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To Read or Not to Read One day, one week, one month or one year. Time still passes by. Thoughts, Emotions, Fears, Pains, Joys, Hopes, all flutter past. One Moment, One LifeA Page from My Life Thursday, July 26, 2007
Its not that i don't want to post but since last week, this has been the only chance I've had to use the computer and that's only because I didn't go to work today. Guess Kids Connection is going down the drain. I really need to re-focus.
Anyway, went for King Lear last week and came back super late. The play was good. Friday was meet the parents session where my dad practically sat there for like an hour and a half listening to my results. Not that great I assure you. I failed two subjects and the passes wern't that good either. Went to church on saturday where I led out in worship. It was a long but kinda fun day. Stayed home on sunday except for guitar class. School this week has gone by like a blur. People. Faces. Subjects. Home. School. Everything seems just to pass me by. I'm getting tired. Ran 2.4km on monday, tuesday and wednesday. Felt odly good after each run, as if I was possessed but I accepted it nonetheless. Had drama yesterday and i came back late cause there was a wedding rehearsal for this sunday. I'm doing the PA sound aspect. So I came home late yesterday too. Tuesday's GAP (God Among People) suprised me. From the normal under ten attendance, we had 20 plus! It was really exciting. So I made a lot of new friends. Had dinner and came back late. Remember camwhoring with andrea and nadia during malay on one of the days. Fun... Today was really quiet. It rained and everyone was calm. It passed by like a blur. Went to get bubble tea with the gang at west mall after that. Spent the last dollar in my possession and realised that for the first time in a long time, I was flat broke. I don't know how i'm going to get through tomorrow. Was so tired that I didn't go to work. Came home and sat here for awhile until I fell asleep infront of the screen thinking "When do I stop? Where do 'I' fit here?" Thoughts ran wild in my head and I drifted off. Woke up just now and did the malay project. Andrea and Nadia are surely going to be angry with me cause I could find that much so I worked with what I had. Econs? I'm just going to abandon it till saturday. That's all. I'm going to sleep now and I know its gonna be a long time till I get to post again so I'll just say this. The world's a'spinning so we keep a'going till the end. Don't give up hope just yet. Wait....there's something more.~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:01 pm Thursday, July 19, 2007
Hello Humans, Peace be with you~May the flow of Life come into you're sanctuary. Love Joy and Peace Be with you~
Alright, Zen moment over, Back to reality! Wouln't it be weird if I was like all Zen? So not me right? Hahha. Anyway, I haven't posted for about a week cause more bad stuff has befallen me. O Great Cosmic Powers! Why????? O well, as the great avril lavigne once said "Life's like that"! Hahahaha! I'm in a kinda mood today. You see, monday was a normal day but when i went home, my toes started bleeding and so i just stopped the bleeding and went to sleep. Went to school on tuesday, BAD IDEA! The whole day, my foot was bleeding into my socks and my shoes and my right leg started to go numb. By mid-day i was limping up and down flights of stairs. Anyway, somewhere inbetween, i got lost. I was trying to get to International History class but i thought it was on the 4th floor as usual so i went up. It wasn't there so i walked the entire lenght of the 4th floor and then thought maybe it was on the 2nd floor so i proceeded to go there but it wasn't there either so i walked the entire length of the 2nd floor. By now it was mid-lesson so every class i limped by, teachers and students alike stared at me. So I limped onto the first floor and I found the history class. Banged into three tables, cut myself twice and hit my foot against a chair once before i mad it to my seat. I was really in alot of pain. During the break i cut my hand again. Arghhh!! I was really in alot of pain. At the end of school, i limped with diyanah, Qam, Andrea and Jian Wen to meet rusydi. Nadia had to go off with her cousin cause she's very committed to her family. Anyway, rusydi needed to go to the polyclinic to get an MC and i "Brilliantly" suggested that we should follow him. What followed was two hours of waiting in a humid wating area. I bought a box of alcohol swabs for my first aid kit there. Anyway, I was at a polyclinic right? could have gone to see a doctor right? Stupid me, i was so stubborn cause i was scared i would get an MC for the next day and i wanted to go to school so i just sat in that polyclinic for the next two hours doing nothing. Qam went off after that cause Rusydi told us it would take just half an hour but it took TWO HOURS so he had to go off. After that we went to Jurong Entertainment Center and ate at Delifrance and I took the gang to eat my favourite 'custom' ice kacang at the food court. My mom was there and i introduced my friends to her. Went alone to cut hair after that at the hair cutting school. After the haircut I asked for a hair wash and that was the best decision i made the whole day. The student skillfully massaged my head and then washed it. WOW! I'm going back there as soon as my hair grows back. Went for worship practise after that so i couldn't go for GAP. Worship practise was good and instead of mandy singing soprano, elaine singing alto and me singing tenor, we ended up singing a triad and that was so Cool. We sounded really good. Anyway, Elaine was driving and so I got a ride home. Reached home at 11.30pm and then sat in front of the TV for awhile and also learned to knit, kinda. Went to bed at 1am. By then my voice was really hoarse and i was limping quite bad. And on top of that when i removed my socks, it was quite bloody and i got a shock. Went to sleep really tired. Woke up yesterday paralyzed in one leg. I got a shock. I couldn't move the rest of my body well either. I dragged myself of of bed and plopped myself onto the sofa outside. My mom asked me to go to the doctors but i wanted to go to school at first but after i tried to move around a little bit more I realized that I really couldn't go to school so i kinda fell asleep on the sofa. I woke up at 10am paralyzed on the sofa and I kind of fainted. Woke up at 1pm and I managed to limp around the house. It was raining heavily and I didn't see how i was going to be able to go to the doctor's. So I watched two episodes of Gilmore girls until i was quite tired. Limped back tot he sofa and watched TV. Avelina came back and asked if we wanted to go watch Die Hard 4.0 and so I got ready and went to the doctors first. His office was on the second floor and i had to limp up the stairs. By now i was regaining feeling in my right leg. The Doctor told me it was really serious. I had a bacterial and fungal infection at the same time. I also had a sore throat and he gave me tonns of medication. Got MC for two days and then limped to the cinema. We were late so we decided to watch the 9pm one instead. Met my mom and bought bubble tea and went home. Ate dinner and then went to watch Die Hard 4.0. Man! It was a good Movie! I'm glad that i watched it. Got home and went to sleep after putting on the medication. OMG, i just realised that i forgot to put on the medication this morning. I'd better go eat now and then do my medication. Woke up at 7am this morning and went to the sofa and fell asleep. I planned to get up at 9am but i woke up at 12pm. That's about an hour ago. So in this past hour i finished downloading Nelly Furtado's, Rihanna's, Avril Lavigne's, Mika's and Timbaland's Newest Albums. Wow, I guess time slows down when you're bored. I'm supposed to go watch King Lear tonight at the Esplanade but I don't know the details yet. And how I'm going to wear shoes. Man I'd better think alot. Anyway, I'm off to fix breakfast now and then to drug myself! Cheers~ I'm listening to Come and Get Me By Timbaland feat.Tony Yayo& 50Cent (Don't judge me just cause an R&B song playing on my comp right now :) SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:59 am Friday, July 13, 2007
Sorry I haven't blogged in a week. Its just that I've been so busy. I just got home and this is the earliest day i got home this week. Life's trying at times and I'm really tired. I need to go for cell group at andrew's place now so i'll make this quick.
Auditions for MI's talent show were postponed to Aug 1 so I brought my guitar today for nothing. At least i can get to sing in my perfect condition. I'm currently having a very bad sore throat that obstructs my talking capabilities. Sad right? Can't even swallow properly and tomorrow i have to go up on stage and sing. Man this sucks. Come to think of it, When I come back super late today, I still have to do the powerpoints for tomorrow's worship. I'm really tired. Sigh. I wrote a screenplay for my class to act for MI's talent night and everything was coming along well until the audition's got postponed. Now the main character wants to back out, and if she does so will everyone else. What happened to the commitment? Practises will only be Once or at the most Twice a week. Sigh, that really mad me sad today. I also found out today that i failed mother tongue and yesterday GP, so in total, I've only passed two subjects. Even though they are B's, its still not good enough to get promoted. I'm gonna have to work harder I guess. Life's really depressing, isn't it? I can't stop myself! I feel as if I'm on the outside watching my life and realising that my character is going to have a crappy end. I have to try and stop this spiral. I'm not gonna complain about the things in my life because I remember that there are alot of children in the world who are far worse off than me. Like in africa and the middle east. But still, if you knew my life, I mean knew everything, It would make you think twice about complaining about anything. Ever wonder why I seem to be so happy all the time? Its because I tell myself that if I pretend to be happy and that everything is fine, eventually even I will believe this Lie. That's the way the world works I guess. Shit Lah! There's something wrong with my computer right now. My whole bottom bar (the one with the start button) isn't responding. I'm not gonna touch it in fear of the whole comp shutting down but this is very frustrating. I guess friday the 13th does live up to its name. Anyway, I've gotta go bathe and then go for cell now. I'm gonna eat at home to save money. Save money to be happy. Eat to be happy. Smile to be Happy. Laugh to be happy. Happy?~~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 6:16 pm Monday, July 09, 2007
Sorry I haven't posted in Days. Had alot of stuff that happened over the weekend.
Right Now my asshole dad is going on and on about how I shouldn't spend so much time blogging. I haven't even used the computer since thursday. Damm him. He's shouting at me about how he's not IT illiterate. I don't CARE! I just said to my mom, "I have stuff to do tonight, but not on the computer. I'm just using it for awhile to blog." And then he started threatening me with all sorts of stuff. I really HATE HIM! Sometimes I wish he was different. He's being utterly unreasonable. I can't stand it! I don't GIVE A Damm!! Well I went to work on Friday and then went for the Golden Angels Evangelism Meetings. Went home super late. On Saturday I went to Church and then went for a concert at night. It was good. On sunday I went to boon Keng cause my dad dragged me there. Went there to do dunno what and then went home. Went for my guitar class after that. I'm sorry, after my dad just shouted at me I don't feel like blogging about the weekend. I'm just feeling too crapy right now. It was the first day of school today and I got back some papers. I got 29/50 for Econs. got 12/100 for H2 Lit and I got 0/100 for my H1 Maths. I really tried my best and did every single question but I still got zero. Disheartening right? that's not the end of it. We had PE today so it was depressing to run and get left behind as usual. I just sometimes wish I was someone different. I just sucks to be me. Oh well, Life goes on... I'm gonna get Jonathan to play for me and I'm going to sing "THe Distance" by Evan and Jaron for the audition this Friday. Wish me luck. I'm also currently writing a play for the class and I have to finish it by tonight. Oh man, what have I gotten myself into?? So "No Sleep tonight" for me. I really hope I don't let anyone down. Sigh. I'm going now, cheers...~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:31 pm Thursday, July 05, 2007
I changed the music for my blog. Its one of my most favourite songs, describing Life. Here's the Lyrics; ~ Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head I lay motionless in bed I thought of you and where you'd gone and let the world spin madly on ~ Everything that I said I'd do Like make the world brand new And take the time for you I just got lost and slept right through the dawn And the world spins madly on ~ I let the day go by I always say goodbye I watch the stars from my window sill The whole world is moving and I'm standing still ~ Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head I lay motionless in bed The night is here and the day is gone And the world spins madly on ~ I thought of you and where you'd gone And the world spins madly on. ~ ~ Really sums Life up right? Whatever happens, whatever we do, the world still spins madly on~ SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 9:34 pm
I'm just so PISSED at my phone right now. Its just that my phone has a problem with the messaging system. It doesn't have any music at all, no infra red or bluetooth. And worse of all, now i can't upload pics from my phone cause there's something wrong with the Phone. I discovered this yesterday when I spent at least two hours being stressed out until I just gave up and I didn't even want to blog yesterday cause of it. ARGHH!! I'm gonna get a new phone with my next paycheck. I've got to! My phone is that bad!
Today was fun! Went to Nadia's for the whole day with the Gang! Man that was fun! We watched Mean girls, What a Girl Wants, The Eye and Jangan Pandang ke Belakang! Hahah, a malay horror flick! Anyway, after that I taught the gang the "tititititititi" game. HAhaha. Very funny so see jian wen do the banana dance as forfeit! So we had alot of fun and I really enjoyed myself today! It was totally worth missing work for! We ate Ice Cream and had alot of fun! LalaLamers Rock! Aww man, school's starting again on monday and i'll have to go back to the monotone that is my life. It's kinda sad so see it as such but what's the use in hiding the truth? Oh well, Life's like that, you just got to make do with what you have. Like how sometimes everything around you goes wrong and there's so many problems a person your age shouldn't have. That's just Life. So I say, Life you're Life! Go out there, go against the Flow! You only have one life here and now, so live it because it can be so easily taken away. Hmm, kinda sad that we are what we are, isn't it? I sometimes wish that Life was a fairytale and there would be something to make all the problems go away. Our Lives are so short that I'm so afraid I'm gonna blink and it ends. It has to have meaning right? Right? Man, I'm going in circles. Well, whatever it is, I guess Life goes on.... Poof.~ I'm listening to Torn by Natalie Imbruglia SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 8:55 pm Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Yesterday was fun!
I met Diyanah and Qam at 11am. I guess we were the only ones on time. Rusydi and Andrea were late but that was ok. Nadia coun't make it cause like a very *clever* person she extracted all FOUR of her wisdom tooth. So right now she doesn't have any wisdom left. Hahah! Anyway, while rusydi was trying to withdraw money, something happened and his card got swallowed by the machine. So we went to TOPSHOP first. While the girls were shopping for *unmentionables*, the guys and I went browzing through stuff. And guess what? We found Anti-Masturbatory Cream for Girls. For those of you too pure out there to know what it means, Its the cream girls use when they can't control their urges. Wahaha! There were all sorts of funny stuff. In the end, rusydi bought this breathspray that said that if you used it, your voice would change to an irish one. I though it was cool untill it turned out to be a total dud. Oh well, if it sounds too good to be true, then it probably is! Hahaha! We decided to watch transformers over at shaw lido so we went there early to buy tickets. Jian Wen joined us for lunch at Mac and then rusydi found out that he could get his atm card back that same day so we went to Ngee Ann . The first shop we saw was Zara so we went shopping inside. OMG, it was like a warzone! There were women everywhere tossing clothing everywhere and there was not a shread of organisation to be seen. It was a total difference when we stepped into the men's section at Zara. It was peaceful and well organized. Even the girls got a shock when they came to find us. Then there was this funny thing that happened. Two obviously gay guys came into the shop and were looking at a rack near us. Suddenly this song came on that sounded like a boyband song and I looked at rusydi and said "HEY!" and he was like "VERY GAY!" and i turned to face him but ended up staring right into the eyes of that gay guy. HE was staring at me as if I just scolded him and i was like "OMG, I need to get out of here now. Just walk slowly and calmly out and he won't notice you". But I couldn't resist and ran out. It was just too uncomfortable to have a gay guy stare at you as if you just killed someone. Man, what a misunderstanding. While rusydi went to get his card done, we went to play at this toy shop. YAY! It was like I was a young boy again! There were all sorts of stuff and there were even these handcrank musical instruments that I totally was captivated by. Man I love that shop! Diyanah even dressed up as a small child. Now at least she has a photo of her looking like more of her age. HAhaha! Let me tell you, I love hanging out with these people! They're just such a funny bunch. And suprisingly, Jian Wen and rusydi wern't that lame! It was such a suprise! We got starbucks before going into the cinema but once the movie started I got so pissed. There was all silence and then suddenly Optimus Prime started talking in a deep loud voice and a whole group of Chena Pok people started laughing. Then people started "shush"ing then and the shushing became louder than the laughing. Man I hate chena pok people and their immaturity. They also keep cutting my queue like when i was lining up for bubble tea late on in the day. At least the movie totally rocked! I LOVE TRANSFORMERS! Even Andrea liked it. She was sitting next to me and i was like explaining everything and on the otherside i was debating the movie with rusydi. Man I love going to movies with these people! After the movie ended, we headed to Far East plaza to buy stuff but some poeple Diyanah and Qam knew were there and proceeded to start following us. In the end, Me, Jian Wen and Andrea went to do our own stuff and went home first. I actually wanted to get Ice cream at the turkish restaraunt but in the end, I just danced to the turkish music and left. Pretty funny if you ask me! Bought bubble tea and headed to the MRT station.Haha, me and Andrea were rushing home to catch our 7pm Chinese drama! Talk to her about alot of stuff on the way back and then something disgusting happened. The tain was pretty crowded when we got on at orchard and somewhere, i can't remember the exact station, two Mat's got on the train. I could hear their music out loud, cause they were inconsiderate, and from rock music I suddenly heard a very familiar song. It took my brain two seconds to register that they were listening to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! OMG! SO DAMM POSERS! And somemore its the stupid gabriela's song and I really hate posers. Damm those who can't find their own identity and try to put up a farce and make it their own. I really hate fake! Further proof to the degredation of the malay race I guess. Me waiting for the Late LalaLamers  Me and Andrea (I'm the hotter one of course :D)  The two girls (the photo's fuzzy cause they kept shaking the camera, Girls!)  Diyanah and Qam having a romantic moment  TODAY I spent the whole of today just slacking at home. Watching the last episode of One Tree Hill Season 3 and Scrubs. Got in a few games of Dota and Cooked baked beans and scrambled eggs for breakfast for me and my dad. I guessed I must have suprised him but I thought once in a while its nice to do something for the people in your family, even if you don't really like them. GRRRR!!!! I really can't stand my mother and my brother. While I was typing this post, my mom called my bother and asked him to cook rice. He told her to ask me and like his mother she called me and I got into an agruement about how she always sides with him and i ended up slamming down my phone and hanging up on her. There will surely be reprecussions when she gets back tonight but I couldn't care less. I really pity my brother, he's going through a tough period and ther's no adult to help him. At least i had outside help but i can't help him now. Man is he messed up. Of well, I guess you just have to live the life given to you and make the best of it. That's my belief. I'm not gonna study for tomorrow's paper cause i already know I'm gonna flunk so what's the use of stressing myself out? HAhaha, I'm just gonna sleep early today. That's all! Cheers~ I'm listening to Confessions of a Broken heart by Lindsay Lohan SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 4:57 pm
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