me. Then after school, while waiting for the gang and carrying heavy books, the idiot yu hui took the dustbin cover filled with silicon and god knows what and tossed it onto my hair and back. I couldn't do anything cause I was carrying so many books. so that's my life for you. I'm the class target. Cause anyone who wants to disturb me will do so. Oh well, I guess that that's just the way the world is.. Sigh. I need to go to mos now and later I have to go for youth alive practice with Nat the musicians, truddy and (shudder)shimona(shudder) for the youth alive in the social hall(I'm not inviting my friends). Anyway, gotta go and make my life more miserable. I think that I'm gonna die on Monday. Oh I forgot to add that my common test starts on Monday. Perfect huh? I have to go now. Shaun is going but he will never be away... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 2:37 pm Thursday, August 11, 2005
ho hum. wazzup?
today was fun. first, i went to school. then after school, went to the national library!! it was fun. reached home and went through my mail. i didn't realize how much e-mail i have! then, went through few blogs, talked to jelyn. hahaha. she was so worried cause she and fann drew on jo ann's arms while she was sleeping! in the end, jo ann forgave them. talked until my batt went flat! Argh, i gotta charge my phone more often. lol. today in school i wrote two secret importaint letters to fann and jo ann. hahaha. told them that they had to save the oompa loompas cause all thier nenepoks have disappeared and the two agents need to find them. quite funny. then i also fought with ong lee pei. stupid lady is soo dumb. can't tell her backside from a balloon. haha Anyway, i gotta go and bathe. Supreme Shaun says that abandoned pools will be there for you... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:17 pm Wednesday, August 10, 2005
saw fann's blog archives so i decided to take the test:
Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. Then i took another one and here's the results: The five-question personality test Here is the analysis: Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true. You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success. You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions. You are able to adapt and respond to changes. You think life is always uncertain. and here's another one: How attractive are you? Quite Good You can easily attract the opposite sex but you don't easily fall into a love trap. Your sense of humor makes people want to be around you. Being with you is so much fun! sigh... i guess that i'm ok to the world but actually inside, i'm hurting and screaming and no one hears me... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:22 pm
hey guys. sorry for not updating. just didn't feel like it. you know why? cause i typed about five hundred words for an entry and my computer hanged! i was so fed up that i didn't want to even touch the computer until now. the incident happened on sunday. anyway, a lot of things have happened but i dun know where to start.
Friday- went to school and left my hp under the table by accident. Saturday- went to church and played the violin for the service. after that, got picked to sing during youth alive. I want everyone to know that having the youth alive in the social hall is just WRONG!!! and i'm not the only one that thinks so also. anyway, i dun think i want to invite my friends anymore. Sunday- had a disaster of a time and then went for the festival of praise at the singapore indoor stadium. had lots of fun and drama! hahaha, like when i tried to smuggle in two cans of drink by putting them in my pockets. not a bad idea except for the fact that i was wearing jeans and the can made my waist look double the original size. joyce thought it was so funny. but want to know what happened next? she asked joel to go ask for some ice. he went to the snack stand and ended up carrying the ice back almost in his hands! hahaha! anyway, went back at 11pm. reached home at 12pm+++ and slept at 1am. Monday- Woke up at 5am. i contemplated not going to school but i realized that i had to go rescue my phone so i went to school. at school, i just went mad. dunno wheather it was the lack of sleep or something else. i jumped around all over the place and laughed. rocked from side to side like i was possesed! hahaha, i live being unstable at times! i mustave looked really scary acting all mad and that. anyway, went home after that but met brian on the way home and he wanted to go and watch charlie and the chocolate factory. so i went home, ate, and got ready to go. in the end, we waited for my mom and then she said we should go on today cause it would be cheaper. so we went home. Yesterday- woke up super late and had breakfast. i don't actually remember what happened yesterday cause i got into a fight with my parents and am trying to block out yeaterday from my memory. i dun like my parents. period. i need them, but i dun like them. they put on this facade that they are caring people but they are hypocrites! anyway, i'll put that behind me. Today- woke up late and had two eggs for breakfast and two cups of fruit juice. and then after that went to catch the 12.30pm movie. charlie and the chocolate factory!!!!! It was great!!!!! anyway, after that, came back home, ate two more eggs and two fishcakes and now i'm writing this entry. i think i'm gonna explode with food. ican't control myself. i have nothing to work for! hh...h oh well, life's like that. I still here waiting.... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:02 pm Thursday, August 04, 2005
hey everyone. i'm here to give you the low down.
today was a wonderful day! firstly, it rained and was so windy and cool!!!! then, i read harry potter and the half-blood prince throughout the whole day. i went in late for mather tongue and after that went to the F&N kitchen to cook sweet and sour fish. after that, went to the language room on the fourth floor of the technical block for robotics. i downloaded a lot of mp3 songs into 'my' com and installed CS into it!!! yaaa!!! came home at 7.30 and am now reading harry potter. ok, i gotta go now but i'll keep you guys posted... Supreme shaUn say that abandoned pools does music justice... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:01 pm Wednesday, August 03, 2005
hullo,
today, went to school, finished school, had robotics and then reached home. i wrote some poems today. here they are; The sky's turned from blue to grey, the laughter has long gone away. As the playground swing gently creaks, we watch as the last sunlight streaks. And yet, we sit and wait, as the winds tell my fate. To wait, watch, listen as time passes by. No one sees the sad soul sit, a sagging body once fit. A tear trickles down his eye, as his lips utter a soft sigh. He sits there till the sun no longer shines, until...he slowly fades into time. How was that for a poem? how about this one; Time is an interesting thing, we never know what it brings. One day we might see a rainbow, the next, it goes out the window. Even through the wars and pain, only one thing will remain the same. Whatever time may bring, people will always be able to sing. Through the suffering and the shame, time will always reap anew, a life that will always...ring true. ok, thats all for now. Supreme shaun is still here... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:28 pm Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Why is the world so mean?
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not dumb enough to commit sucide yet I'm not smart enough to be anything i want. I'm not rich enough to study abroad. What am i to do? Today i went to school and everyone looked at me differently. What's wrong with me? So i looked at myself and this is what i saw... a fat boy a dumb ass an arrogant fool an idiot a person noone likes an ugly faced person a lier a theif a slut an asshole a bitch an ugly person a person that noone wants around a nobody... and that's my self reflection. Am i right? After school i had a english course. there were only 9 people in class. i was given an assignment. great, more work. after that ended, i went to robotics. given more work. WOW, iLOVE to DO BLOODY WORK FOR NOTHING!!!!! Isn't my life so ultimately perfect?? And guess what? I found out that i really am alone in this world. Just a stupid fool condemmed to a life of pain and suffering until i die a most cruel death. Yup, that's my life's mission to die at the end of my time on earth. You know how you always have dreams and wishes? Well, there're all fake! The only thing that is real is PAIN! Shaun says" Don't worry, i won't go anywhere. I'll be here until i fade away..." SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:00 pm Monday, August 01, 2005
Hey, hey,
I'm not ok. been feeling terrible this past few days. on friday, after school had robotics till 6 and then rusjed home, ate, and rushed off to cell group. i came back at about 11pm. woke up on saturday at 8, rushed to church where i spent the whole day there. had social night there. but i'm broke cause got no money =(. anyway, reached home at 12. yesterday, slept in and woke at 9. watched t.v. and played maple whole day till aaron came over. played comp somemore till i had to go out for dinner with my folks. we ate at a posh chinese restaraunt. i tell you, once you've been to china and tasted the food there, all the chinese food you eat here taste not as good as before. This morning, when i first woke up at 5.30, i told my mom that i wasn't feeling well. she got a shock when she couldn't hear me speak! i went back to sleep and woke up about half an hour ago. so you see, i'm not feeling well. boo hoo. anyway, at least i can stay home and play maple the whole day. with that said, i think i'd better go eat something. Supreme Shaun says that abandoned pools are the salvation to the world!!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:00 am
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