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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Monday, October 31, 2005
CHanged blogskin. But please tell me if you can hear the music on my blog. Like this nes blogskin but think i'm gonna change it soon
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 3:31 pm
Do your parents ever bother you? Mine do. I HATE THEM! They keep nagging and shouting and making my life one big hellhole. I only need them for their money cause without it, i can't survive. Pathetic. Yesterday, after lunch, my father went off somewhere making my mother cry. I got very frustrated at her and walk off too. Later on, when we all were doing our own things, my mother called me and brian to sit down and she had a "disscusion" with us. Hah, more like a lecture. Anyway, now i'm super broke cause she wabts me to work for my allowance. $2 for every book review i do up to a max of $10 oer week and money for cleaning the house. WHAT THE HELL!! WHat can i buy with ten FREAKING dollars??? Sometimes i wonder if i'm actually related to them.
I will just play computer here now till my mother comes home and screams at me. What's new? I hate my life~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 2:49 pm Sunday, October 30, 2005
friday we went to nanyang polytechnic for some stupid course. Was really stupid so i shan't talk much about it.
Yesterday, went to church. They wanted me to go with them to east coast park but i couldn't. So onli fann, jo ann, kylicia and jelyn went. I became really sick and couldn't stop sneezing and rubbinh my nose. Went home and slept. I was watching laguna beach and i found out that JASON IS AN ASS and i'm not sure if stephen is good or bad. He likes this one girl but she's so-called with someone else but he goes out with someone else. Ahhh. So confusing. Watched the cinderella story on HBO and them came outside to watch an indian movie. Went into the room after that and played pokemon. I slept at 3am in the morning. Woke up this morning and watched t.v. and ate a pathetic breakfast. Watched the last episode of a wrinkle in time. I'm going out later to meet up with my family and my aunt's to have lunch. Work is starting tomorrow. So guys, if you all want to go out, tell me at least one week in advance k? I nid to go bathe now. ~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:01 am Thursday, October 27, 2005
I am a sufferer of cronic lateness syndrome. Crap. I can't be early!!! I'm always late for everything. I need to find medication for this diesease. Before i'm late for something too importaint to miss.
I feel sad. Not the"sad" as in something sad happened. I mean i just want to give up on everything. I'm just sad. Sad about life. Sad about the world. Sad about my friends. Sad about my family. Sad about my life. Sad. I mean, look at me. Just looking at myself makes me feel sad. Notice i don't use the word depressed. AHHHH!!!! I just gotta find something to be happy about. I feel so frustrated with my friends. Sometimes i wonder if i even have real friends at all. And am i really that shallow? What you see is what you get? I may be easy to please and be a very happy person but do they forget that i'm a person too? Back when we were younger, i remember them listening to my problems and i listening to theirs. Then we would all stand strong and support one another. But now? I can't even remember when was the last time someone came up to me and asked me if i was ok. I can't remember when was the last time i could really truely trust and confide in someone. When? All i do now is just listen to people's problems and comfort them. THey do not remember that i have feelings too. That i cry too. That i need to be loved and cared for. That i need to be heard. No one remembers...They just think of themselves. People think that i'm selfish and think only of myself. Think back, when was the last time i tought of myself truely. When ever it comes to something really important, i always think of others first. I just am really tired of being left behind. And do they really know, how it really feels? To be left outside alone, when it's cold out there? Can anyone really relate to my problems when they don't even take the time to listen. I've wrapped myself up tightly in a blanket of lies. Hiding behind false truth. Lying to cover up my insecurities. Acting big but actually feeling very small. No one really cares do they? The world is just so tough but i guess that its tougher on me. Today was REALLY boring. From the minute we arrived in school till recess, i was in the computer lab staring into ther blank screen of the crappy computers in my school. I was so sleepy but i didn't go to sleep. From 7.50 to 10.50 we were in the computer lab. During resess, i went over to the next door class where i plugged in my mp3 player. Khalis was like acting all gay and stuff to the different songs. He was trying to seduce the boys in his class. It was really funny and that cheered me up a bit. After recess, we went back to the computer lab. The teachers really have nothing better to do i guess. Anyway, after coming back from the computer lab an hour later, we were supposed to have physics. But the Ong Li Pei didn't come and there was no substitute teacher. So for the next one hour and ten minutes, my class was in a totaly havoc. I was sleeping through all of this. After physics, went for mother tongue. Fell asleep till the bell rang to go home. Went to the library to return my overdue book but the stupid woman told me that i had to pay the fine. WTF man. I don't have the money! So i guess i won't get back my report book. Oh well, there's always next year. Was supposed to meet fann they all at the concourse but they just walked off without me. I managed to catch up with them but i was so pissed. Didn't say anything, just went home. I ate and ate and ate until i put on another 3kg but i don't care. It made me feel a little bit better. I for got to watch LAGUNA BEACH!!!!! WTF man, my day just dosen't give me any breaks...~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:01 pm Wednesday, October 26, 2005
I'm going to sleep now so i gotta make this quick.
Today was boring as usual. After school i went out with fann, jo, ky, jelyn and wei kiam to have lunch at causeway point. Kiam and ky left before us, supposedly angry of frustrated or sumting. I bought my dad a notebook. It was his birthday. Anyway, after walking around causeway, rushed home, changed and then rushed to country mana at sun plaza. The chicken there was really good. Then we came back home for cake. Which my mom bought from prima deli all the way from jurong. It was very rich. Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be another very boring day but i'm gonna go to school all the same. I'm going to dreamland now!~~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:57 pm Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Today was a rush rush day. I woke up at 9am. My teacher called my house and the gig was up. My plot to skip school had been found out. When questioned by my father, I just played the "act dumb" card. Hahaha. Anyways, in the morning, i just watched Oprah and then a movie on star movies. Then watched MTV for the rest of the day.
At about 4, i went downtown to orchard cineleisure to watch goal with joyce and nick. Got lost going there cause i rarely walk there. Usually take a cab or car there. Lol. Amyway, before the movie we ate at Subway. I ordered a foot long sub with the meal. Cost about $9. Lol, more money down the drain. I couldn't even finish the sub without alot of difficulty cause i ate two packets of instant noodles. Urghhh. I think i'm gonna vomit. Hahaha. After orchard, i went to causeway to meet up with joel. We went to "reki" the place for our busniess. After visiting our future competitors and pokingh fun of them by making rude and loud remarks about the craftsmanship and price of their products, we went and found out the price of renting a push cart. OMG, it costs about $85 for one day for thirty day, not including a $1000 deposit. Lol. Anyway, after eating at KFC with joel(more food!), met my mom by accident while walking home. okok, i need to let my mom use the com.~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:45 pm Monday, October 24, 2005
I'm damm bored. Starting work next monday. I'll be earning like 10 dollars an hour. Not bad eh?
I had a holiday today. I started a new maple account. MY old one was FUCKING HACKED. I curse whoever did it! Anyway, i changed my blog song if you didn't notice. YOU'D BETTER LISTEN TO THE WHOLE SONG!!!! I like it but i've decided that i will keep changing songs whenever i feel like it. I also updated the lyrics. I think i'm going to go do something different. Like have an operation or something. Maybe dye my hair. Hmm....~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:58 pm Sunday, October 23, 2005
Did you know that my religion, seventh-day-adventists, has been featured on the national geographic channel? You should check it out. Click here to go see it!
SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 4:00 pm
it seems that some colours cannot be read on my blog so i shall type in selected colours only......psyche! hahahaha!
Anyway, i'm supposed to talk about my weekend so here goes. Friday waas booring. At night i went to church for some rehersal. Then yesterday was combined worship at the Singapore Conference Hall. I met Joyce in the morning then we went to have breakfast with peng kong and ming hui. Then we went for church. I went out half way cause it was ExTrEmEly booring. Had three cups of coffee before going back in to stop myself from falling asleep. A good point during the worship was when the seventh singers came out to sing. And also the preacher was really good. Then after that i rushed to jurong to set up the audio system for the seventh singers. They had a concert yesterday. What a Headache! Had to control so many things that day. I didn't really have enough time to really sit down and appreaciate the music. After everything, i argued with my parents on where we wanted to go next. In the end, we ended up at causeway point. Ate there then went home. I didn't realize how tired i was until i sat down after reaching home. I fell instantly asleep. My pesky mom took the opportunity to pinch my ears to wake me up. so after sleeping on the couch for a few hours, i woke up at 2am in the morning to shower and then went back to sleep. This time in my own bed. Today has been booring.....just watching tv is driving me crazy. Anyway, i'm not going to school tomorrow and on tuesday so i get to sleep late and wake up late. Yay!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 3:11 pm Thursday, October 20, 2005
Yay! I changed my blogskin. I thing this one is much more me. And much more cheery.
Anyway, i went to school today. Was really boring cause we didn't have many lessons. Then we also had a Stocks course. Something to do with accounts. The fun thing about it is that we got to play a game called "The Stock Game". Its somehting like monopoly but better. Anyway, after the course ong le pei came in and i went to sleep. Then went for mother tongue class where we had a free period, cause ahmad didn't come. Then i went home. Such a waste of time. And now that maple is down, i needed to find something to do. So, i Changed My Blogskin!!!! Going to do friendster now~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:15 pm Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Today was ok. In the morning, i was woken up by fann calling. They were coming over to my house. They we SKIPPING SCHOOL!! haha, anyway, when she ans aaron arrived, i was still half asleep. Aaron played my com while fann watched some melodramatic long series. She brought a lot of vcds all from the same show. Anyway, i cooked fried eggs and friend fish fillet with italian rice for lunch. Then tradegy struck.....
Mr Deric LOW called fann, aaron and jo ann's houses. They got into big trouble. Kylicia and i didn't go to school also but we didn't get into trouble cause our teachers couldn't care less where we were. Anyway, LOW thought that they had all planned to skip school beforehand. Which was completely false. We skipped school seperately. Anyway, fann got her mom to back her up but aaron got into big shit. Jo ann, i'm not sure what happened. Anyways, tomorrow i've decided to go to school. Time to face my results with dignity. Oh well,.....~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:26 pm Monday, October 17, 2005
Muahahaha!!! I am evil!!
Today i skipped school. I told my mom that it was a marking day buy its NOT! MUAHAHAHA!!!! Anyway, played maple like crazy. I started a new character with my brother. We now have a lvl28 mage! Yay!!! After playing maple like crazy, i went out to watch a movie with joyce, nick, cara and joel. We watched Into the Blue. Then we sneaked into another show. We watched the last part of The wig. IT's a NC16 show! Damm scary piece of hair! HAhahaha. Then we sneaked into another cinema hall to watch the myth. We watched it till we got bored then sneaked over to ANOTHER cinema hall to watch The corpse Bride. It was ok. So, we paid for one movie but watched aLOT more!!! Wow! AHahhahaha. Ultimate Evil! is has really been a fun day. Time to start a new one. Opps, america's next top model is on. See ya!~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:09 pm Saturday, October 15, 2005
Right, things never go as planned.
Yesterday, i met up in the morning with Joel and Wei Siang as planned and then had lunch with them. Then instead of going KBOX, me, jelyn, jo ann, kylicia and wei kiam went to Seoul Garden and ate till i wanted to puke. Then instead of going to church, i went to valerie's house and there i drank and drank and played computer. I felt damm unholy. Hahaha. Was slightly drunk when i boarded a cab home and reached home at 3am. My mom made up this whole story for me and so i just went along with me being depressed about jelyn leaving that i came home late. Couldn't care less cause i was so tired. Then this morning, woke up at 6am after two hours of sleep. Bathed and folded more paper cranes. Then went to church. I had a slight hangover but it was not to serious. I was also doing worship in church so it was really a challenge. After singing, i rushed to the airport to send jelyn off. Looked like a bigshot, what with my tie and shirt and black shoes. Hahaha, then wanted to go home by bus with sin ying and wei kiam they all but ended up taking MRT with fann, aaron, vanessa, sing nee and yee kuan. Made a fool of myself on the mrt platform and slept on the train. Didn't go town with fann they all cause too tired. So me, aaron and vanessa went home. I reached home at 4pm and then played maple like crazy. Went to bathe and then i'm blogging now. I feel a little sad that jelyn is gone forever. But then again, this IS the twentieth century and there IS such thing as the internet. Hahaha. Anyway, i'm not going to school on monday. Supposed to go out with joyce and nick and joel and bobo to go watch a movie. So here comes another money tight week. Lols.... I'm OFF~~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:03 pm Friday, October 14, 2005
Yay, i'm going KBOX today. How? Because i'm selling joel a bottle of vodka. And then i have money!!!
Joel's coming to my house at 9am to help me fold paper cranes. He's good at this kinda stuff. Then at 12pm we're going to meet up with wei siang at sun plaza to take a look at sun plaza's chance at becoming a possible location for our busniess. Then at 2pm, meeting up with jelyn, jo ann, sinying and the gang to go KBOX. Then at 6pm, rush to church for tomorrow's worship practise. Wow, what a busy day! I actually lied to my parents today. Told them that today was a marking day but actually, it was actually a normal school day. Ahahahaha. I didn't want to go to school anyway. I i had gone, in the afternoon i would have had to go for the stupid sungei buloh planting trees thing. Then after that i would have had to gone for choir. Yucks! Today's plan is much better. I posponed our movie outing to monday cause today is just too packed. So on monday me, joyce, joel, nick and bobo are going to watch a movie. I dunno which one yet cause i wanted to watch goal but nick wants to watch into the blue. I don't mind watching both but the question is, Do we have the time? OK, i'm going to eat breakfast now and then take a bath before joel comes over. I haven't taken a bath for almost a day now cause i didn't go out anywhere yesterday. I'll talk to you on sunday. Byee!!~~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:34 am Thursday, October 13, 2005
OMG, I'M BACK!!!~~~
My blog is back online. Sorry for the dalay cause there was something wrong with my computer so i couldn't post anything. Whew, its been ages since i last blogged and it sure feels good to be back. Ok, here's the update. Starting from yesterday, the after-exams party has started!!! YAY!!!! No more exams. Okok, on tuesday night, i went with out for jelyn's going away party. I caused everyone to be late cause i came almost an hour late. Went to suntec for dinner. Then went marina square for KBOX!!!!! Wow, my first time and it was a blast! Except for the fact that most of the songs they sang were chinene ones and that now i owe a LOT of people money!!!! Anyway, went home at 11pm. Shared a cab with aaron, fann and vanessa. Reached home just in time to avoid suspicion cause i was supposed to be home at 10 but got back an hour later. Then yesterday played maple until the sun set and then went to sleep. Ok, update on money situation, $0 in wallet and i owe people $30. AHHHH!!! I'm super broke! Hahaha, somemore jelyn asked if i wanted to go KBOX again on friday before she leaves. Then fann asked me to go watch movie with her later. And then i'm supposed to go watch movie tomorrow with joyce and nick and joel. OMG! Money disaster alert. I need to get a job. Hahaha. This morning, i woke up and i had to clean my room. It's really a disaster area and i'm trying to cope with it. I think i'd prefer my mom to go out cause when she's at home, she NAGGS AND NAGS!!!!! Yesterday and today, she has no school cause of her school's concerts. I think i'm not going to school tomorrow cause i'm supposed to go to sungei buloh to plant trees. Yeah right like i'm gonna go. And i dun wannna go to school cause i need to hand up a lot of things. I'm meeting up with wei siang tomorrow to check out sun plaza and see if its a viable option for out busniess. Can't tell you more cause i want to keep mum about it till everything's finallised. BOOM BABY!!!@@~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 3:59 pm
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