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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Sunday, January 22, 2006
Whatever, do whatever you want with your life. Just be blinded with whatever you have, its not my problem. After all he did to you, you still take the blame. How blind can you be???
Well, today went by fast. I had alot of fun. Woke up late and went for breakfast at he coffee shop below my block and then went to church. After church i wanted to go home and change and come back but the weather told me otherwise so i stayed. Dinner was soo funny. There was this lady with this enourmous NOSE! It looked like squidward's nose! And we ate all sorts of stuff and messed up the table bad with grounded peanuts. So the ex-SDACC guys told us to stand up on the count of three and walk away. One...Two...THREE!!! Tricia started screaming and kicked down a chair as we walked away. I never attracted so much attention at a hawker center before. So I bestow the term "ah lian" upon Tricia Tan for showing the three signs. 1. Making a mess at the table to show that you are not happy 2. Make ALOT of noise 3. Kick something down Right now I'm still waiting for the bloody photoshop to finish downloading and its taking forever. Sigh. I still love you. I want to tell you but I'm too afraid. We were going so well. What happened? How, why..I've so many questions. But all I want is your love.... Time for me to go to sleep. The lights are playing tricks on me~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 1:52 am Friday, January 20, 2006
I didn't go to school today. Was too tired i guess since yesterday was such an eventful day.
In the morning, we had P.E. and we played badminton. I was paired up with someone who was kinda lousy and had to keep the game afloat. By the time we went back to class, i was soo tired and i felt sick. So i slept for the rest of the day, much to ragesh's displeasure. She said something about me going to fail my exams and that i might as well leave the school now and not to waste everyone's time. I couldn't bother. I was just so sick. Literally... After school, we went to Nanyang polytechnic. When i got off the bus at NYP's entrance at 2.15pm i didn't expect that that would be the last time i would be able to sit down till i reached home. So we got off the bus and started to follow the guides around NYP. There were five groups altogether and when we reached the auditorium, i didn't know which group was who! After waiting an hour to get in, we rushed in and were jammed pack for about 3mins then everything was over... I ended up following 4E2 but only ten people from their class was there. The rest were from the other classes. Everyone was jumbled up. Somewhere somewhere in the confusion jo ann slipped off and left us to die. We walked around the whole freaking NYP!! Going up stairs and then when we reach the top, going back down. Going into different schools so that we could reverse to go out. Basically, we just exercised for about 3 WHOLE HOURS!!!! By the end of it, we had to go back ourselves. Everyone was tired and i was in pain. I had fallen somewhere along the trip and my leg hurt. Ouch! And worse still, everyone was carrying their heavy bags and our backs hurt like hell. AHH!!! Wanted to take cab but there wasn't room so i sacrificed myself and took MRT home. I was standing in the train and walked slowly home in the rain. As if the situation wasn't bad enough. I had a fever, my back was killing me, i was wet with sweat, my legs were giving way and to top it off, it was raining. When i finnaly reached home and sat down, i was glad it was over. I didn't get up for the next two hours. And so this morning, i didn't go to school cause i'm just too tired. Jo ann and fann and sinying so far also haven't gone to school. I'm gonna find out who else. Well, i need to go recooperate And for those who haven't bought me a Birthday gift, I want a MAPLE PREPAID CARD found at populars and 7-elevens islandwide. Cheers~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:22 am Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Well its official, I'm a big fat loser.
Today during recess time, i went to reserve a table for my friends. After waiting patiently for them to return with their food, zhen ting and ang tat come along and sit down. I tell them that this table is reserved but they just laughed at me. When jo ann came, i explained the situation to her and she told them to leave. They just laughed at her so she glared at them and walked off. Then the Bloody Dominic came and sat down i told him that the table was reserved but he laughed and said something about reserving the whole canteen. So i got up to leave the table and, because of my size, accidentally brushed against him. He was sitting with his feet propped up onto the bench. He began shouting vulgarities at me calling me a fat bastard and using all sorts of uncivilized language on me. That was the last straw for Fann and she exploded at kylicia(who pretended to act dumb) that her boyfriend was hurling abuse at me. I just camly walked away from them towards the classrooms. On the way, i saw jo ann throwing away all her food in protest. I just ran back to class. I continued reading my book just trying to will myself to be sucked into it where dreams are realised and everyone has a perfect body and mind. Where everyone smiles and pretends its nothing. I just want to run away from it all, just run into a new world. Go to a place where there is no sadness, just love and life. I just hate my life. I didn't ask to be fat or be able to talk alot. I would give up all my brains if i could just be a beautiful person. I just wanna have nothing on my mind other than my next date or next t.v. session. I hate this world and all the suffering around it. Why? Why? Why? What did i do wrong? Did i like kill someone in a past existence? I don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems distant from me. I can't even hear the teacher talking when i'm in class. I can't hear my classmates shouting or laughing at the teachers. I can't hear my brother trying to blackmail me. I can't hear my mother telling me to clean the house. I can hear the patter of raindrops. I can hear the wind blowing. I feel the sky moving. I'm no longer afraid. Just sad that everything i have worked for will be undone this year. Hopes, dreams, wishes, nothing matters anymore. Just the smile you put up. Just the laugh you fake. Just the eyes that hide the tears. Just the happiness in front of the existence..... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:47 pm Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Having a brother really sucks. He disturbs me all the time and hogs the computer. Right now i only have 10 mins to post this entry before he uses the computer to play his stupid games. This really sucks....period.
Oh well, today was kinda fun. I laughed my way through most of the lessons and acted like a fool. Chuan chern got canning in front of the whole class. It was so stupid! First, they drummed it up telling those who were light headed to go outside then they did a few practise swings and told us to be quiet. Then, WHACK! And just like that it was over. So anti-climax.... Oh, and for those who haven't gotten me any present for my birthday, I want a MAPLE PREPAID CARD found at 7-elevens and populars islandwide. Cheers After school today, went to northpoint with theon and sinying. She was feeling very down and later fann joined us. It was one weird afternoon and ended up with me having no money....sad Oh well, my ten minutes are up and i've gotta go!~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 4:58 pm Monday, January 16, 2006
I forgot to mention something in my previous pots.
I Changed my blogskin!!! And this choice was a tough one. Well, since i needed the posts box of the blogskin to be big enough to see photos, i spent hours and hours searching for the perfect skin. And uploading them super slowly from my phone takes ages. A minute a photo.... Oh ya, I went to Republic Polytechnic today. It really changed my view on Polys and maybe i even want to go there. They offer a cource in GAMEING!! Ahhh!! Can you imagine learning how to play games everyday? How cool is that? So at their open house at woodlands, we saw them playing maple. OMG, they were onlky lvl 50+ and were showing off like they were pro's or something. At least we got goodie bags at the end of the day. Sadly, i didn't learn much about the poly. Just how it was SOO crowded. Oh well, look at this, i started blogging at 6pm and now its 10pm plus...I'd better go to sleep~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:06 pm
School was boring today. Same old same old. Mr Chai(physics) went crazy and i re-read digital fortress by dan brown. And now here comes the exciting part...
... ... ... The Appreciation Night Dinner PHOTOS!!! (By the way, i got a new camera phone :) This is me at home. The photos are a little crappy cause my brother took them...    Hahaha, should have taken them myself..... This is barbra with joel in the background  I wanted to take a photo of joel but he didn't let me... so i took candid shots    And finally i got him to pose  Barbra took this one of me :)  There were these three statues of the Gods of fortune outside the hall we were having dinner in and the youth thought it would be a great place to take a picture. Hope i'll be lucky after posting these!   We had table games and for one of the games, one of our guys had to wear lipstick to sergeol was chosen. Hahahaha, barbra put the lipstick on for him and bt the way, Our Table Won!!(p.s. he's only acting if you think he's always like this haha)    While our pastor was talking at the end, the guys were acting out the different values of our church    I thought this was really funny cause the guys were supposed to be acting out the different gifts God had given to them and Brian was showing of his broom sweeping skills while Lionel was singing like a crazy man. Hahaha!  Being on the planning committee, i had to man the powerpoint the whole night. So this is where i sat the whole night  Victor took this photo of me next to my proudest slide i did that night. Adventist Airways is the safest way to fly!  My father borrowed joel's fendora's hat and did a michael jackson on us. I'll need weeks to recover from that...shudder  And finally, Tricia hd not taken a photo with me the whole night so i took this one. What mattered to her the most was whether or not she looked pretty or not. You be the jugde of that...cough...cough  Please excuse the bad photographer's skill. This is my forst time taking photos with my camera phone. I assure you that tomorrow's photos are 200% better quality than this but that's for tomorrow...~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:29 pm Friday, January 13, 2006
I have been away for along time. Thinking about my life.
My internet has been down for about a month so i was computer deprived. Oh well. Many things have happened since we last spoke. Like i got a job and that I'm now 16!!!! My birthday was on the 10th. A tuesday. I go no presents from my parents nor from my school friends. If you're wondering what to get for me, Maple Prepaid cards!!! Well, now that i'm 16, i can do alot more things. !!!=)!! Well today, i wennt crazy in school. During mother tongue class, i went crazy and jumped up and down. In english i formed the "Power Rangers" disscussion group. I made up the name. Well, after POA, i rushed home where i am now. Went through all my friends blogs and their archives and then decided to restart my blog. While going through ky's blog, i came across this, http://www.wetlands.org.au/shorebirds/singapore.htm wow, damm old. I did this in sec 2. I didnj't even know that my post card was selected. Hahaha. Anyway, for my birthday, i went out with my church friends and then my family. I really think that my best friend now is joel. We have so much fun together. Went shopping with him to far east plaza on sunday and bought new clothes. Damm funny. Then we met up with nick, andrew and wee leng and they celebrated my birthday. They even suprised me with a birthday cake! So cool. On monday i went to school and then met up with joel at night to collect my glasses but in the end, went for late supper. Then on tuesday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! Went to my aunt's house for lunch and then met up with joel, tricia and truddy for dinner. Truddy came late and then left early so the three of us ate at the food court and then later went to coffee bean to chill. They also suprised me with a cake. I really ate alot of cakes this year. After all, its my sixteenth birthday! On wednesday, went to school and then later went to mos for awhile. Went home and watched "the perfect man" on vcd. Yesterday, after school, i waited at home for awhile then wanted to go out. I fought with my mother cause she didn't want me to go out. I was so angry with her. In the end, i went out. Went para para with sin ying and valerie and then later had dinner with them. Wanna know what valerie got me for my birthday? A cute little note and a Breast NIPPLE STICKER!!!! OMG!!! So funny. Sin ying got me a $50 voucher to go for a facial. I want to go for it tomorrow afternoon cause tomorrow night is the Jurong Church Annual appreaciation dinner. And let me tell you, its going to be great!. Gonna wear a tie and a coat!! Yay, can't wait. I think i changed alot over the holidays. I became more fun and i always look on the bright side of life. I open my mouth to say nasty things less and i think alot more. I still need to lose weight cause i'm going to california at the end of this year and i can't hit the beach looking fat and ugly. I got the ugly part under control but the fat part...I need to work on it. hehehehe. Well, i think my life has changed for the better. I'm going to play maple again for the first time in two months. Wonder what it'll be like. See ya! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 2:02 pm
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