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About Me! Name: Shaun Matthew Niyo-RamdasSchool: Naval Base Secondary School(2003-2006), Millennia Institute Date of Birth: 10th January 1990 Contact: 67594006(h) 91566941(hp) [[*Things I Like*]]
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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Well its official, I'm a big fat loser.
Today during recess time, i went to reserve a table for my friends. After waiting patiently for them to return with their food, zhen ting and ang tat come along and sit down. I tell them that this table is reserved but they just laughed at me. When jo ann came, i explained the situation to her and she told them to leave. They just laughed at her so she glared at them and walked off. Then the Bloody Dominic came and sat down i told him that the table was reserved but he laughed and said something about reserving the whole canteen. So i got up to leave the table and, because of my size, accidentally brushed against him. He was sitting with his feet propped up onto the bench. He began shouting vulgarities at me calling me a fat bastard and using all sorts of uncivilized language on me. That was the last straw for Fann and she exploded at kylicia(who pretended to act dumb) that her boyfriend was hurling abuse at me. I just camly walked away from them towards the classrooms. On the way, i saw jo ann throwing away all her food in protest. I just ran back to class. I continued reading my book just trying to will myself to be sucked into it where dreams are realised and everyone has a perfect body and mind. Where everyone smiles and pretends its nothing. I just want to run away from it all, just run into a new world. Go to a place where there is no sadness, just love and life. I just hate my life. I didn't ask to be fat or be able to talk alot. I would give up all my brains if i could just be a beautiful person. I just wanna have nothing on my mind other than my next date or next t.v. session. I hate this world and all the suffering around it. Why? Why? Why? What did i do wrong? Did i like kill someone in a past existence? I don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems distant from me. I can't even hear the teacher talking when i'm in class. I can't hear my classmates shouting or laughing at the teachers. I can't hear my brother trying to blackmail me. I can't hear my mother telling me to clean the house. I can hear the patter of raindrops. I can hear the wind blowing. I feel the sky moving. I'm no longer afraid. Just sad that everything i have worked for will be undone this year. Hopes, dreams, wishes, nothing matters anymore. Just the smile you put up. Just the laugh you fake. Just the eyes that hide the tears. Just the happiness in front of the existence..... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:47 pm
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