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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Friday, June 29, 2007
You know how if Someone pissess you off you just have to say something? Well two annoying things happened today that i can remember. I'll tell you about the lesser one first. Just now when I got back, I got an sms from someone (@#%Z&A#I@#$) and that person was all like " are you watching this programme now?" And he was like so overjoyed when i told him that I was. So creepy! Anyway, that wasn't that bad.
Today, I had an encounter with a kind of race far worse than any I have encountered. the MAT&MINA race. Its a race of stupid dumb sloww retarded people who have trouble communicatiung so they invented their own language. They spend their time hanging around the esplanade and anywhere dark and crowded to stone and smoke and talk about how cool they are with their cheap dyed hair and immitation goods outfit. They find each other the ugliest partner and have lots of ugly children. Yes the infestation of this race in our country is already hapenning. We cannot contain them to certain areas of singapore any longer. They've spread to all four corners of the island. Damm them!!! Anyway, it happened today at westmall in a lift. Me, Rusydi, Diyanah, Qam and Jian Wen went into the lift and we were kinda forced into the center. We were surrounded by them, everywhere we turned there was one. The suddenly one of them, obviously drunk, said "Satu Biru, Satu Kuning, Mata Putih" And them laughed. Let me translate for you. It means "One Blue, One Yellow, White Eyed" Don't understand right? Canuse its in MAT&MINA language and luckily, we have a translater. Qam translated it into" One Blue (one blue uniformed/ clothed gang, since our uniform was kinda bluish), One Yellow (One person who wasn't pure malay or "Dirty" which was obviously directed at me cause I kinda look like a malay), White Eyed (Someone who can fight or is dangerous a.k.a. gangster like which most probably was directed at poor Jian Wen). THEY WERE COUNTING US LIKE BLOODY SHEEP!!! What the hell man. I'm glad that Jian Wen Diyanah didn't really understand cause It Was just so damm INFURIATING! After we can out of the lift, Rusydi turned to me and said "I know how you feel" and I realised he understood what had just happened too. GRRRRR!!! I HATE THE MAT&MINA RACE!!!!! They are like a plague! So infuriating! I really hate it when people look down on my friends let alone MAT&MINA! Its so insulting. Its like an ugly person calling you ugly! so TOOT!!! I just hate their "kind"!! I was supposed to meet the guys at noon but I arrived at 1.30pm cause I was watching One Tree Hill. Sorry Guys! Anyway, Bought bubble tea and headed to school where I proceeded to flop my History Paper! Then we went back to Westmall and bought more bubble tea! haha. We met Joy and Harry on the way out at about 5 and it was someone's bright idea to follow them so we went up to the food court. Bad choice cause Harry took out a deck of card and taught Bridge. I knew off course how to play but I was a little rusty so I only won two out of the four games I played. We ended at 6.30pm. Dammit! Then the incident that will haunt me happened in the lift on the way down happened. Took the MRT home with Qam, Diyanah and Andrea and when Qam got off at Chua Chu Kang, we launched head on into a high speed conversation about lots of stuff. The funniest thing was that we were afraid that the train we were on was going to stop at Yew Tee and all three of us were hoping and Praying it wasn't. Quite funny really. Then Andrea got off at Admiralty and the funny thing was that she walked in the wrong direction past us and then suddenly realized and turned back. It was kinda funny. I was next so I got off and walked home stuck once again in my daydreams. I'm waiting right now for the others to go online but they haven't yet. Toot! Hurry up guys! Anyway, I'm gonna blog surf while waiting I guess. Cheers!~ I'm now listening to ~Breathe Me by Sia SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:19 pm Thursday, June 28, 2007
So Its the Exams now and I haven't been studying.
Man! Listening to Dido really makes you want to pour your heart out! So Anyway, I've been having papers all this week and tomorrow is history. I'm gonna try my best but i don't think i'll be able to do well. Recently I've just been feeling really overwhelmed, as if Life itself had something against me. I guess it was trying to see how far I would go before breaking I guess. Anyway, You Got ME! So Now Lay of LIFE! Ah, the simple pleasure of ranting about something that has no meaning. Anyway, Its not that I'm depressed, its just Like I've just moved the furniture around the house and all the long past dust and dirt begins to rise into the air, suffocating the happiness out of me. Hmm, I guess I'll have to work on that. Hey, wanna know something wonderful that happened today? I shouted at Ajantha Kar And Got away with it! I was just really pissed off with her. She couldn't get the seating arrangement of our class right and so myself being displaced and being the nice guy I am simply explained what was the standard procedure for the class seating during an exam. She Immediately told me to shut up and sit over at one corner, randomly. So OFF COURSE I was kinda pissed. That and the fact that I forgot to bring my lit text and that something was bubbling deep down in my heart. I Shouted at her! " Oh, Shut Up? That was really just rude of you! Totally Immature!" And I walked up and strided past her. The whole class fell silent. "I did not say shut up" exclaimed the indian boar! "Oh So now YOU'RE LYING? SO MATURE!" And that put her into her place! She straight away groveled "ok, I did say that and I'm sorry". I mearly "HRMF"ed her and sat down. . . .OH BOY THAT THAT FEEL GOOD! Someone just had to out her into the right place! "India ...blah blah..this! India...blah blah...that!" MAn Then just go back to India! So Annoying! Other than that, today was a kinda good day. Sat in the canteen with Diyanah, Qam, Andrea, Jian Wen, Rusydi and Zai Boy. It was fun talking to them but I guess someone was a little out of his league. Anyway, Its always fun talking to them. Then we went to Sweet Talk to get bubble tea and I bought BK for lunch. Headed to office after that And when I reached home I managed to cramm in two episodes of One Tree Hill. It Rocks Man! Speaking of that, everyone knows I'm one of the masters of downloading by now right? So I was in the bus 157 and kinda half asleep and watching t.v. mobile at the same time. Suddenly this advertisment comes on about addicts. The guy says "Hi I'm Tom and I'm a File Sharing Addict" and everyone goes "Hi Tom" And then they flash this number to call and a website to go to to get over this problem. I was like, What The Hell??? Its people's own lives right? Let them do whatever they wanna do lah! I mean, then might as well lock them in a cage and make us do whatever we should to be robots. I mean, Come On? Its so PAP propoganda. Darn party, Wne I grow up, I'm gonna join that party and totally change it from inside out! Oh MY GOD! I'm addicted to bubble tea! I need to have at least one each time I go to school and I can't stop! Yesterday I had TWO bubble teas in a ROW! And yesterday I found out that Rusydi is one of those rare guys that you can talk about deep stuff with. Lately I know very few of them. I guess its different talking about stuff to a girl than a guy cause he kinda knows how you feel so Thanks Dude! I guess I can talk to him more often these days. On tuesday, The highlight of the day was my going for lunch and then going home by train. Man, Talking to diyanah and Andrea is such fun! Luckily I've grown up around girls all my life so I can understand and intepretate what they are trying to say fast enough to hold a conversation with them. I'm glad that we all live along the same MRT line so we get to go home together. Talking to them, I realise that these are what friends are for and I'm so glad. I kind of miss talking to weixuan, aaron, xin yi and the others but i think not all of them get me the way diyanah and andrea do. I guess you could call it a "must be able to speak broken malay" thing! HAha, but I'm glad nevertheless. I don't see the problem being friends with everyone, cause I like getting to know everyone in my class. I love every single person in 07A1, just some more than the others :D I guess I'd better go get some shut eye now cause I wanna get up early to revise my history, which according to andrea is at 2.30pm. Might be meeting them for lunch so I'd better get up early. And I know my posts have not been regular but that's just because I like procrastinating! :D Cheers! I'm listening to Here with Me by Dido SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:26 pm Sunday, June 24, 2007
I'm off to study now. Sigh. Try to study I guess.
Here we go... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:41 pm Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Life is dull. Enough said.
I haven't started studying yet though. Hmm.... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 5:03 pm Friday, June 15, 2007
I'm off to camp. Won't be back till sunday afternoon. So I'lll post my week then I guess!
Cheers and Have a Happy Holiday Guys! (P.S. If I die at the camp then remember me ok :) I'm listening to Overkill by Colin Hay SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:56 am Tuesday, June 05, 2007
This post is so Big cause I'm feeling Big right now! BIG BIG BIG! Anyway, yesterday I spent the whole day at home playing warcraft 3 and watching the telly. Man! That is the way to spend the day! I so totally finished the game and its expansion pack. Plus I had a little extra tine to play Dynasty Warriors 5 on my PS2. Wow, I was so in the zone that I even forgot to eat!
Anyway, i felt that yesterday was so wasted so today I would do some cleaning. Bwahahaha!! Yeah right! My mom forced me and my brother to clean our room starting with his side. So we shifted out his cabinet and suddenly I stopped in my tracks....I saw my worst enemy...(*pause for effect*)..DUST!! (there, wasn't that more dramatic?) We hadn't cleaned behind the cabinets in over five years so we should have expected it. Anyway, I zoomed out of that room so fast that you could be mistaken that there was a special promotion at Carl's Junior going on. So after I assembled my new cabinet bought the day before (with a little help from mummy dearest :), I was swamped! I poped on a little music and finished of my Fistful of Colours. THAT'S RIGHT! I'm finished with that lovely book and oh my God was that last chapter the best I've ever read! Suwen(the main character)'s best friend, Nica. got her love interest, Mark, to stip and pose for her paintings. She did less than decent things to get him into different poses. Oh my God! There was one part where she asked him "do you love Suwen?" And he said "Yes but that's just so gooood! Don't stop" AHAHAHA! And Suddenly Nica stops so that she can continue painting! She was just using Mark but when Suwen found out she didn't take it lightly and the story ended with her running away back to Malaysia. The ending was just beautiful but with a generous helping of reality. And that's why this book deserves to go into my "all time favourtie books" section. Then after the book I fell asleep on the couch. I was rudely awoken by my brother who forced me back into the work of cleaning his side of the room. Work on my side commences tomorrow. After I finished throwing away the remainder of his junk, turned on the telly and watched Ellen. I love ellen! The speaks so much nonsense but its just so funny! Anyway, after that we went out with my mom to catch a movie. YAY! A movie! At last! I can die happy! hahaha, anyway, Shrek 3 ROCKS! Its a very good movie. Cause it was so darn funny. And Princesses Rock man! I wouldn't mind watching it again. Haha. So I rented two movies just now to watch after this. Watching CSI now by the way. Then after this we'll watch the two movies we rented. Just Follow Law and Cheaper By the Dozen 2! Hahaha, I'm gonna be sleeping uber late today and somemore I have school tomorrow. Econs at 9am! I hop me and my friends can go out after the lesson. Maybe a movie guys? Hahaha, after not watching any movie for a long time I suddenly feel like watching a whole bunch of them. Anyway, I'm off for now! Cheers~ I'm listening to Call Me Irresponsible by Michael Buble SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 10:00 pm Sunday, June 03, 2007
MY GOD!
I was looking at some of my old posts and I've realized that I've really changed. I used to be such an insecure person that would wallow and weep over everything. I can tell you, alot more drama things have happened to me since that last post in may 2006. Somehow, I guess I've found my place in this world. Not at the bottom, nor at the top. I guess i'm outside of what you would come to call the normal world. Its like I'm looking in, sometimes comming in to take part in events but then retreating back to the outside before I get to deeply involved. Its like I'm not even anchored in this world. I've become to harden I guess. Harden by all the troubles in my life. All the pain and suffering, shame and emotional distruction has grown into a think body shield, I don't feel the pains of this world anymore. Hmm...Is that weird? I guess I'm just emotionally detached, there really isn't much to attach onto anyway, except weixuan, and even then, I guess I'm not good enough and too battered and damaged to even try. Never Mind, I shall trudge forward, head held high and face the world, with all its unfairness. And I'll hope against all hope, that there just may be a brighter future ahead. Maybe... SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:41 pm
Went to church yesterday. MAn we went to the church up north and I led out worship. I was totally unprepared so i didn't really do a good job. Oh well, at least the food was good there, that much I can say. After that we went over to jurong to "hang out" with the church people till sabbath ended. Phew! After the dinner celebrating pastor's PhD, we went home.
I watched the whole 6th Season of Scrubs today. AHhhhh! I LOVE Scrubs! Oh,ya, I also went for my guitar lessons after that. Yay! My first lesson! After the lesson, which ended at 6pm, i wanted to go home straight away. However, a sudden pulling from deep within my stomach willed me to walk slowly towards KFC. No, Must Pull Away! oops, too late! So I had a meal there, my first in over a year. Man! I gotta stop these snack stops! Anyway, other than the econs class on wednesday, i'm scot free this week. Anyone for a movie? There are so many good ones out! I'm listening to~ Makes me Wonder by Maroon 5 SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:13 pm Friday, June 01, 2007
So today the lit class was cancelled cause ms ng had food poisoning.aww...what a shame. Anyway, i went to work today and did five programmes in five hours. OK, OK, four programmes. the fifth one was deleted when stupid lightning hit our building and the power went out. *poof* one hour's work gone like that. That's life for ya! So I was in a foul mood by the time the day ended.
However, Fistful of Colours kept me company as I sat on the bus home. I was fairly back to my normal mood when I reached Sembawang and i went to buy some groceries from NTUC before heading home. Man that book does wonders for the tortured soul. Nowadays I look at Singapore though a different lens. So many people from so many different races co-existing peacefully under one nation. Where else in Asia, let alone the world, can you find that? I couldn't help but feel proud to be a Singaporean as I walked though Sun Plaza seeing a multitude of people from different walks of life all together. A sense of belonging and pride, I guess. Ha ha ha, I guess it seems this "wanna leave Singapore" boy has finally found his roots. I think I might enjoy my life on this tiny yet so unique island that is Singapore. Cheers! SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 7:41 pm
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