Life's just a Show and we're all the Actors

I've just realised that its been almost a year since my last post and this blog is probably dead. Perfect timing to re-start it since there will be few readers, if any at all.

So I'm in year 2 in Millennia Institute. I have good friends in school, I think. But not all of them are worth keeping. Today i found out that someone I thought was my best friend betrayed me once more. Oh Yes, its the same person as the last time so I'm not that surprised, and neither does it affect me that much. Simply because I don't care about things that are not true.

If you know me, I'm a very sentimental person that does not make close friends easily. And I only share personal things with people I consider "Close" to me. However, I I found out earlier today, not all the people I consider "Close" and let in think the same about me. The best joke is that you told me before you posted that post "whatever I say about you, I'll always consider you a friend". Let me just cut and paste what this person said about me;
I hate malays. Especially hypocritical fucks who attend the Seventh Day Adventist church. God, get a life you insecure piece of lard. Astro-projection? 500 US Dollars in reserve till the subprime stagflation ends? An IQ of 131? Were I to relay your sodding lies to the public, I cannot even imagine the ridicule that would be thrown upon you. Oh wait I just did.

Well "Friend", thanks for being so honest with me. Ok, firstly, i am not malay. Secondly, me insecure? How hilarious, I think that the person who wrote that is insecure, turning the spotlight away from him onto others. Thirdly, I believe in Asro-projection and you have no rights to criticize my beliefs when I patiently except all of yours. You just don't attack people's beliefs, period. 500USD? Yes that's true since I'm going to Italy at the end of the year and that's going to be my allowance. You can deny it all you want but it'll be me laughing as I spend all the money. And its an IQ of 128 dumb dumb. Hah! And to think when you tell people your IQ they don't believe you. I gave you the benefit of the doubt but it seems the truth is hard to swallow for some. And finally fool, I've been very careful about what I tell you. Making sure it was nothing sensitive. I've seen the way to capitalise on the sensitive issues of others. Do you seriously think you know something about me that I had already de-classified. Such a fool. But I'm not angry at him. On the contrary, I pity the poor fool for simply being unable to accept the truth. Hiding behind the hollow shell of self-denial. Wake up fool! There are other people in the world that are smarter than you and so are so going to crash and burn in the future if you can't accept that.

I don't care about what others say. For me the most important thing is what I think about myself, because that's who will be with me 24/7 for the rest of my life. Unlike you, I do not need to fit in. I can just sit alone and be content while you struggle to make friends. And don't deny it because I know alot about you. More than you think I know. Its hilarious because you severely underestimate what I can do. My only regret is that I'm in the same project work with you. Want to know what the teacher said? We were grouped together because no one else wanted to partner with him. What does that say about him.

Oh well, when I go back to school on Monday, I'm just going to ignore him. The boy I thought was my "Friend".

I need to get some sleep now. Its going to be a long day tomorrow. At least I can take comfort in the fact I'm getting a new psp tomorrow.

Night~

SupremeShaun is sleek and Handsome @ 11:06 pm