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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Ok, i think i can grasp the subjest of math. But just barely. I'm going to fail all my subjects and for once, i just don't care.
I cooked for my F&N practial exam today. Went to jo ann's house then to mos. I just came back and i think that i'm not going to study today. I have other things on my mind..... You're beautiful SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:44 pm
I gather up the courage to speak
I shake as the words leave my mouth Words sent through the phone My heart races as i wait Then your reply comes I tell you that you're the one You tell me that you're not I tell you that i like you You tell me that you don't You say that i'm too wishy washy I say i can change You say that it doesn't matter because there's no feeling You say that you just want to be friends I say i understand You say thanks A tear runs down my eye as i put down the phone I walk home silently And know the pain that ripped apart my heart Fragile and quiet I sit alone Waiting for no one Watching nothing Just existing till my time is up. SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:33 pm Monday, September 26, 2005
OK, i am bored of maple. Seriously. I'm now lvl 27 at 89%. AHHHHH. I think i'm going insane.
today was boring. Except for the fact that someone in my malay class was posessed by a spirit. OMG. She was like crying and speaking in a language she didn't know. It freaked the whole class out and we were asked to leave the class. Oookey, not your average day is it? lol. After school, me, jelyn and aaron went to jo ann's house. We all went totally CRAZYYYY. Ahahahahaha. I think that the stress just went to our heads. I was like laughing and speaking in a funny accent and jelyn was like laughing and launching jo ann's brothers toy aeroplane and trying to attack us. Then aaron was like playing with the toys in the attic and laughing. Jo ann was going crazy and she got on top of the pool table and started laughing. Oh what a hilarious day. I love today. And i love jo's(jo ann's maid) cooking. YAY!!!!!! I'm going to bathe and sleep now. Bubye. I JUST WANNA LIVE SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:25 pm Sunday, September 25, 2005
 Hmm...so fann chose me to tell three things about my self that noone knows. I feel that this so dumb but since it dosen't matter anyway, i tell ok? happy???? 1. I think of myself as a handsome person( at least used to) 2.I still sleep with a replica of a pillow that i have had since i was born. The real one was left behind on Sibu island during a camp last year. I cried until my mother made a replica. 3. I used to have a crush on fann in sec one.(i was really young then and i must have been desperate. Hahaha) OK? And i don't give a f*** ass about what you think. This is just so Stupid. WE are all ment to die. Whatever...Suit yourself if you beliveve it. I still need to choose 5 people to do this thing. I choose.... 1. sinying 2.joel 3.joyce 4.candy 5.aaron To live is to die SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:24 pm
I hate blogging. I just did this post and now its gone.....thats my life for you. Sorry for not posting I have too much work that i have not finished. I know that death will consume me tomorrow. Yet, i feel strangely calm. Yesterday i went to church. It was the first time i wore jeans and a t-shirt to church. My parents didn't say anything but i don't give a damm. Did you know that the youth were supposed to do worship yesterday but our "youth-oriented" pastor replaced us with adults. We hve been practising for the past three weeks but he told the replacements that we were not ready. So i would like to say thanks to Pastor Johnny Kan for his confidence in our youth. Anyway, i don't give a f*** about church anymore. Who does? Yesterday, after church i told my mother that i was going home. Then i went to Mcdonalds and ate. Then i went to the arcade to play. Reached home five hours late but my parents don't know. Like i would care if they knew. I'm going to start a new company with joel and truddy. We'll be selling earrings and stuff. But knowing truddy and stuff, it'll never happen. I DON'T WANNA BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN ME SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:59 pm Thursday, September 22, 2005
I'm bored out of my mind!!!!!!
I didn't go to school today cause i was tired and i have a lot of work to do. But in the end i'm not doing work. I'll start at 3pm. cross my heart and hope to die. I need to finish 20 book reviews, a book talk presentation and a composition on my china trip to be handed up tomorrow. OMG!!!! I can't do this. I think i won't sleep tonight. Anyway, i dun feel like playing maple anymore cause i'm so bored of it. I won't quit but i don't think i'll be plaing regularly. My exams are around the corner. 9 days left to my End-Of-Year exams. AHHhhhh. I think i'm gonna fail and go to ite!!! okok, i'm overeacting. Need to start studying!!!!! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:03 pm Wednesday, September 21, 2005
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:48 pm
Rain falls outside my window as i recall the day.
I did a new blogskin yesterday. It reflects the way i am inside. Credit goes to FCUK and of course me. I had some problems but they're fixed now. I recall sleeping much today. Coming home late because of physics. I walked back home in the rain, memories flashing back. Let me make this clear, MOS Gang is NOT going to break up on my watch. We might seperate, but NEVER break up. Friends forever till death takes us away. Of course that means i'll be sitting with them and wasting money at mos and getting ignored but, if that's what it takes to have friends, then i'll do it. I'm going to go and bathe. Let the water wash away all my worries and troubles. Let it wash away the pain of life. SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:17 pm Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Life is sad. That's a fact. Today, slept for most of the day. Went lunch at yoshinoya then went home to play maple. lvled up to lvl 26 now. Sigh, my life is sad. I have so much work to do but I don't want to do it. To Much, TOO MUCH...
I don't know where to run, wher to hide. I sing for the sorrows to go away but they move not. My heart aches when time passes by. A sad tear runs down my face yet unknown to the world it falls to the ground. It gets run over by the running world and i sit and stare. Nothing happens when i shout, or cry, or laugh. I'm just a face in the window people stare at as they pass by. The sadness of everthing is that when they need me, I do as they say, then fade away into their memories, never to resurface till they need me again. My heart falls to the floor and is shattered. No one comes running to comfort me, no one even looks up. I walk in the rain, wanting to cry but there are no tears left to cry. Am I even human? My future holds nothing to me and my past throws me out. I dwell only in the present, fading away when the wind blows. Nothing matters...anymore. SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:39 pm Monday, September 19, 2005
I hate choir!
Its not that i hate singing but i hate the stupid chew!! Because of her i have no holiday after the exams and i have to stand for hours on end for every choir session. I HATE CAROLYNE CHEW!!!!! I curse her to suffer in pain!!!!! AHHH!!!!! I hate my pathetic life. I see the pain from my friends relationships. I look at my own sad love life. Nobody wants me everybody hates me. I've been rejected time and time again until i don't even know what to do. I realise that i'm to blame. With my pathetic looks and dumb personality, i'm a sure people repeller. I wonder...is love really so much a hassle? Must we go through so much pain to die in the end? The love that used to surround me has faded away, leaving the cold hard world behind. Is this the purpose of life? I feel so hurt for myself and the people around me. There is no love in the world..... I feel so alone. Why is it that i'm always alone. Always rejected. I feel so alone. Always pushed away, always left in the dark. I am always left...alone. I cry inside when i look at my life yet no one hears me. My screams left unheard as i fade away. No one sees me, no one hears me. I fade from time....... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:32 pm Sunday, September 18, 2005
Hey, i hate my life. Yesterday, i was helping the church for the lantern festival then some of the aunties started scolding me because of the way i make the smoothies. But in the end, my machine was the only one that lasted till the end.
Then today i went downtown with my parents. Followed them all over orchard road and then back home. When we reached sembawang MRT, a miracle happened. There was an mp3 for sale at just $30!!!! My father didn't want to buy it for me and just walked off to go watch his soccer match. My mother also didn't care. I'm angry at them. They couldn't even spend $30 on me!! I'm just gonna have to save up money and pray that the mp3 is still there when i have enough money. I hate my life..... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:23 pm Friday, September 16, 2005
Ahhhhh..
Today i had a math test and i know i'm gonna fail badly. I did only three questions and i know that i completely failed. Oh well, at least i did something. AHHHHHHH!!!! Need to rethink my life. My friends are having so much problems with their relationships. I dunno wheather i want to have one yet. I guess when it happens, it happens. Haha, i need to get some rest. Shaun is flying away~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:45 pm Thursday, September 15, 2005
Hey, sorry long time no blog. I forgot to blog yesterday.
So manny things happened yesterday. Firstly, A LOT of teachers didn't come so we had a lot of free periods. Then sway sway i kena Chew as sub teacher. She gave me a demerit fir not going to choir. I sarcastic at her she just sakar back!!! I rolled my eyes and she tossed her hair. I tiau her and she tiau me back!!!!!!! What the "*"**** !!!!! Anyway, i don't care about her. Then yesterday we went to Pizza hut to eat cause it was jelyn's birthday. After eating we had lots of problems with the bill. Hahahaha. REally funny. Then after that went home and mapled. OMG!! I HATE NOOBS!!! yesterday, when i PQed with three noobs, they didn't know what AC was. (it stands for auto-clicking). In the end, two of them died and the bloody mage couldn't hit the king slime so i bravely attacked it. With two seconds left on the clock, i killed it but couldn't talk to lakelis on time and was taken out. AHHHH!!!! I hate NOOBLETS!!!! Anyway, today was a booring day. Luckily we went out of the class during POA and had two free periods. Went lunch with fann and sinying and valerie. Wass supposed to meet jo ann they all after that at moss but instead they went to jo ann's house. If i had known, I woul have gone with them. Oh well, next time then. After reaching home, I PQed with some party once then PQed with fann and two others untill i kena DC!!!! AHHH!! I only managed to PQ 2 times with them. Oh well, maybe later i will PQ again. I want to get a job so I'm looking around. Part-Time mind you. If you can help me, THEN DO!!! Supreme Shaun Says DEBORA SUCKS AND NOOBLETS MUST DIE!!!!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:58 pm Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Today was so-so.
During F&N, we made cupcakes. Them we had a lot of free periods today. Cool. Then after school went to mos with gang to eat. Damm booring. AHHHHH!!!!!MY number one button on my phone is spoilt!!! I'm freaking out! Anyway, i didn't answer any of my phone calls because it was charging and i was away. I think Jo ann and Jelyn are angry with me. Sorry =(. Tomorrow is Jelyn's birthday so we are going to seoul garden i think. I dunno if i have enough money to go anot. Better not eat anything in school just to be sure. It's going to be another boring day at school tomorrow. I'm level 24 now on Maple!!! Yay!!! One more level to a brand new wardrobe!!!! I'm going to bathe now. Damm tired. Shaun hates sluts like DeBRA!!!!!~~~~~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:33 pm Monday, September 12, 2005
Has anyone ever noticed the way the rain falls? I did.
School today was really boring so i won't talk about it. After school, i didn't want to go to choir so i went out with fann, jelyn, wei kiam, sin ying and valerie. But before that, while at school, wei kiam gave jelyn a toad for a present. We played with the toad till the girls went crazy. Then from the third floor, wei kiam aimed to throw the toad into the first floor pond. But he missed! the toad landed in the rocks instead!!! But it didn't die!!! What a tough frog! Then we threw the frog into the pond. Jo ann began to cry over the frog and wet running home. Hahahaha. I think she's crazy! Anyway, after that we went to admiralty to eat lunch. After lunch, me, sin ying, valerie and wei kiam went to popular where we stole stuff. Among me, sin ying and valerie, we stole about $50 worth of stuff. ok lah. for one run. Hahahahaha. Anyway, after that, we went home. Then it started to rain so we all ran to the bus stop. But i was the only one that went to the bus stop. The rest went to sin ying's house. So i sat at the bus stop waiting for jelyn and wei kiam. After about an hour, they answered my phone call saying that they were going to take a cab. AHHHHHH!!!!! So i sat there, soaking wet and and stared at the rain for another half hour till the bus came. The seat was wet and the rain blew heavily into the bus stop soaking me to the bone. I am shivering now. Oh well, at least i'm alive. I'm downloading MU to play. I think i need a break from Maple for awhile. OK, I'm going now! Shaun says Debora SUCKS!!!!~~~ SLUT~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:45 pm Sunday, September 11, 2005
Hey, Yesterday i went to church. Then after church i went for a barbecue at east coast park.
Went there with fann and kylicia. We barbecued stuff for like three hours and still there were leftovers. I argued with wei kiam cause he wanted to cook but he was giving us raw food to eat to in the end, i also helped to cok. In fact all of us helped to cook. Except wei liang, jonathan and the ^#$Kenneth%$ and our two uninvited guest, enblin and chen fong. ANd jo ann and Hweee Ting came late. I shouted at them for being late so i said sorry by making the word "sorry" entirely out of candles. Then later i made out the numbers 1 and 5 for jelyn cause we were celebrating her birthday. Guo Jun, Fann's admirer, came and the two of them wandered off. I kept shouting at fann knowing that she wouldn't shout at me in front of him. Very funny. Then later i found out that i was the only one going home at 10pm cause my parents wanted me home early. So i sadly left them and walked to the bus stop. I didn't even know where i was going. I waited for the bus for about half an hour then bus number 401 came. Luckily, it was going to Bedok. So i boarded the bus. It went through Siglap road and it was really creepy cause the road was so small and narrow and beside it was the cemetary. And the bus was almost empty also. Anyway, from Bedok i took a train back. Reached home at 12pm++. Hahaha. But yesterday was really fun. Today, i was supposed to go to malaysia for a wedding but ended up waking up late. Then i played maple for the whole day until now. I leveled up two times and now i'm level 23!!!!! So happy. I will be level 25 by the end of the week. I'm going to watch T.V. now so see you tomorrow. Shaun jumps for joy.....and gets stuck!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:38 pm Friday, September 09, 2005
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was cheated in maple. TWICE!!!! icyz1234 and DancingFlame are cheaters!!!! If you play maple and see them, DEFAME THEM OF REPORT THEM!!!!!!! I only played for one hour today!!!! Anyway, today was really boring except for the fact that my mom bought back tons of cool stuff from Hong Kong. I now have a nike bag!! Cool! Later I'm going out with my cell group on an outing so i think i'd better go and bathe now. I'm still thinking of what to but for Jelyn for saturday. Also, I'm going to Malaysia for a wedding on sunday. Guys, tell me what you want from malaysia ok? Hahahaha, and i WON'T buy it! Hahahaha. I going to bathe now!!! bye* Shaun flies away~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:39 pm Thursday, September 08, 2005
Hey, I'm back from school.
Today we had the National Junior Robotics Competiton(NJRC) and my team was in the top hundred. Not bad considering there were about 500 teams participating. Hahahaha, didn't make it to the finals =(. Oh well, you win some , you lose some. Yesterday slept at 2.30am and woke up this morning at 5am. Only two and a half hours of sleep. Ahhh, can't function. Need to sleep. Actually, i want to sleep now and wake up at 5am to play Maple but with my parents home, i don't think so. I'll just play Maple now for two hours and go to sleep. I think i can finish a quest in that time. Tomorrow, my cell is having an outing. I'm going because its at night. I don't know if I'm still on for watching a movie with Fann and Andrik and Aaron cause i haven't heard from them yet. I'm going to play Maple now so see you later. Supreme Shaun says that Abandoned pools are ok but Maple is better!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:21 pm
I have robotics later and I don't feel like going. But then again, it the competition day so i have to go. I know that we are going to fail but i must go. I'll go to sleep at 2am and i'll wake at 5.30am. Need to be in school at 6.30am. AHHH!!!!! I think that I'm gonna fall asleep while we're there. I'm now level 20 and I'm now training.
My brother, Brian, just started playing maple so I took a two hour break. I think that maple is taking over my life bit by bit. I need to do something. This saturday is Jelyn's birthday. I wonder what to get for her. Hmmm?? I better think hard cause I'm known for giving crappy gifts. Hahahahaa. Okok, I'm going back to Maple Land!!! Shaun says that "I think I'm going to drop dead"!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 12:29 am Wednesday, September 07, 2005
I think I'm going crazy!! MAPLE CRAZY!!!!! I started a new account on monday and I'm now level 19 already. I'll be level 25 by tomorrow. Yay!!!!! I didn't go to school today cause i wanted to rest. I was supposed to level up yesterday but wen i took a short nap break, i slept for 4 hours!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!! Oh well, one more night of mapling! Tomorrow is my Robotics competition and i know that we are going to fail badly. Hahahahaha. I'm taking a break now cause Maple is down for half an hour and I'm blogging. I love Maple!!!!!
BOOO!! My parents will be back tomorrow night and I can't play Maple overnight anymore!!! That is so sad...this means that I need to play more now!!! I think tomorrow, I won't be able to wake up to go to school!!! OKok, I'm going back to Maple now!!! Shaun says that Maple is good!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:59 pm Tuesday, September 06, 2005
News Headlines: The Hurricane M has torn through block 331 sembawang town leaving a trail of distruction. The extimated cost of the damage is still unknown but some experst put it at a whole day and night of cleaning. The president of the block, Mr Shaun Matthew, has said that he will put in as much effort as needed to clean up the mess. In a statement, he said" The destruction is great and we don't know if we can clean it up ourselves. We need your help!" A worldwide appeal has been launched to gather support to clean up this disaster.
Hahahahahah!!! I think that is was underrated. I really have a lot of washing ahead of me. Next time, we'll party at someone else's house and then they'll have to clean up the mess. But it was fun!!! I first met up with Fann and Sin Ying to go shopping. We bought alot of stuff and i went overboard on my budget. Anyway, Valerie met us and we went to my house. When they arrived, the house was sparkling clean, thanks to brian's and my great efforts. Fann baked brownies which turned into rock cakes. It was so hard that you could bamg in a nail into a wall with it! I cooked chili hotdogs and a soup, which i forgot to put all the fish stuff we bought to put in. Anyway, Jo ann and Jelyn came late and then Jelyn and Fann went out to buy ice. Valerie cooked spinach. So we ate late. And after watching T.V., we watched SwimFan. It was about some crazy psyco girl who stalked a boy. Very Violent! Then while we were watching the movie, Jo ann and KY were looking at other blogs and gossiping. They talked ver loud!!! Then they all left! AHHHHH!!!!!!! I love vodka!!! They brought some to the party and i kept on drinking it until i'm slightly tipsy now. Just a bit though! I love VODKA!!!!!!! Mixed with ice lemon tea. Damm Shoik! My parents are still in Hong Kong and I am loving it! Except for my annoying little brother who tries to act responsible and all. He is such a pain! I love Holidays! Shaun is still Drinking and Mapleing the night away!!~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:28 pm
I'm so excited!!! The Party is Today!!!!!! Must clean house! Must get ready!!
MY House is such a mess!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! BOO~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:31 am
Hurray!!!! My internet is working again!!! I'm now playing maple. Been playing since last night at 8pm. I'm going to play all night. Muahahahaha!!!! Anyway, now that my parents are away, I have complete power to do whatever i want to do!!!
Later, I'm not going for robotics cause i want to sleep. I'm meeting up with fann and hopefully aaron to go shopping for tonight!! I'm so excited. I'm making rice, chili hotdogs, a spinach dish, and seaweed and egg soup. I'm so excited!!!!! I feel sorry for aaron cause he was supposed to stay overnight but then his dad called and wanted him to come home to buy bread! They fought until aaron was crying quietly! OVER FREAKING BREAD!!! anyway, he's still invited to the dinner party. OKok, I need to go play maple!!! Shaun is slashing!!~~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:17 am Saturday, September 03, 2005
Yay, I'm having a dinner party on tuesday at 6pm!!!! We just decided to have this on friday cause we were supposed to go to sentosa on tueday but then because fann is suffering from PMS so we are having a dinner party instead!!! Yay!!!!!
Below is the list of the people we are inviting: Shaun Jo Ann Fann Kylicia Wei Kiam Jelyn Sin Ying and some which we have to discuss to find out. Each person is allowed to bring along one friend and each person is required to bring along a food item. I'm doing food. Fann's doing desserts, Ky's doing drinks and wei kiam, Jo ann and sinying are supposed to bring whatever they want after they discuss it with me. YaY!!!! I'm soo excited.. I'm blogging right now from church cause my home comp's internet is down!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!! Anyway, on friday, we went to Jo's house. IT's SO HUGE!!!! WoW! ANd her room is a candy shop!!! So cool. I played pool over there with KY, Fann and Jelyn. Real fun but me and Jel lost to fann and KY cause Jel knocked the 8ball into the pocket!! AH!!!! ok lah cause she is a beginner. And we decided to have a dinner party. My parents are leaving on monday morning to hong kong and we have the whole house for four whole days!!! I can't wait! Ok, i have to go cause the youth group is going on a "Prayer Walk"! errrr....Oh well, Supreme Shaun is flying away!!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 2:25 pm
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