Shaun's domain

2009-12-18T02:28:00.003+08:00

I've shifted my blog to http://supremeshaun.blogspot.com

You can read it if you want. Or not. Its really up to you...

And thank you readers of this blog. For the past seven years I've used this blog but now its time for a fresh start.

Take care my friends~

End of an era

2008-08-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

I have to return this laptop tomorrow. Its been almost six months since I first got it. And now its time to return it. I've just spent the last two hours transferring out all my data into the house computer.

I'm really going to miss this laptop. I've grown so accustom to it that I can't imagine a life without it. I'm afraid what the next few days will hold. I wish I had more time.

This is my last entry from this laptop. No, this friend. Many memories made using this device. I will never forget it.

Back to the school it goes, a part of myself with it. This is true.

I need to let go. To let myself move on.

So goodbye friend, I've come to know you well but all good things come to an end.

The end of another chapter of the story that is my life~

the way of the sighs

2008-07-30T20:58:00.002+08:00

I didn't go to school today for reasons that are mine alone.

I wanted to accomplish so much today but ended up doing next to nothing. That seems to be the story of my life. Always setting out with a goal that never seems to materialize.

I found out yesterday that I have to return this laptop to the school today but i'm hoping to keep it at least till next week. Please let me fate, give me a little more time.

I don't feel part of this world. Never have, and I doubt I ever will. I wish that fate would just let me know. Let me in on this cosmic secret that everyone seems to blend into without asking questions. I hate this feeling. Being cooped up in this false life of mine.

Maybe one day I'll journey across the sea to that place where I can be free. Where I'll be able to look out into the sky and know that I am all that I want to be. That one place where I can just tear away all my hopes and fears and just ... be.

Then again, that's just my hope. But till that day, I'll just leave it all up to fate then~

Pains of Life

2008-07-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the pain consumes us all
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Don't give in
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I know you're grip on life is slipping away
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I know you hurt inside now more than ever
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Confusion's true form is the uncertainty in every aspect of life
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Please, just don't give up
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It's not your time yet
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There's still so much more to this
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Things will get better soon
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I promise you, it's true
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But that's just a lie I tell myself

expectations

2008-07-17T21:15:00.003+08:00

Had malay listening comprehension today. I hate malay. Lets just say that I've still got a long way to go understanding the malay language. Did I mention I hate malay? Just 18 more months to go to the end of this waste of my time.

Expectations of life let us down. The more expectations we have, the harder we fall. Is that always why farmers always seem more happy than the richest people in the world? Expectations let us down. It can be deceiving; giving us hope at times just so that we have something to lose in life. Life is such an evil creation. The ideas that we are taught to grow and cultivate so that we can fail miserably at them in the end. I need to distance myself from all my expectations, if I have less expectations, then I have less to lose. That's what I'll try to do. If just for the logical truth that should set me free, I will begin on this venture.

I feel more tired everyday, now more than ever. I sometimes see things that are not there at all. My mind and my eyes fail me at times. I worry that this feeling will get worse. I feel my energy ebbing away slowly as time passes quickly by. I don't know if I can go on....but I will try. Try to deny all the pains of life, all the weaknesses of the body. I can only try...

Go on, Shaun, go on~

PW

2008-07-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

They say that the hardest people to accept are sometimes the easiest to understand. But the easiest people to accept are sometimes the hardest to understand.

I'm really tired but sleep will have to wait till I complete this stupid aspect of Project Work, another stupid invention of the singaporean government to waste their students lives. This really sucks. I have no motivation to complete this assignment. I don't think that I can do it. Its just a draft but my teacher is fully expecting my Evaluation of Material tomorrow.

SCREW IT! I'm not going to do it. This system of education just sucks. Period.

I was told that my handwriting is too simple to a point of it being unhealthy. I resent that statement. Its not that I am in any way simple, its just that I choose to convey my writing, the message that I'm trying to bring across, in an easy way to understand. The way I choose to express myself is my own decision and no one elses so I'm not going to change who I am, my writing included, in any way. If I were to write simply, it would be like this ; today I went to school. It was a very long day. I was very tired because of the long day. PHEW! I am gland that I am home now. Now I can sleep to get back my energy. Yay! ~Now that is simple. Btw, I take no offence against the person who said this, so if you're reading this post, I'm saying it for the sake of saying and it doesn't affect our relationship. (There are other things that do that nicely)

Sometimes I wonder if all this is worth it. I mean the living of life. Its too painful to bear sometimes.

This situation sucks~

school

2008-07-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

Blogger is so screwed up. I have like three posts that did not even get published. Hopefully this one does.

I hate my father. And that's saying something since all my friends know that I never hate a person, just their behaviour. But with my father, I'll make an exception. I hate his guts to the core, with every fibre of my being. I seriously wish my mom would just divorce him and get married to a nice rich man. That would solve alot of our problems. If you ask my friends, they'll tell you that I say I have no father, and its true to a large extent. He's an asshole... Just a minute ago my mom turned off the internet by accident so from the room I shouted to her as she went into the bathroom to turn it on. My father starts shouting at me for rasing my voice and suddenly goes on about smashing this laptop, which isn't even paid by him. He promised to buy me a laptop last year by the way, and hasn't kept his promise yet. So screw him, screw him to whatever hell exists here on earth and down below.

Today was my annoying little brother's birthday. He turned 16 and is becoming more like my father everyday. I really don't like that. Anyway, I went to meet the GAP committee today for a meeting along rivervalley road. I woke up damm early to go there and came back at around 6pm. So guess who is the new GAP president? Patrick! So now he's the president of both GAP and Drama. Some people have all the luck. But I'm not that affected over it. *scoffs*

Don't you wish sometimes you were born into a different family? I daydream about it all the time. Mostly my daydreams start out with my mother divorcing my father and marrying a freaking rich and nice man. Then both and my stepdad and my stepmom (my dad marries his mistress) try to by my affection. And I love it! I drive a car, go to the most exclusive parties, jett off on short weekend holidays on the private jet, and shop for electronics till I drop. The scene from Home Alone 4 where the boy enters the room his stepmom-to-be has prepared for him with the huge T.V. screen that also acts as a computer screen. Dammit! I really wish that life would be different from now. This life really sucks. Seriously.

School starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it. Its just something in life that we have to go through. Look at people in China and Russia. From young they are brought up to do something specific, such as gymnastics or running. Here in Singapore we have to waste half of our life learning abot things that we most probably will not use in our lifetimes. This really suck. And there's a hair and uniform spot-check tomorrow. I have to wax up my hair so I won't get caught. Sigh, sucks to be me...

I want a sidekick but my mom says she's not going to pay for it. I must find a way to get the money to pay for it. Life really sucks.

I need sleep for the sucky day ahead so I'm off to dream about a different life~

New Lease

2008-06-30T20:43:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting the last few days. If you don't know yet, since I've gotten this laptop I've been latching on to some random person's internet. Yesterday, he found out! And so he put a password on my otherwise free internet. Sigh...

So today I went down with nadia to the M1 shop at west mall and I got myself an internet plan!!! And me being the kind soul I am, I got a plan for the entire house so that my whole family can use it to, through the house computer of course. Anyway, I haven't posted since like friday right? So here's what happened since then.

I watched Kung Fu Panda online after my last post and headed to church after that for worship practise. I went to church early on saturday morning because I had to lead out worship then went home early by myself because the rest of my family wanted to stay back to learn how to make sushi! LOL! I told them that I already learnt that from Japan from authentic Japanese people! Haha!

OMG! I just typed that whole previous paragraph with just one hand because my left hand hurts badly for no reason. Especially my ring finger, it feals numb and stiff! This always happens when I lie on my bed while using the computer. Oh, I forgot to mention that my mom bought an extension cable for my room so now I can charge my phone, plug in my boombox, and use the laptop on my bed all at the same time. (the old wire was too short and only had two sockets) Yay!

Anyway, went for guitar class yesterday and on the way back, something funny happened. There was this mak chik and her mina daughter behind me. Suddenly the mak chik asked her daughter where she pt the eggs. And the daughter said in her trolley! The mak chik sudden;y started saying "astafarauzim (wrong spelling :)" over and over again crying out to the daughter about her mistake. She was lamenting as if someone had died! And the whole conversation was in malay, which made it so much more hilarious! So naturally I burst out laughing, prompting the mak chik and the mina to look at me. I just couldn't help it!

I've suddenly been opened to the world of steamed corn. And I love it!!! I've bought a cup of the stuff on sunday after guitar class, and one just now! Yum! Corn is healthy! (I'm ignoring the fact they put butter in there)

Oops, I'm acting as if all my exams are over but there's still two papers to go. Literature tomorrow (which I totally couldn't care less about), and Southeast Asian history on wednesday. And andrea is planning a movie marathon! Yay!

Sometimes things are not what they seem to be~

Well I'm off to bed~

What the freak??

2008-06-27T14:47:00.003+08:00

What the toot! I came home today and my brother was coming out of our room. I heard my laptop getting turned off and he told me that he was turning it off. I turned it on to use and suddenly realised that my brother was watching PORN ON MY LAPTOP!!! Nabe Che*b*e!! And when I confronted him he said that it was my father. LITTLE KaNEna! Like I can't check when he went to see the sites. It was up to the minute I came back. I'm damm pissed right now. Can't he even tell me the truth?? F***ing little c***, seriously. This is a school laptop. Even I don't visit those sites. He can still say that he's matured enough not to watch. SERIOUSLY? Stupid little ass. He's just like my father. The two of them are exactly the same. I'm seriously really pissed right now! I'm GRRRRR angry!!! He's some kind of sex addict. Stupid immatured little twat!

(5 minutes later)
Ok, I think I'm calm enough now to continue with my post. International History paper was today and I think that I should be able to pass. But for me the question isn't about passing, its about getting good grades. ARGH! I'm so screwed!

Anyway, went to BK after that with Nadia and Andrea, then had my Korean ice cream.I went to the library just now to look for a book but some idiot already loaned it out. Whatever. I'm gonna blog surf for awhile and then watch a movie. Maybe write a story. I dunno,
I can't really explain my mood right now. Like not happy enough to be considered happy, but not sad enough to be considered sad. Whatever man, I couldn't be bothered anymore.

I seriously wish I was filthy rich, that my mom would just leave my dad and marry some rich guy. At least then we would enjoy our lives and not be stuck here in this hellhole of a life. I wish I had more siblings so I could switch around when I get bored with one or get them all to play together to leave me alone. What a perfect life that would be.

Unfortunately there's no such thing as perfect

Wish upon a star? That's for losers~

WANTED

2008-06-26T18:02:00.004+08:00

This is seriously one of the GREATEST Movies of all time. Angelina Jolie is SO HOT! This movie is a must watch. Not a "if I feel like watching" movie. Lol!

Anyway, today was the math paper and it sucked more than I expected. The paper was really tough and when I can't understand something, I fall asleep. So I slept through half the paper. Went for lunch and Subway with Amirah and Diyannah at west mall. Then, even though we have History paper tomorrow, we went to toa payoh to watch Wanted. It was seriously friggin COOL! I wouldn't mind watching it a second time. I thought that it was a PG movie but in the first scene, there was a sudden splatter of blood and the actors were swearing like crazy. Really cool effects too! I give it a rating of 8/10 thumbs!

@!#$%^#$^STUPID MALAY!!!! I know I ranted about malay a few days ago but today I reached a new level of hatred for the subject. I just found out today that my malay A levels oral exam is tomorrow. And even though it doesn't clash with any of my papers, because it does with some, the date has been changed to next thursday. Next thursday was supposed to be a holiday for me! What the TOOT!!! Stupid malay oral. And must come in uniform in the afternoon somemore. Really stupid$@@!#@#!%!@#!!!!!

Well, since my history paper is tomorrow, I guess I'll go and study fo awhile. At least look at the SBQ bible wendy choo gave us and some of the model essays. I'm really screwed for this exams. Grrr.

You know what? I'm really pissed with my mom right now. My home computer's firewall is down but it makes no difference because we don't have internet access there. And yet she keeps going on and on about how our home computers are getting trojans and viruses because the firewall's down. I've gotten to a point where I'm yelling at her. And she just called me a few minutes ago about it again. ARGH!!! She is seriously getting on my nerves. I just keep wasting my breath with all the explainations. I give up!

Gotta keep moving on~

Oh please, you can try to be me, but you're not me!

Study period

2008-06-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

15 Days Since Japan~ I miss it so much...

What did I do today? I finished watching Never back down when I woke up because I was watching it halfway last night. The after that I went to meet Amirah, Shima and Fadly to "study". We were supposed to meet at Adam Road Food Centre at noon but me and fadly arrived at around 1pm. Amirah arrived at around 1.45pm and shima and 2pm. LOL, latecomers. Anyway, we ate there and I had like wanted to eat the famous adam road nasi lemak but but the time the girls arrived, the shop had closed. So I ate some other chapalang nasi lemak that tasted damm weird.

At Amirah's decision, we went to this place called melvados. Bad call! We were expecting some chic place but it ended up to be some small dingy place run by two banglas! I ordered an overpriced brownie that came on a hotplate. After we were done there, being not satisfied, we went to Island Creamery. My First Visit there!

Evidence that I was at Island Creamery

Shima tried to catch me off guard with a photo but I'm Shaun and I'm always ready for a photo, whether with pose or not!

So here we are! They didn't want to take one big group photo cause some people were too embarrassed to ask someone for help. Bleah!

Went we went to the counter to order, me being an Island Creamery virgin, followed amirah's lead and played it cool. I love the place!

HOWEVER, our main objective of the day was not fulfilled as we spent the day talking about everything under the sun. At least I got to finish me book!

Aww man! I have my math paper tomorrow. I am SO not looking forward to it. It another three hours of my life that's about to be wasted. Sigh...

I'm off to bed to catch some sleep before tomorrow so see you soon!

Shaun's sailing to the moon!~

If I were to leave this world today, will I be remembered? Or will the memory of me fade away...

damm the literature

2008-06-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH!!! I screwed up big time today for literature. It was seriously the worst exam paper I've ever handed up in my life, and I only have myself to thank for it. I think it deserves another ARGHHH!!!!!

The Econs paper wasn't that tough, it was mostly common sense mixed in with a little bit of guess work. Hahaha...(somehow I think I'm going to regret that last part)

Everyone was pretty depressed after the paper so me, nadia, diyannah and andrea went to gelare at causeway point after that. The bodoh people I went with (ahemnadiaannaandreaahem) still don't know how to pronounce that word so for the sake of all those people out there who still don't know how its pronounced, it je-la-ray = Gelare. So I hope I don't hear anyone say glair or gelair again. Ha!

My parents wanted me to go out to dinner with them tonight but I'm just too depressed over my literature paper to go (boo hoo for me). So I decided to watch some online movies and youtube for awhile after this to cheer me up! And there's CSI tonight! And there's no paper tomorrow! Yup, I'm feeling better already.

I can't wait for Gossip Girl Season 2! It comes out on the 1st of September 2008. ARGHHH!!!(OK, its the third one I've used in this post) I SO miss the show SO much!

Anyway, I'm reading this scandalous book right now that I think everyone should read. Its about this elite prep school where everything is seriously scandalous. I'll post the title up once I'm done reading it so that no one can spoil it for me :) (yes amirah, I know you've already read the book but you know what I'm capable of if you try to reveal the story to me =)

Well, I'm off to surf the web. I'm thinking of changing my blogskin, or even updating my links....but I'm just too lazy.

Till next time, stay Fabulous!

You know you love me

xoxo

B*tching Boy (SupremeShaun)

Stupid malay paper

2008-06-23T19:01:00.005+08:00

SCREW MALAY PAPER!!!!! I just felt that I needed to type that out in block letters. The stupid malay paper really sucks! Such a waste of three perfectly good hours. It really sucks. But then again, that's just the way life is...

Its 13 days since I left Japan and I still miss the place. Damm....

I realised recently that there's someone reading my blog who is unhappy about what I posted in my Japan trip post. Well, KZY, its just too bad because this is my blog and I can do whatever I want (within the singapore law of course). So I suggest you suck it! =) Loves

You know what? I just realised that I've totally screwed up my mid-year exams. I've fallen victim to the seven deadly sins (some more than others). And I'm back at where I started last year, totally screwed if I don't buck up. But strangely enough, I don't feel panicked at all. Its like this was meant to be. Who knows? Grrr, worse still, I feel sick right now. I need to sleep... after dinner of course.

Till later, stay fabulous!

xoxo
B*tching Boy

memories

2008-06-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

I got a msn message from fann last night while I was offline and it was about the MOS gang. I actually teared up while reading that post. I really do miss each and every single one of them. After reading the post, I began reading through all my old blog posts from all those years ago. Its really sad. We were so close. I actually said that I would never allow your grop to be broken up, but alas, I failed.

I really miss those times. Times when being friends was just as simple as that, no ulterior motive, no high mantainence relationships. I really miss those times. What happened? How did we end up like this?

I guess what Fann said is right, people change. I did try you know? I tried to keep the group together, but I guess that it just wasn't enough.

Well that's enough looking at the past. The only thing we can do now is look to the future.

I really hope that we can regain that closeness we had. And not just for some one-time thing but for a lifetime.

Then again, nothing is forever~

My Trip to Japan

2008-06-12T16:41:00.011+08:00

Alright guys, its my fault for not updating in such a long time but I've been busy. I went to Japan from the 5th of June to the 10th of June and had a blast. And of course I took a whole bunch of photographs that I'm now putting up. It really takes a lot of work so go through them slowly. I took four whole days to finally upload my photos and paste them here. Phew! Anyway, sit back, relax, and enjoy Shaun's Trip to Japan.

This is us at Chang airport on Wednesday the 4th of June at 11pm. I can tell you that we were really excited! Spoiler at the back. Guess who it is? (Yuck!)

This is the whole group that was going, except the man in the YMCA t-shirt (left side) who came to send us off. At this time, we didn't really know many of the people going so it was kind of awkward.

A self taken photo of myself when we first landed at Fukuoka Airport. Aishah is in the background. "Spoiler" LOL

I told Aishah to take a photo of my coming out of the airport so I posed to look as if I didn't know the camera was there :)

The entrance of Fukuoka Airport. Lol, for proof that I was there

That's me in front of our tour bus

See the idiots behind me? When we exited the airport, we were blasted by the cool temperature of Japan and suddenly everyone rushed to take photos of the "cool" scenery.

Ok, ok, I was also one of the idiots who was fascinated by the airport's surroundings. LOL

This is the PINK bus that we rode around in for our whole journey in Japan

A full view of Fukuoka International Airport

My first views of the buildings in Japan. It looked pretty quaint. =D

This is just an idea of the weather in Japan. Super beautiful right?

This is our first few views of the countryside in Japan

This is the first rest stop we made while on route from Fukuoka City, Fukuoka prefecture to Aso, Kumamoto prefecture.

Some of the items they sell at the rest stop. Creepy right?

Me and Amirah outside the rest stop

After looking through all the products sold at the store, I bought this sweet, which later turned out to be bubble gum. My first purchase in Japan!

This is a granary we passed.

This are some of the places we passed. I snapped these photos on my new camera, which is able to take photos even though we were moving pretty fast :) Oh, by the way, vehicles in Japan move as if there isn't a speed limit. Even the buses go round sharp corners at the speed of light!

Train tracks that ran parallel to the road we were on. The interesting thing was that they were really small!

A small stream we passed
(its fuzzy cause someone else took the picture, not as skilled as me =)

This is the place we had our first meal at. Its on the Aso Farm, a tourist attraction in Aso, Kumamoto prefecture, Japan.

This is us inside the restaurant waiting for the signal to eat.

In Japan, everything is very clean, including the utensils which are only used once, and then thrown away

The sausage lookalike is actually pork but I though it was chicken until after I finished it. LOL

The meal has been consumed and then it was time for....

...Desserts!!! Fresh strawberries, chocolate brownie and passion fruit sauce with almond jelly. YUM!

After we were done with lunch we headed out to the farm entrance where we took lots of photos =)

I told the girls to look away fro the camera so they looked like professional models. LOL

Then it was my turn

My modelling portfolio...

...a close up =)

Next the girls tried jumpshots. LOL...

...Here's mine! (A failed version LOL)

The Aso Farm sign (in japanese)

Me and si xuan in a classic spy pose

Me and Nadia in a sultry pose. LOL

Me and Si Xuan posing again (under my guidance of course =)

One of my favourite pictures in Japan

Catch the rabbit! (We didn't have much time so we didn't go into the far itself, so this was as close as I could get to an animal)

Outside the entrance while waiting for our bus

My Japan History Project Group (from the left) Aishah, Si Xuan, Nadia, and Me

Photos I took on the way to Sony Semiconductor Factory, Kumamoto, Japan. The scenery is really beautiful!

A photo of the whole group with some sony people outside the factory. The person who came to talk to us was the CEO for communications of Sony, Japan. However, he only spoke japanese and by the time our guide directly translated his words to english, it became lost in translation. We wern't allowed to take photos in the factory though. Otherwise I would have taken photos of students sleeping, myself included. But seriously, it was really difficult to understand, just like math lessons...

Me and nadia taking a photo in the mirrors that make up Sony's windows, proving how clean they are.

As the day grew hotter, we began to put on our sunglasses. (My Ray Ban!!)

Scenery of Aso as we were on the way to YMCA Aso Hostel. The city of Aso sits in a Caldera 35km across and has a huge volcano that rises up in the center. Originally there existed a huge volcano called Mt. Aso, but about 30,000 years ago, a huge eruption occured and created the Aso Caldera. What remained were five small volcanoes in the center of the Caldera. Currently, only one is active and that is called Mt. Aso's Active Volcano.

The road to YMCA Aso was so steep the bus couldn't make it so we had to walk.

The YMCA Aso looked more like a holiday lodge rather than a hostel. Most of the students stayed in the main building but some of us had to stay in the smaller huts located further up the sides of the Aso Caldera. That's (from left to right) Fadly, Hamzah, and me. The photo was taken by David.

Before dinner the girls went to try kimonos on while the guys tried their hand at japanese caligraphy. Not too bad for a first time eh? The red stamps in the last photo make it more professional =)

View from YMCA Aso's balcony

Photos of me and the guys with the director of the YMCA Aso's hostel. The photo that I wasn't in was the one where I was the photographer. It looks great except for one spoiler. Can you guess who he is? #$#@%KIEWZHENYI!@#$@#%

The next day (Friday) we were told that we were going up Mt Aso so we dressed heavily and brought our jackets. Suddenly instead of bringing us to the bus, we were led down a grass path.

Suddenly, we ended up coming out at a graveyard!!

The weather was beautiful

Me and Amirah

And so we walked on until we reached our destination

It was the geyser where YMCA Aso gets their water from. It was amazing.

So the area around the geyser was full of flowers. Beautiful!

Time for some group photos!

After that we took a 2km hike down the road to a historical site. What we didn't realise was that not all of us went because some of them were lazy. Its so unfair for the few of us who walked the 2km all the way down and up to the place and then back while the others relaxed at the hostel. Nadia was complaining all the way to and fro. LOL

This is one of the oldest roads in Japan. Built for the governer so that he could travel between Aso and Tokyo. Its amazing since its such a small narrow path going over the edge of the Caldera and all the way to Tokyo. Makes you appreciate modern roads.

I think I now know where the makers of Anime like Naruto got the idea of jumping from tree to tree from.

While walking back to the hostel, I came across some flowers that I thought looked like sad faces.

So after that our bus brought us to a convenience store to buy mineral water, which in japan is kinda hard to get. And guess what I saw there, in 7-Eleven! =)

They sell all kinds of cards there. Even those card games I played when I was young.

They sell the cholocate version of this in singapore but in japan, they sell the ice cream version. And it was delicious!

The view on the way to lunch =)

Even in Japan you can find things like coke and a lamborgini. The interesting thing was that the coke machine was in the middle of nowhere!

More beautiful scenery =)

So for lunch, we had to make our own soba noodles. Here we are in our aprons. Reminds me so much of Food&Nutrition back in secondary school.

Here's the final product! The three chickens ordered hot soba while I, Shaun the Brave, ordered cold soba. It was really good but there was just too much carbo. I could barely finish my meal. Imagine the trouble the others had!

Outside the Soba Noodles place.

So next we went to a place called the Shirakawasuigen Fountainhead, which was basically a cold geyser.

The water there was so clean that you could drink it. And I did! It was super good!

There was a shrine there to some water god or something like that. Here's David and Me in front of it.

We saw some people throwing coins into the shrine, ringing a bell, and then making a wish. So me and nadia, like retarded people, excitedly did the same! Then we took photos in front of it.

Do I look holy enough? =)

Finally on the way up to Mt. Aso Volcano. The temperature began to drop and the wind began to get really strong.

Thanks to David for taking the photos! The temperature at the base of the volcano was close to about 7 degrees.

We took the Aso Ropeway up to the rim of the crater

This is us on the cable car going up the mountain.

Pictures while going up the mountain.

The temperature at the top was a cool 5 degrees celceius and the wind was blowing really strongly. I loved it!

Thanks to Zarah for helping me take some of the photos. I was so close to the crater and yet it did not feel hot.

I thought the sign was funny. Firstly, its spelt wrongly, and secondly, the crater behind the sign is smoking. LOL. Anyway, the smoke coming out from the crater is filled with poisonous fumes and we were very lucky during our visit because the direction of the wind was in our favour. At one point I though that the smoke was going to hit us and Mrs Joy tan scolded me fro being so kiasu. LOL. I say, better be kiasu than being dead. Anyway, the minute we left, the wind changed direction and everyone had to evacuate the area. Lucky for us I guess =)

Hot people at a hot volcano =)

The crater is amazing

I am so cool... I can advertise for Ray Ban Sunglasses now!

The four other dormant volcanoes that make up Mt. Aso

I think I look good with glasses on =)

I really was on one of the most beautiful places on earth.

So me and Nadia walked all the way to the tallest point of the rim where we could see everything. It was so amazing! And I took a photo of myself from all four directions =) I just love the cold wind blowing.

This is us waiting for the whole group to re-assemble.

After Mt. Aso, we went to the Mt. Aso museum where we had to watch a boring video (I fell asleep) and the geography students plus fadly, went crazy collecting soil and rocks of Mt. Aso. Crazy...after that, most of the history students boarded the bus to sleep. I went with Zarah to take photos of the fields around Mt. Aso. Simply breath-taking...

It really looks like a postcard right? Some of my favourite photos here.

Next, I tried some failed jumpshots. It ended with me cheating =)

The girls are really cool (from left) Madeline, Geraldine, Zarah and me!

A japanese mailbox

On the way to the hot springs.

This is where we ate dinner after the hot springs. It was really relaxing. Even if I had to be naked. And by the way, Kiew Zhen Yi disgusts me. While in the bath, he asked me and David why he could not see our private parts. (Duh, good body positioning!) Perveted TOOT! I never want to talk to him again as long as I live. I think that its only fair :)

Woke up the next day late and had to change into uniform. Seriously disgusting. Anyway, I don't think anyone was happy about it cause our exchange partners weren't going to wear uniforms. Sigh.

Last look at our "lodge" and the last look at the countryside Japan as we head into the city on that Saturday morning.

So we headed to the Kumamoto YMCA College in Kumamoto City, Japan. There we had lunch, specially prepared by the YMCA staff. It was delicious. Its safe to tell you that the best meals I had were the ones cooked by the YMCA staff. Yum!

Here is a photo of my exchange group with our partners. The girl on the right is Saikiko and the one on the right is Aikiko. Actually, originally our group is supposed to have just three people. Me, David and Shao Wei but KIEW ZHEN YI (who is hated by all) complained to everyone about how he didn't get along with his original groupmates. Let me tell you about David (extreme left). He's seriously the kindest person I know. He's the type that gives till it hurts, always outting others before himself. And the "Christian" KIEW ZHEN YI keeps taking advantage of him. David doesn't like KZY but by being nice to him, KZY thinks that David likes him as a friend. And so when he wanted to change group guess where he went? And poor David had no choice but to say yes. STUPID TOOT! He seriously is the thorn in everyone's side. SERIOUSLY! At the hot spring, he asked us why he couldn't see our private parts!!! WTF!!! Perveted psycho. So from now onwards, I've distorted his face to match his intellect. That way, its more bearable to see him. =)

So our partners Saikiko (called Sako for short) and Aikiko (in blue) brought us around Kumamoto city. First stop, Kumamoto Castle. (David's taking the picture)

Just an idea of how big the castle walls are

My first view of the castle

The tablet reads "Here lies the marker of a house once built here". Quite sentimental, the japanese people. Just like me...

Japanese children are seriously some of the cutest you will ever find. They're like China children, except cleaner and cuter.

This was taken just outside the castle

So this is a map of Kumamoto Castle, one of the three most beautiful castles in all of Japan. It was restored to its peak during the Meiji Restoration period just before the World Wars.

Hehe, what happened was that me and David switched cameras for the rest of our visit in the castle. I took photos of him and he took photos of me.

This is us in front of the castle. Sako, who lived in the US for a year and can speak english, was a great guide, giving me information about the places we visited and answering all my questions. Lol, I think Sako and Aikiko we slightly frustrated with us because David, me and Shao Wei kept stopping to take photographs everywhere. Literally every few steps. KZY didn't of course because he came to japan without a camera. Asking poor david to take photos for him. Seriously...WTF??? Luckily I already warned our exchange partners about him so they we on their guard. =)

Some photos of the castle before we decided to climb up its wooden floors.

The view of the city from Kumamoto Castle.

Vending machines in Japan sell all kinds of stuff. These one's sell coffee (David took the photo so it not my fault its blur =)

I had enough courage to try the local speciality of tea. It was surely the most expensive I've ever bought at 300yen (SGD 4.00) for such a small amount. But the tea was bitter at first, then sweet. Truly a marvelous drink. According to our guides I had to turn the bowl once clockwise and then counterclockwise before drinking. Even Shao Wei had to do it while trying a sip from my bowl. LOL!

Me and David with the Kumamoto City mascott, which for unknown reasons, our guides forgot his name.

Replicas of Kumamoto old city inside the second floor of the castle. Some of the walls are lined with names. I thought it was those of the people who died, like a coloumbarium, but i was told that the names of people who donated money to the castle would have their names put up. LOL. I kinda scared Sako and Aikiko with the "dead people" part.

Photos with the replicas inside the castle. Some are blur because it was taken in a haste. Why? Because no photography was actually allowed but we did so anyway =)

This David, seriously made my blood boil with this photo. I wanted to take a photo by myself and he asked KZY to enter the photograph. I asked him why later on. His answer? He didn't want KZY to feel left out. .....WTF! David is seriously too kind. Seriously, TOO kind. Thank God for Photoshop =)

View from the top

David's kindness in action again. Sigh...Did you know David actually treated KZY to alot of things, until he didn't have enough money at the end? All because he didn't want KZY to feel sad. WTF lah! KZY really took advantage of David. I really wanted something bad to happen to him. Seriously!

View of the surroundings and what its supposed to look like on the picture.

After the castle, we went to a smaller version of it called the reception house. A whole building built just for the king. In ancient times, it took the king months to reach Kumamoto from Tokyo and so when he came it was a big deal. The room dividers were opened up to signify grandness. And the room at the end is made up entirely of GOLD!!! It was delicately decorated with paintings in gold. Amazing! Too bad photography wasn't allowed and there was a guard there to keep watch. Sigh

Coming down the steps

These photos were taken by a man who worked in Singapore during the 1980s. His daughter was born in the same hospital as me! KK Hospital! LOL! The guy said that it was fated that we meet. Quite cool!

Familiar sights in Japan

They have cool stuff on the sidewalks in Japan

This is Ginza street. Its the mainstreet of Kumamoto City, where the youth hang out. Its like their version of Orchard Road. Can you believe that we were in our school uniforms??? David went off on his own to do shopping. I wanted to do the same but Shao Wei kept telling me not to "bastard" him, leaving him alone with KZY. LOL. So I sacrificed my shopping to accompany him, stupid KZY.

In Japan they have shops where you can come and donate your blood. Japanese are really civic minded!

This is their MCdonalds menu there. The funny thing was that the flash went off in the crowded MCdonalds and everyone turned to see where it came from. Luckily, we were tourists. =) Notice how the burgers get bigger and bigger? Japanese eat a crazy amount and yet stay slim without exercising. I'm still trying to find out their secret. LOL!

So our guides bring us to the cheapest place to shop at ginza street. DAISYO! Stupid right? We have it in singapore and we go all the way there to shop there. LOL. Anyway, they did sell funny stuff there.

Next we went to...(wait for it)...BEST DENKI!!!! -_-" Anyway, I saw really cool handphones there but not the sidekick I wanted from Gossip Girl. Sigh, its not out in Asia yet. Oh, by the way, Japanese phones are tens of times cooler than Singapore's phones. And they don't sell foreign brands so its really cheap. But its not compatible with our sim cards. Dammit!

We took a tram back from Ginza street to the YMCA college. It was the first time in my life I've taken a tram. It was cool! Much cleaner than trains and busses. But unlike Japanese people who wait patiently and do not complain, singaporeans would complain until they pull the tram off its tracks because of its slow speed and low capacity.

Kumamoto YMCA College, Kumamoto prefecture, Japan

Lol, when we went to the castle, we were supossed to chop our maps to make it a souvenier but being singaporeans, we chopped out hands instead. Lol. That's what we usually do in singpaore right? David stamped himself twice because he thought the first one was too unclear. How hilarious!!!

I bought a hat for myself. I look good right? It even suprised me!

This is outside the hotel that we stayed in for the night. It was a budget hotel but you could have fooled me and said that it was a 5-star hotel. The service was good, rooms we spacious and clean and it was fairly comfortable to the eyes!

We had dinner at the MK restaurant. Because of me, everyone's stock for the steamboat was changed to chicken stock! Cause I'm allergic to seafood!

Its was fun cooking your own food! Our table consisted of me, nadia, aishah and poor Rashid who had to sit with us cause there was no where else to sit. I think he was shocked by the crde jokes we told but after that, I got to know him better. He's a really nice guy.

So when we got back to the hotel, it was around 8.15pm (Japan time which is +1 singapore time). I told my group to meet at 9.15pm, giving us enough time to take a bath. Guess what time we had our meeting? 11.45pm!!! I toom a long soak in the bath tub and woke up at 9.10pm with nadia banging on my door. She told me that she was JUST going to take a bath. After she left I quickly showered and then went to her door at 9.45pm. She was STILL bathing. So I went down to collect the other two girls first. When Si Xuan opened the door, we was wearing eye masks and told me that Aishah JUST went into the bath. TOOT! SO I went back up to Nadia's room and waited patiently, knocking every ten minutes. Fed up, I got my camera ready....

...SNAP! Moment of unglammness! Hahaha!

Nadia was sharing the room with Zarah, and Shao Wei was there to find food. So they hung out there for awhile.

It was fun scaring the girls. And they deserved it for coming at 11.45pm! Made me sleep so late.

I was one of the few ones staying in a single room. It was quite spacious. The only problem...I had no one to wake me up. I woke up at 8am on Sunday when we were supposed to be up at 7.30 for breakfast and the bus was leaving at 8.30pm. Luckily I had enought time to bathe, pack and eat before the bus left.

So on Sunday we met our new partners Yumi(left) and Yuka(left). Sadly, even thought I protested to Mrs Tan and she was against it, KZY continued to remain in our group. Sigh. Worse part, he has only like two shirts and pants that he keeps wearing over and over again. And he bathes very seldom! Ewww!!!

Me and Shao Wei

Our partners were going to teach us how to cook japanese fried noodles! And since I couldn't eat pork of seafood, our's was plain. LOL.

Our group hard at work!

Let me tell you the story behind our noodles. If you know me well, you'll know that I'm a good cook and baker. So noddles was a piece of cake for me. Stir-frying it like a pro. Then after 20mins of cooking, a few minutes from completion, David suggests I let KZY cook, to the approval of our exchange partners. Sigh, so I let him cook. What's the worst he could do nin the final minutes of cooking? BAD MOVE SHAUN! Within just two minutes, KZY the idiot manages to burn my perfectly cooked noodles. SCREW HIM! You mess with my cooking, you mess with me. Stupid toot!!! Anyway, I shall not talk to him after this trip for as long as I live. For my sake, I hope it rings true.

The final product!

Some of the groups with muslims in them had to cook pork so the malay guys went into one of the classrooms to draw on the blackboard. If you look closely, on the bottom left corner it says "Shaun ate his girlfriend". Luckily for them, they're my friends already. LOL they wrote alot of funny stuff like "KZY is smart, handsome and that they love him. AHAHAHA! Bored people come up with the funniest things to do.

Me and Nadia in the kitchen

The soya sauce in Japan comes in cute little fish-shaped packets.

The previous day, some of the boys were so kind to their exchange partners that one girl was crying as the bus pulled out from the college. LOL! Mr Saw saying that these boys were HBK (Heartbreaker kids) lol! Anyway, on Sunday, David tried to run for that position by folding flowers for our exchange partners.

Seriously, Japan has like the best strawberries I've ever tasted. The Japanese saw how much we liked them and gave us quite a bunch as we were leaving from the college. We finished them all up before the bus even reached the next destination. =)

Strawberries are not the only fruits present in Japan, as this picture shows.

Other than making the noodles, our students learnt how to make a local version of Tang Yuan and also prepare sushi rolls. So here are all the rolls laid out on the table for us to DIY. I got so good at rolling it in a perfect shape that I actually taught some of our teachers how to do it. =) When It comes to food, I'm a fast learner!

Me and Shao Wei presented our exchange partners with postcards from Singapore. And David, being as sweet as he is (LOL) gave our partners a singpaore ten dollar note each as a momento. How thoughtful right?

Here's our whole group!

Me and our exchange partners. They always have the same "peace" pose! So kawai des! (cute)

A rest stop on the way to our next destination. I bought some crappy fries there and a freaking good mango ice cream. YUM!

We went to a coal factory museum.

In Japan, this considered a western style toilet.

And this is the normal kind. I found it quite funny that they actually labeled it.

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Our japanese museum employee guide. Everyone thought he looked damm dorky. He was so passionate in telling us about the history of coal. Too bad he spoke only japanese and the passion was lost in translation. LOL

O LOOK! A PIECE OF COAL!!!!!!!! OMG, I can just die right now after seeing it. Bleah!

Us in front of a coal powered vehicle

Time for a geography lesson. Here are the uses of Coal. WOW!! -_-"

The latest in coal mining fashion.

This exihibit it titled "Move Air to produce Sound" HAHAHAHA! I know how to do that even without looking at the exhibit. Me and Amirah bust out laughing at this one.

Entryway into the mining tunnel

This is the first group that I went with into the "lift"

Its too dark to see but there are creepy maniquines behind me.

Me on my second trip in the "lift". It was actually a simulator and I tricked nadia, sixuan and aishah that we were really travelling down when I went with them on my second trip.

Mrs Tan made me take these photos of the information of coal in english.

David climbed to the top of the museum's roof and took photos of us.

After we exited the museum, we headed without the teachers knowledge to an abandoned theme park. There were already stuff growing out from under the cracks.

David talked me into climbing up a whale while we were there. I realise now that the orange shirt and black t-shirt outfit does not work on me. Too bad I didn't realise it then.

Me looking damm unglamourous on the whale's tail.

The entrance of the abandoned theme park. Luckily we came during the day.

I was bored while we were waiting to boaed the bus. Did you know that all the history students and teacher thought that the trip to the coal museum was for the geography students while all the geography students and teachers thought that the trip was for the history students. How hilarious!

On the way to our next destination, everyone suddenly got into the camwhoring mood and cameras were flashing like crazy. Trust me, I wasn't the only crazy one on the bus that day.

We stayed in a place called Referetsu (Refresh place) which was a tatami mat YMCA hostel. I used a hairdryer to fully dry my hair for the first time in my life. I loved it!

Monday's breakfast. I'm wearing sunglasses because the previous night Me, Shima, Amirah and Fadly stayed up doing our projects but ended up chatting and singing the night away. It was fun but I had many dark circles to prove it. So Sunglasses it was.

Random photographs taken while waiting for the bus. It was our final day in Japan.

My Saviour! They sell this at every convenience store in Japan. And its only about 3 sing dollars!

Photos of the Sea from Fukuoka's main highway

First stop in Fukuoka City, NHK Broadcasting Center

One of my favorite photos taken in Japan. Fadly, me, amirah and david acting all crazy outside the studio.

Solo photograph with the signboard for proof of visit =)

I was on TV. Yay! First picture is of me, nadia and rachel and the last two are of me and Hamzah. Hamzah's a cool guy that kept taking scandalous pictures of me. Oh and btw, both nadia and Aishah have a crush on him. LOL

Mascotts of NHK

A live recording of a show. It was freaking boring as it was in Japanese. The millennian students all got up and left during the interval. It was quite funny to suddenly see the whole studio empty after they came back from a commercial. hahaha!

After that we went for lunch in downtown Fukuoka City, Japan

A photo of all the guys. We were all posing and suddenly KZY said "oh, you guys are taking photo? Ok!" and he suddenly entered the picture, much to the frustration of every single one of us, teachers included.

They've been asking me to pose in different poses throughout the whole trip and so it was my turn now. Happy! Sad! Suprised! Bored! They had a little trouble with the last one so I had to teach them how to be Sexy!

Hamzah's cool pose. LOL!

David's shy pose. Hahaha!

A pictuer of my ray bans. (I was bored while waiting to eat)

So after lunch they turned us loose in the city of Fukuoka. David went of on his own again while Amirah and Fadly followed me though the winding streets of Fukuoka City. We stumbled into a hat shop and a ahop selling sunglasses. Montage anyone?

I can safely say that this is one of my favourite places in Japan. The electric guitars were going for as cheap as 30 sing dollars!!! I love Japan!

The giat apple shop we went into. I used the display iphones there to google my name. Guess what, other than this blog, my name turned up my AEC website and my STRAITS TIMES ARTICLE!!! I'm practically famous now =)

After our visit to the ishop, we went into a liqueor shop where i bought a bottle of the best sake they sold and some small shot bottles. Then we made a wrong turn and began our 3 hour trip around Fukuoka city. It was hilarious because I was with kental and bodoh and i kept speaking in riddles. I was called Joda (Japanese Yoda). Amirah was called Queen Aminadalla ( a Mina Amidala) and Fadly was called Mat Solo (Malay Han solo). It was so funny. When I finally tried to ask for directions, the japanese woman I asked ran for her life. It was really funny. We finally wandered back to our original meeting point and so we came across some funny stuff that they sold there.

After our totally unproductive afternoon, we headed to Robosquare to see robots. I bought my brother a robot truck for his birthday. After that, I suffere from photo fatigue and didn't take any photos of our dinner at AEON mall Fukuoka and our shopping trip there. I bought a belt for myself to replace my broken one and an expensive bag for my mom. The mall looked freaking huge from the outside but inside, it was almost the same as vivo city, just that it was almost empty. Creepy. Anyway, I kept changing shopping partners during the trip. First it was nadia, aishah and si xuan, then david, then fadly and amirah, then back to nadia and rachel. It was an interesting night. Oh, now Mr Saw and Nick, our YMCA singapore staff, think I'm somekind of PSP god because of the questions I answered for them while at a game shop in AEON. Quite funny. After the game shop, me, nadia, gwen, and rachel went liqueor crazy and bought like ten litres among the four of us. Alcohol is so much cheaper in Japan. And interestingly enough, water is actually more expensive than alcohol there.

My single room (again) for our last night in japan. What was funny was that Mrs tan called each and every one of our rooms to forbid us from going out of the hotel because there were yakuza hiding outside to catch and kill us. She likes to scare us. LOL.

While amirah and I went to visit kenneth and rashid, shima and fadly fell asleep on my bed. They took up so much of the bed that I was going to sleep on the chair. Luckily, the teachers came and we had to wake them up. Everyone left and I slept alone. Oh, something funny happened. We bought a pre-paid card to watch movies on the tv but ended up paying for porn! It was so funny!! LOL! But after they left I was to tired to watch it and fell asleep. We were supposed to be at the airport for our 10.15am flight at least an hour earlier. We were told that breakfast was at 7am and the bus would leave at 7.50am. Guess what time I woke up? 8AM!!! I awoke to people banging on my door. IT was Mrs tan and Masako san, our guide. I went into panick mode because everyone else was already on the bus! Mrs tan unceremoniously dumped all my belongings into my bag while I took a shower. The best joke? I turned the wrong faucet and my clothes got wet!! So I had to wear a different outfit! Apparently, all my friends thought that I was already eating breakfast when I didn't answer my phone and it was only on the bus while doing a headcount that everyone realised that I hadn't woken up yet. That was definitly one of the most memorable experiences in Japan.

Me and Masako san, our Japanese tour guide and one of the most understanding people I've met in my life. We didn't really have a proper goodbye with her as the last time we saw her was when she was giving out the duty free coupons to us.

A photo of me, shima, fadly and amirah as we were waiting for our luggage to get checked. I got my mayonaise and my small can of coke confiscated at the security check. I was in a rush that morning and totally forgot that it was in my bag. So sad, sigh.

I bought breakfast at the duty free shop but in the end didn't eat it because I fell asleep for most of the flight.

We checked in together so we kinda sat together. The three of them behind me and I sat infront with two empty seats. This are the three stooges before take off. Luckily we checked in together because my luggage weighed at least 5kg over the limit. LOL.

The disgusting halal food they served us for lunch aboard SIA. Yuck! And I couldn't even eat some of the stuff because there was seafood in it.

The deceiving green tea ice cream they served. It looked good but trust me, it was disgusting. Sigh, I miss Japan food already.

Whether it was the beauty, the technology, the people, the culture, or even just the temperature, Japan has truly been an experience I will never forget. One of the best places on earth, I miss it greatly.

Ok, so here are some of the lessons I too away from Japan. Firstly, David is a great shopper (he got the best deals of the whole trip). Next, Orange and black doesn't always go together (the whale photo is an example). The way you interact with the people of the country can really affect the outcome of your trip (Japanese people are amazing). And lastly, you make friends for a lifetime. (Nadia, Amirah, David, Fadly, Shima, Aishah, Si Xuan, Gwen, Fandi, Shao Wei, Zarah, Kenneth, Rashid, Anabel, Madeline, Geraldine, Hamzah and many others which I can't remember their names right now). This is something that I will carry with me for the rest of my days and mark my words, this is not my last trip to Japan. Not by a longshot!

Finally the blogpost is done. Its take my one whole week! Its exactly one week ago that we landed back in sunny singapore. Phew! The longest post yet! Well I'm off to study for my exams that start next week! Bye!

Yet another chapter of my life closes as a new one is about to begin. This is the story of my life~

The last few days

2008-05-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

I went for a project work meeting with harry, nadia, faezah and syikin on sunday afternoon. Everyone except for syikin was about two hours late so naturally, she was angry. Well that's her problem for coming on time. I pre-warned her that everyone was going to be late so its off my hands.

Anyway, after the project work meeting, syikin went off and the four of us went to the airport for dinner. We walked around all three terminals before heading to terminal 1 to send of andrea and diyannah, who were going to korea. Their flight was at 10.35pm so we met them at around 8pm. Since nadia had preu sem on monday and the rest of us wanted to go home, we planned to leave when they went into the gate at around 9pm. But in the end we were kept waiting because the group had to wait for the grand arrival of Tan Chor Pang, our school principal, to arrive and give parting words of wisdom. And guess what were these words of wisdom? "When you go overseas, it is not like your home. So when using the toilet, it will be slippery so be careful. If you slip and hit your head on the bathtub, it is your head that will crack and not the bathtub". Wise words of wisdom from the one and only Tan Chor Pang. What was funny was that his daughter, who is really pretty but too young for my tastes, was rolling her eyes at her father. It just goes to show how wise he really is.

Anyway, took a bus home to woodlands from the airport. From there nadia's parents gave me a lift home because I was such a 'gentleman' for not wanting to leave nadia waiting all alone at woodlands taxi stand close to midnight. LOL, I do that with all my female friends. Anyway, her parents are giving me a lift to the airport next week when we go to japan, that's a load off my mind.

Went to aaron's house on monday to use his fast internet connection then went home to sleep. Such a productive day :D

I went for GAP yesterday afternoon although I was like an hour late for a committee meeting. Nonetheless, I stayed till the end. I headed to Macs at Ang Mo Kio Hub after that for a meeting with my Japan group. When we go over next week, we're supposed to perform an item for the japanese school over there and I've kinda been made the leader of my "presentation" group. Thanks to amirah, gwen and rachel for turning up. (Nadia was at preu sem while sixuan and aishah are missing). Sathish was also there buying stuff for gwen. Hey, guess what, our group is singing a national day song at the end of our presentation. Neat right? Hahaha! Anyway, went home late as usual and watched CSI and Bones before hitting my laptop to wiki till 3am.

This past few days I've been surfing through wikipedia quite a bit. I think I've surfed at least a thousand pages since last friday. Woah! I think that by the end of the holidays, I'll probably have read most of the pages.

Even though I was supposed to go out today, I was too lazy to go out. So I watched an episode of Band of Brothers, and the first two episodes of Gossip Girl. Now those are good shows to spend the afternoon watching.

Whoops! Look at the time, I'd better get ready for Tricia and Truddy's 21st birthday party. Its at 6.30pm but I'm meeting joel first and we'll arrive fashionably late at around 7pm :D

Since harry has posed this question, I'm also going to answer it. If I were a tree I'd want to be a Banyan Tree so that I'd be the logo for Raintree Pictures. (though technically the banyan is not a kind of raintree)

Don't step into the kitchen if you can't handle the heat~

Long time no see

2008-05-24T14:27:00.002+08:00

All right, i know its been about a month since my last post but I've been really busy.

Cheerleading became a part of my life. I was a cheerleader. But after we won the competition, it ended. I still remember the lights and screams as we found out the results. I felt like I belonged to something special, something that I was good at. I closed that chapter of my life with a tinge of regret that it finally came to an end.

Yesterday was the last day of school and I didn't feel like going but i went anyway. Had malay in the morning and then skipped three periods of math. I hate math because math hates me. I keep falling asleep only to be awakened by my furious math teacher and his flying markers. So I skipped his lesson. What can they do on the last day of school?

Organised the year ones in drama to do the appetizers and drinks for the farewell party we were throwing for the drama seniors. I had to rush of before it officially began because I had a field trip to go for. Went to the Parliament of Singapore in the afternoon. It was quite interesting to learn about the seat of power in our country. Maybe one day I'll be ruling Singapore from there.

Went for an early dinner with nadia, andrea and diyannah after that at Macs. Its was really fun, just like old times where we laughed uncontrollably. Went home after that. On the way home in the train, me, andrea and diyannah made a deal to send each other off at the airport so I'm going to send them off to Korea tomorrow night.

So today is the first official day of the June holidays and I didn't go to church. Sitting at home in front of the computer doing nothing has helped me appreciate how quickly the world moves; if we don't hold on we'll get blown into obscurity. I'm going to harry's house for Project work tomorrow so at least there's something to do tomorrow.

Oh and by the way, my opinion was published in the Straits Times last monday. It was one of my greatest accomplishments to date. I hope that this is just the beginning of my great accomplishments.

Ever notice how lonely life gets? I do, every single day. I wonder if life was always meant to be this way, if there's even a single soul out there that will one day click into the puzzle that is my life. Who knows what life brings?

Since its the holidays now I don't really have an excuse not to blog so I guess I'll be more regular.

Going into an empty afternoon~

The few days

2008-04-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

I've been really busy these couple of days. Reaching home at around midnight and waking up at around five each morning. I can honestly say that I've had maybe about ten hours of sleep, if you add up all the days of the week. I had thirteen hours of sleep last week, so it seems to be getting worse. And school starts again tomorrow, with me being in no shape to move. What's worse is that I can't sleep early tonight because I have so manny essays due tomorrow. That sucks man! So now i'm doing the video editing for the AEC project. The worse part is that I have to hand over the laptop to Fiona tomorrow, meaning that I will have no access to the internet for God knows how long. This really blows!

Crap! I just wasted my whole night away again. This is really bad. Instead of doing my work, I've been watching TV. Oh well, I'm going to sleep now. I'll wake up at 3am tomorrow to do my Lit and History Essays. Hopefully my week will start off well. I really need it to.

Life has become so monotonous. I feel so drained, like my whole being screams for me to be let out of my cage. It's like I'm just waiting for my real life to begin, that I'm just living in the preparation period right now. When will my real life begin? The person that I am now, the life that I'm living now; this is not me. Not the real me~

new day

2008-04-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

So Harry made up with me and we're cool now. He called me last night and we had a long heart to heart talk. Things are alright now, I think.

Anyway, went to school today as usual. Some famous percussion band from Australia stopped at our school as part of the Singaporean leg of their world tour. They were really good! Even the stupid Matts and Minas we cheering and clapping for them. I want to get their Cd's.

Had cheer leading meeting after that. Left at 2.05 after waiting for 20 minutes. I hate this kind of inefficiency, especially on a busy day like this one. Rushed up to the drama room for the final casting audition for the SYF cast. I totally screwed up, but I hope I still get the role because I've been working hard for it. After the auditions, went to save the Earth Day practise from the hands of Ajantha Kar, the bangla teacher from India who thinks she knows everything. I really pity the year ones for having to tolerate her for the past few weeks. At least now that Patrick and I have arrived, we can take over and teach something actually useful to these budding actors. Silly woman.

My dad came back from Malaysia today and so he brought the whole family out for dinner at Cavanna Restaurant. It was kinda fun. Went shopping at NTUC for all my expensive toiletries after that. Ha ha, took the opportunity to stock up on all my depleted supplies without digging into my own pocket.

I watched American Idol just now and it was great. Oh, and I'm looking forward to tomorrow night's Planet Shakers' concert! It will be a welcomed break from the monotony of life.

Well, its time for my "few hours" nap before I start this crazy cycle all over again. Night! Sleep Tight~

In class now

2008-04-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

I'm stuck in school now. Project work is such a bore...

Anyway, I slept like two hours last night doing my Preliminary Ideas (PI) for Project work. Halfway through, while trying to procrastinate once again, I started taking photos~

This is my lazing around. The pieces of paper on my table are my Project work notes yet if you look closely you'll see my blog on the screen. Haha!

So this is my famous messy table. If you thought my bag was bad, get a load of this! For the record, its just messy, not dirty. I frequently lift up the whole pile onto my bed and give the table a good wipe. Then I plop the mess right back where it came from. And if you're wondering what happens if we have a visitor? Everything goes into plastic bags that go under the table. Haha!

And this is me trying to strike a pose at 2am in the morning. How do you act cool when you're so damm sleepy? Behold! I think I've done alright!

Anyway, its time to get back to the lesson. Sigh, its raining heavily right now and its really contributing to the sleepy state that I am in right now. I need to go for GAP later on today, doing games. But not before Malay, which is the next period. I haven't even done any of the "Secret's" homework (My malay teacher's name means secret in malay).

So its time for me to fade back into the story of my life~

Drama

2008-04-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Talk about drama at the beginning of the week!

Today started off like any other monday except for the fact that I was late. I was supposed to meet Nadia and Amirah for breakfast at Mcdonalds at 7.30am. I left the house at 7.25am, rushing like mad to the MRT station. Got on the 7.45am train and settled into my psp game. It was like a normal routine day until the train was approaching Choa Chu Kang MRT station at aroun 8.10am. I was in the first cabin as usual. The train just entered the station when there was a loud BANG and I felt something roll under the train cabin. As the train came to a screeching halt, a sick feeling came over me. The driver's voice came over the announcement "There has been an accident, sorry for any inconvienence caused". I guessed immediately what happened but the faces of those on the platform cleared any doubts I had. The people on the platform had the look of shock plastered onto their faces. I saw a girlfriend burying her head into her boyfriend's chest in fear. The cabin lights went off and there was a period or ten minutes where everyone was in limbo about our futures. Then the MRT personal came and opened each door, one by one, and asked us to evacuate the train. I exited and realised that only four cabins were on the platform so they couldn't open all the doors normally. The platform was so crowded, I could barely move bacause of the sea of people. Some were still dazed, others looked annoyed, some were calling people on their phones and began their frenzy, most probably trying to re-count what had just happened to the person on the other line. I myself felt like I wasn't me anymore. Like because of the the deviation from my normal day I had stepped out of my own life. After a few moments I had enough sense to call amirah, who luckily decided to take the bus from toa payoh instead of the train. Next I called Nadia, which turned out to be my saving moment because she immediately asked her dad to pick me up from the Choa Chu Kang. Realising that Andrea was probably leaving her house soon I called her next, but somehow, she had decided to come to school early today so I spent the next few minutes re-counting the event that had just happened. As I walked to the stairs to get out of the station, I realised that the person who had jumped had gone under three cabins before the train came to a stop. The SCDF people were there soon setting up their extracting equipment but I couldn't wait to see. I went out of the station and waited for Nadia's family.
As we were driving away from the station, the platform look like a mass of moving trees and plants, all rubbing against each other, trying to fight for the sunlight. We passed Bukit Gombak on the way to school. This time there was a multitude of people exiting the station, many Millennians among them, surely late. Luckily the school understood and no one was caught for late coming today.

The whole incident reminded me of the same incident that happedned to me a year ago. It was also a Monday but the station was Woodlands. And it turned out to be an accident, the person falling off the middle of the platform, so the train braked immediately, saving his life. This time the person jumped at the tail of the platform so the driver had no chance to stop. I heard from people who were on the platform that the person who jumped was a young chinese male and that he screamed as the train hit him, shreiking his final shriek. That explains the looks of horror of those on the platform. I imagined what the driver must have seen, the face of a desperate man, giving up the fight to live.

This whole incident has reminded me how fragile we are, that at any moment we can be destroyed. I guess what I'm trying to say is that we should take chances in life. Live it to the fullest so that at the end of the road we can look back and say "I've truly lived!"

Harry, if you're reading this, take a risk. Come up to me and ask to talk, you never know what I might say. But whatever it is, its surely better than regretting a lost friendship.

Well, I'd better get back to doing my Project Work. Its due tomorrow. So I'd best be going back to it. Night~

cool

2008-04-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

Life can sometimes be an empty bowl,
waiting to be filled up~

I bought a second-hand PSP on saturday from Jeremy for $280 bucks

So there it is. Lol, I just found out that I can infrared photos from my phone to the comp so that's what i've been doing! Anyway, the PSP caome with three extra batteries plus its already cracked to enable pirated games and it comes with a 4GB memory card and preloaded stuff. So its quite worth it! The only problem is that now my allowance is halved for the next few months. Ah well, I think it's worth it. Haha!

This few days have been pretty tough on me, both spiritually and physically and emotionally. I've been attending a course in Theosophy that started yesterday and is every monday, wednesday, friday and saturday for the next two weeks, from 7pm to 10pm at paya lebar. So I reach home on these days close to midnight. But the lectures are interesting and informative, and I managed to drag Joel along. Recently Joel has been introducing himself as "Joel" instead of the usual pronounciation of "Jo-el". Hahaha, trying to pass of as somekind of "ang moh". Hilarious, but that's why I like hanging out with him, can bitch and act ang moh and stuff. Sometimes you just have to have friends that let you act a little crazy once in a while.

I think that my previous post was a little too harsh so I would like to apologise for it. I believe in giving everyone second chances, even though its more like endless second chances with this one. The only thing I ask is that this person talk to me personally, ask for forgiveness, and tell me what the problem is. Friendship is about giving perople chances, giving them the benefit of the doubt because they mean something to you. Its about respect, knowing where you're boundaries lie. And admitting your mistakes so that you can grow together. I believe in the saying that "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" applies to relationships as well. So to this person, the ball is in your court; make the right decision.

I have the Earth day script due tomorrow so i'm gonna catch a few winks before I finish it up. Night!~

screw you

2008-03-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

I've just realised that its been almost a year since my last post and this blog is probably dead. Perfect timing to re-start it since there will be few readers, if any at all.

So I'm in year 2 in Millennia Institute. I have good friends in school, I think. But not all of them are worth keeping. Today i found out that someone I thought was my best friend betrayed me once more. Oh Yes, its the same person as the last time so I'm not that surprised, and neither does it affect me that much. Simply because I don't care about things that are not true.

If you know me, I'm a very sentimental person that does not make close friends easily. And I only share personal things with people I consider "Close" to me. However, I I found out earlier today, not all the people I consider "Close" and let in think the same about me. The best joke is that you told me before you posted that post "whatever I say about you, I'll always consider you a friend". Let me just cut and paste what this person said about me;
I hate malays. Especially hypocritical fucks who attend the Seventh Day Adventist church. God, get a life you insecure piece of lard. Astro-projection? 500 US Dollars in reserve till the subprime stagflation ends? An IQ of 131? Were I to relay your sodding lies to the public, I cannot even imagine the ridicule that would be thrown upon you. Oh wait I just did.

Well "Friend", thanks for being so honest with me. Ok, firstly, i am not malay. Secondly, me insecure? How hilarious, I think that the person who wrote that is insecure, turning the spotlight away from him onto others. Thirdly, I believe in Asro-projection and you have no rights to criticize my beliefs when I patiently except all of yours. You just don't attack people's beliefs, period. 500USD? Yes that's true since I'm going to Italy at the end of the year and that's going to be my allowance. You can deny it all you want but it'll be me laughing as I spend all the money. And its an IQ of 128 dumb dumb. Hah! And to think when you tell people your IQ they don't believe you. I gave you the benefit of the doubt but it seems the truth is hard to swallow for some. And finally fool, I've been very careful about what I tell you. Making sure it was nothing sensitive. I've seen the way to capitalise on the sensitive issues of others. Do you seriously think you know something about me that I had already de-classified. Such a fool. But I'm not angry at him. On the contrary, I pity the poor fool for simply being unable to accept the truth. Hiding behind the hollow shell of self-denial. Wake up fool! There are other people in the world that are smarter than you and so are so going to crash and burn in the future if you can't accept that.

I don't care about what others say. For me the most important thing is what I think about myself, because that's who will be with me 24/7 for the rest of my life. Unlike you, I do not need to fit in. I can just sit alone and be content while you struggle to make friends. And don't deny it because I know alot about you. More than you think I know. Its hilarious because you severely underestimate what I can do. My only regret is that I'm in the same project work with you. Want to know what the teacher said? We were grouped together because no one else wanted to partner with him. What does that say about him.

Oh well, when I go back to school on Monday, I'm just going to ignore him. The boy I thought was my "Friend".

I need to get some sleep now. Its going to be a long day tomorrow. At least I can take comfort in the fact I'm getting a new psp tomorrow.

Night~

2007-09-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

People always stress themselves out before any major event in their lives.

The Pre-U 1 promotional exams start tomorrow with GP. I spent today studying GP and memorizing how to answer the papers. Then I fell asleep for awhile. So I studies only about 5 hours today but I think that thats enough. People stress themselves out. I really hope I make it to next year because if I don't, then I'll know I'm stupid. Get it? The world doesn't care about how well you speak or how good you look or how much you know. The paper is all they look at.

On Friday I spent the day at home searching for music from Kyle XY. One of my favourite songs is closer by travis. Its the part when Kyle and Amanda hugs.

Here's the Video;

Touching isn't it? Sometimes I really just sit down and listen to the words of a song and realise truly how beautiful it is. I think that one day, if I couldn't listen to music anymore, I would wilt away because music, for me, is the most beautiful thing in the world.

So to everyone reading this, good luck for your exams!

No matter what happens, we must persevere~

aw man!

2007-09-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

Aw Man!

I'm sick! I didn't go to school today. Had stomache ache when I woke up but then it got worse. By midday i was suffering from flu and cough. I totally slept the day away. I'm gonna die when I go back to school tomorrow.

This past week has been very tiring. Went for cell group on friday and went of with my mom to causeway point after church on saturday.

So we resolved the issue of the SEA project. After the other two left, i had a heart-to-heart talk with Mr Lim, who got married today (CONGRATS!). He offered to give me a higher grade than the other two but I told him that I chose them as my group members and that it wouldn't be fair. So i got him to give us all equal marks. I still dunno if that was the right choice but I know that it was the fair choice.

Man! Exams are a week away and aside from History, i haven't begun to study. I seriously hope I make it to year 2. Otherwise, I'll probably just go to the army and then go overseas after that. But that's just a last-resort option. I really want to stay in singapore.

Well, I feel better today but there's a math test tomorrow so its gonna be a very LONG day.

Still hanging on, looking towards the future~

shut up

2007-09-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Went to Munchies today! Donuts rock!

My dad drove out to church where the pathfinders were doing a fund-raising car wash so i tagged along. Went to causeway point after that and met up with the people from cell. Bought new picks and a brand new capo! Yay! Bought donuts and then we headed to a tuition center in a condo. It was empty and on of the girls knew the owner so she lent it to us for the day. Played games and ate donuts. I am contented! Hahaha!

Went for guitar lessons after that and got back at 7pm. I fell asleep strumming to a tune in my head. Woke up about five minutes ago so I'm gonna go take a shower and hit the sack. MAN! I brought along my history book but didn't really study much. I'm gonna devote this whole week to studying. No more computer or TV for me! Anyway, Kyle XY is taking a mid-season break and all the other shows come out next week so i have no use for the computer. Don't think I'll blog till maybe Friday?

I guess its the start of the whole rush to school and come back home and sleep and then rush back to school routine. Man, I wish life would throw me a freebie once in a while. Like maybe help me lose some of these extra tyres or make my wallet slightly fatter. Or maybe send me the friend that i really need. Sigh, that's life for you!

And just to let SOME people know. There is nothing wrong in believing in Karma even though I go to church. Its the same as saying "You'll get you're reward in Heaven" or like "look at all the things that guy has done, he's sure going to hell". Call it Karma, Chi, blessings or just fate, they are all ways life affects us. So unless you have a really superficial way of thinking or have the what i like to call "think you're better than us so you can judge us but actually you're worse" syndrome, the idea of Christianity being boxed into a defined shape has no value at all. We all have the power to make choices that slowly shape and chisel the events in our life. Every heard of the principle of cause and effect? What ever we do will have effects. I simply believe that if you're a bad person and do bad things, you give off a negative vibe and attract negative things/events into your life. Its the same with being good and doing good. None of us are perfect, I know I am a very sinful creature but at the very least I would not steep so low as to backstab someone for my benefit. I think it was the Bible that said "Do not concern yourself with the speck of dust in your brother's eye when you have a plank in your own". All I can say is that I'm not angry with you for doing what you did. I guess its just your nature to be a backstabbing bastard. I'm just angry at myself for trying to make friends with you after the first time. But I'll keep on trying, because that's what Jesus would do. I may have my fair share of lies and deception and judgement, but if this is something I can do, then I will. Harry, I forgive you for whatever you have done and said and I also forgive you for whatever you're about to do and say. The ball's in your court now.

On a lighter note, School starts tomorrow! Oh Joy! (sarcasm)

Off to shower~

heroes

2007-09-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

I went to catch the Heroes in Singapore at Vivo City. Man was it crowded! Here are some of the photos!

Me at the beginning of the event

Bobo came along and we waited patiently for the heroes to come

Mohinder on stage!!!

The stupid host!

You can see Hiro from the back!!!

Nikki!!!!!

Matt Parkman really talked alot!

Matt Parkman's character was the most talkative and Hiro beatboxed for the audience. The crowd went wild!!!!

Vivo was damm crowded and as they were leaving, I was there to catch the action. Mohinder even TALKED to ME!!! He was like "Hi!" and I was like "I like you're show!" and he said "Thanks!" and went off. I have a video of it. You'll know when they come out but the loud screaming. After that I tried to follow them but failed!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=liVBSGS9XKM
Can't seem to put the embadded video up! Grrr!

Anyway, Bobo and I got seperated. He somehow got infront and shook Nikki's hand!!!! OMG!!! He said that he's never going to wash his hands! I don't blame him!

Anyway, just though you would like a peek into my life. Cheers~

2007-09-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Faezah's Birthday party, or as i would call it, birthday gathering.

When I arrived there, I realized that most of us were seriously overdressed for the occation, including me. When Nadi and Diyanah arrived, i told them to go in the wrong direction and they ended up in danger. Walked quickly non-stop for about 45mins until I finally found them. Found out that Rusydi is not the guy I thought he was. Not someone I can trust anymore. Sigh, one less friend. Maybe I'll give him a second chance. Someone who insulted me on my blog's tagbox stole him away. And that person is going to go down. Its just a matter of time, and its not gonna be because of me. Karma is funny like that.

Left the place at ten but I just reached home. Man, luckily there was still a train to go home on. I need to go to work tomorrow morning because I didn't go to work today. Man, I need to wake up super early tomorrow.

Argh, life is just like a roller coaster. And I haven't even studied yet. MAN!~

2007-09-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

Its the Holidays now! Been getting up late these few days. I like this life, no alarm clocks or people waking me up.

My parents are coming back tonight. They left on sunday afternoon giving us total control over the house. Been having people over but except for one, they leave before nightfall. Had a movie marathon on Monday and had a partial Kyle XY marathon on both sunday and monday night. Went to school yesterday, for the whole day. Had econs in the morning and then went with the gang to Bukit Panjang Plaza where we had long john's and starbucks. I even bought back donuts! Took a cab back to school but didn't go for history, went for GAP instead. I was seriously high on sugar and I guess that that was the only thing keeping me awake because during GAP I kinda just konked out. Played guitar and sang "the distance" for everyone, I totally suck at guitar for the moment. I'm still trying to improve my strumming skills. Ate dinner with them and then went to west mall for awhile. Went home late and slept at 4am.

Woke up today at 3pm, missing my math lesson. I feel that the whole of today has has been wasted. I haven't really done much other than finally clearing my email and now, blogging. Kyle XY came out yesterday and so I watched it. It was the last episode for now. MAN!!! I have to wait till next year to continue watching Kyle XY. I'm gonna have alot of withdrawal symptoms. At least grey's anatomy and scrubs are starting in a few weeks. Yay!

Going to wake up early tomorrow and go to work. Then I'm going for a party. Hmm, long day ahead. I'm afraid that I'm not gonna pass my promos in two weeks because of my obvious lack of studying. Come on Shaun! Study!

Gotta go, i'll post again tomorrow.

P.S. I don't care what you say about me. Posting on my tagboard doesn't mean squat. But at least, you should have told me face to face. I deserve at least that you coward!

crap

2007-08-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

I didn't go to school today, stayed home cause my back has been giving me problems. Stupid small sling bag.

I've been kinda down recently, its just hard to be happy nowadays. I don't know if its just me or if its everyone but, isn't life getting suckier by the moment? Its like suddenly the world really sucks allot. I've been feeling really weird this couple of weeks.

Its like I'm from this world but not apart of it. A stranger looking in at the chaos in this world and feeling much sympathy for it. I spent my Sunday wandering around my estate looking at the world. The was people interact, walk past one another not knowing if they had done that before. And I realised that there was nothing I could do to affect the world. That it was separate from me. I really feel so different. Like my life is not my own. Its not a depressing feeling nor a suicidal one but, not normal.

I've been watching what has now become my number one favourite show in the world "Kyle XY". I just watched the most recent episode earlier today and now I have to wait a whole week for the next episode. The show is so different from anything I've ever seen. I feel so akin to the show. Maybe that's what's displacing me from my life. Nothing feels real anymore. Nothing really matters to me anymore. I don't care if I eat or sleep or get good grades. I just need to talk to someone about all this. Then I realised that I don't truly have anyone that I can talk to. Friends, yes lots of them, i think. But someone to talk to? I realised that I've never had any one true friend that I could call when I needed help or go to when I needed a listening ear or even ask for advice from. I am truly alone in this world, apart from everyone else, separate, different. I guess that's just the way I have to continue. I though of talking to a counsellor but the one in my school was busy and I can't get the numbers of the hotlines. I guess it wouldn't matter even if I did get them. They wouldn't understand. Its different from television. Life really sucks Shaun, get over it.

Its really scary if you think about it. Time is just passing by so quickly and there's nothing any of us can do about it. One moment you're in you're childhood and the next, you're on you're deathbed saying goodbye to the world. Nothing is ever certain in this world other than death but even then, what's after that? Heaven? I believe in God but then why am I feeling this way? I'm not super smart, super fit or good looking. And I'm not normal either. So what am I?

My pay came in on Monday and I bought an electric toothbrush, new toothpaste, some stuff for my face and ate dinner. It made me happy for awhile. Simple things to dull out the pain. Money is not important after all. I need to go on a journey to a far away place. New Zealand? UK? America? Someplace where its peaceful and quiet, no deadline or assignment or expectations to be fulfilled. I want to look out over the horizon and feel at peace with myself, that I truly am living in this world. I love my country but its too much, its people are slowly dying and only money and temporal wealth is keeping us alive. NO! No more will I just live as I'm told. I'm trapped, within a box, like a butterfly trapped in a glass jar. Let me out, will you let me out?

Sometimes I wish that I am unique, better than just the normal. And not that all these would be in my mind but be real, that I am special, really special. And that I was safe, and not alone. Never alone again. ......Different.......from now.......please...

I'm just going to go on, maybe one day someone will come and tell me that none of this was ever real. Maybe.~

ahah

2007-08-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

HEY!

Life's much better now! Just wish I had more time to blog these days. Anyway, I got a new phone thanks to my mom. 91566941 is my number and remember to sms me cause i lost all my numbers. Hey! I got into MI Arts Fest so I'll be singing on th 24th of August at Millennia Institute. Call me if you want tickets ok? There's gonna be drama, dances, singing, bands and lots more so don't miss it.

Oh, and I'm also a Student Council Intern! I got the Job! haha, even if it does mean I'm basically free labour, its one step away from being a Student Councillor!

I thank God for this National Day holiday holiday cause I really needed it. Holidays Rock! But Tomorrow's school. Aww man! Met with Kiam, KY and Fann to watch a movie on friday and even though I bought a ticket for the movie "SkinWalkers", I went to watch Secret, the Jay Chou movie, with them. It was kinda boring and the ending was like "Whattt???" Anyway, haven't seen them in a while and I realised that I really missed them. Aaron, Joann? Dunno what happened to them. Anyway, I'm gonna make it a point to stay in contact with them.

Gotta go now! Sigh! Back to school!

Cheers~

kk

2007-08-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

I'm at work now. Feeling damm crappy cause I just realised that my phone is really gone forever and all my numbers are also gone. Gone with the wind. I can never get all of them back. And all my photos...gone as well. I just topped up my card and now its gone. I have no one to blame but myself. I feel stupid to the core...Stupid to the maximum. Stupid

I've been so stressed out.. Pushed beyond my limit and I know it. I'm about to break and I have to hold on. Hold on cause my exits coming soon. Hold on....

phone

2007-08-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Shaun Lost his phone on yesterday. Shaun realises that Shaun's been a jerk. Shaun's family is a mess. Shaun hates his image. Shaun hates this world. Shaun broke down. Pity him won't you, cause I'm not gonna bother, he's a lost cause.

I stumble in the Dark and cry out. Will anyone hear me?

Cry in the corner and let no one hear or see you...

man!

2007-07-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

Its not that i don't want to post but since last week, this has been the only chance I've had to use the computer and that's only because I didn't go to work today. Guess Kids Connection is going down the drain. I really need to re-focus.

Anyway, went for King Lear last week and came back super late. The play was good. Friday was meet the parents session where my dad practically sat there for like an hour and a half listening to my results. Not that great I assure you. I failed two subjects and the passes wern't that good either. Went to church on saturday where I led out in worship. It was a long but kinda fun day. Stayed home on sunday except for guitar class. School this week has gone by like a blur. People. Faces. Subjects. Home. School. Everything seems just to pass me by. I'm getting tired.

Ran 2.4km on monday, tuesday and wednesday. Felt odly good after each run, as if I was possessed but I accepted it nonetheless. Had drama yesterday and i came back late cause there was a wedding rehearsal for this sunday. I'm doing the PA sound aspect. So I came home late yesterday too.

Tuesday's GAP (God Among People) suprised me. From the normal under ten attendance, we had 20 plus! It was really exciting. So I made a lot of new friends. Had dinner and came back late.

Remember camwhoring with andrea and nadia during malay on one of the days. Fun...

Today was really quiet. It rained and everyone was calm. It passed by like a blur. Went to get bubble tea with the gang at west mall after that. Spent the last dollar in my possession and realised that for the first time in a long time, I was flat broke. I don't know how i'm going to get through tomorrow. Was so tired that I didn't go to work. Came home and sat here for awhile until I fell asleep infront of the screen thinking "When do I stop? Where do 'I' fit here?" Thoughts ran wild in my head and I drifted off.

Woke up just now and did the malay project. Andrea and Nadia are surely going to be angry with me cause I could find that much so I worked with what I had. Econs? I'm just going to abandon it till saturday. That's all.

I'm going to sleep now and I know its gonna be a long time till I get to post again so I'll just say this. The world's a'spinning so we keep a'going till the end. Don't give up hope just yet. Wait....there's something more.~

home

2007-07-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hello Humans, Peace be with you~May the flow of Life come into you're sanctuary. Love Joy and Peace Be with you~

Alright, Zen moment over, Back to reality! Wouln't it be weird if I was like all Zen? So not me right? Hahha. Anyway, I haven't posted for about a week cause more bad stuff has befallen me. O Great Cosmic Powers! Why????? O well, as the great avril lavigne once said "Life's like that"! Hahahaha! I'm in a kinda mood today. You see, monday was a normal day but when i went home, my toes started bleeding and so i just stopped the bleeding and went to sleep. Went to school on tuesday, BAD IDEA! The whole day, my foot was bleeding into my socks and my shoes and my right leg started to go numb. By mid-day i was limping up and down flights of stairs. Anyway, somewhere inbetween, i got lost. I was trying to get to International History class but i thought it was on the 4th floor as usual so i went up. It wasn't there so i walked the entire lenght of the 4th floor and then thought maybe it was on the 2nd floor so i proceeded to go there but it wasn't there either so i walked the entire length of the 2nd floor. By now it was mid-lesson so every class i limped by, teachers and students alike stared at me. So I limped onto the first floor and I found the history class. Banged into three tables, cut myself twice and hit my foot against a chair once before i mad it to my seat. I was really in alot of pain. During the break i cut my hand again. Arghhh!! I was really in alot of pain. At the end of school, i limped with diyanah, Qam, Andrea and Jian Wen to meet rusydi. Nadia had to go off with her cousin cause she's very committed to her family. Anyway, rusydi needed to go to the polyclinic to get an MC and i "Brilliantly" suggested that we should follow him. What followed was two hours of waiting in a humid wating area. I bought a box of alcohol swabs for my first aid kit there. Anyway, I was at a polyclinic right? could have gone to see a doctor right? Stupid me, i was so stubborn cause i was scared i would get an MC for the next day and i wanted to go to school so i just sat in that polyclinic for the next two hours doing nothing. Qam went off after that cause Rusydi told us it would take just half an hour but it took TWO HOURS so he had to go off.

After that we went to Jurong Entertainment Center and ate at Delifrance and I took the gang to eat my favourite 'custom' ice kacang at the food court. My mom was there and i introduced my friends to her. Went alone to cut hair after that at the hair cutting school. After the haircut I asked for a hair wash and that was the best decision i made the whole day. The student skillfully massaged my head and then washed it. WOW! I'm going back there as soon as my hair grows back. Went for worship practise after that so i couldn't go for GAP. Worship practise was good and instead of mandy singing soprano, elaine singing alto and me singing tenor, we ended up singing a triad and that was so Cool. We sounded really good. Anyway, Elaine was driving and so I got a ride home. Reached home at 11.30pm and then sat in front of the TV for awhile and also learned to knit, kinda. Went to bed at 1am. By then my voice was really hoarse and i was limping quite bad. And on top of that when i removed my socks, it was quite bloody and i got a shock. Went to sleep really tired.

Woke up yesterday paralyzed in one leg. I got a shock. I couldn't move the rest of my body well either. I dragged myself of of bed and plopped myself onto the sofa outside. My mom asked me to go to the doctors but i wanted to go to school at first but after i tried to move around a little bit more I realized that I really couldn't go to school so i kinda fell asleep on the sofa. I woke up at 10am paralyzed on the sofa and I kind of fainted. Woke up at 1pm and I managed to limp around the house. It was raining heavily and I didn't see how i was going to be able to go to the doctor's. So I watched two episodes of Gilmore girls until i was quite tired. Limped back tot he sofa and watched TV. Avelina came back and asked if we wanted to go watch Die Hard 4.0 and so I got ready and went to the doctors first. His office was on the second floor and i had to limp up the stairs. By now i was regaining feeling in my right leg. The Doctor told me it was really serious. I had a bacterial and fungal infection at the same time. I also had a sore throat and he gave me tonns of medication. Got MC for two days and then limped to the cinema. We were late so we decided to watch the 9pm one instead. Met my mom and bought bubble tea and went home. Ate dinner and then went to watch Die Hard 4.0. Man! It was a good Movie! I'm glad that i watched it. Got home and went to sleep after putting on the medication. OMG, i just realised that i forgot to put on the medication this morning. I'd better go eat now and then do my medication.

Woke up at 7am this morning and went to the sofa and fell asleep. I planned to get up at 9am but i woke up at 12pm. That's about an hour ago. So in this past hour i finished downloading Nelly Furtado's, Rihanna's, Avril Lavigne's, Mika's and Timbaland's Newest Albums. Wow, I guess time slows down when you're bored. I'm supposed to go watch King Lear tonight at the Esplanade but I don't know the details yet. And how I'm going to wear shoes. Man I'd better think alot. Anyway, I'm off to fix breakfast now and then to drug myself!

Cheers~

I'm listening to Come and Get Me By Timbaland feat.Tony Yayo& 50Cent (Don't judge me just cause an R&B song playing on my comp right now :)

damm

2007-07-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

Sorry I haven't blogged in a week. Its just that I've been so busy. I just got home and this is the earliest day i got home this week. Life's trying at times and I'm really tired. I need to go for cell group at andrew's place now so i'll make this quick.

Auditions for MI's talent show were postponed to Aug 1 so I brought my guitar today for nothing. At least i can get to sing in my perfect condition. I'm currently having a very bad sore throat that obstructs my talking capabilities. Sad right? Can't even swallow properly and tomorrow i have to go up on stage and sing. Man this sucks. Come to think of it, When I come back super late today, I still have to do the powerpoints for tomorrow's worship. I'm really tired. Sigh.

I wrote a screenplay for my class to act for MI's talent night and everything was coming along well until the audition's got postponed. Now the main character wants to back out, and if she does so will everyone else. What happened to the commitment? Practises will only be Once or at the most Twice a week. Sigh, that really mad me sad today. I also found out today that i failed mother tongue and yesterday GP, so in total, I've only passed two subjects. Even though they are B's, its still not good enough to get promoted. I'm gonna have to work harder I guess.

Life's really depressing, isn't it? I can't stop myself! I feel as if I'm on the outside watching my life and realising that my character is going to have a crappy end. I have to try and stop this spiral. I'm not gonna complain about the things in my life because I remember that there are alot of children in the world who are far worse off than me. Like in africa and the middle east. But still, if you knew my life, I mean knew everything, It would make you think twice about complaining about anything. Ever wonder why I seem to be so happy all the time? Its because I tell myself that if I pretend to be happy and that everything is fine, eventually even I will believe this Lie. That's the way the world works I guess.

Shit Lah! There's something wrong with my computer right now. My whole bottom bar (the one with the start button) isn't responding. I'm not gonna touch it in fear of the whole comp shutting down but this is very frustrating. I guess friday the 13th does live up to its name. Anyway, I've gotta go bathe and then go for cell now. I'm gonna eat at home to save money. Save money to be happy. Eat to be happy. Smile to be Happy. Laugh to be happy.

Happy?~~

ahaha

2007-07-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry I haven't posted in Days. Had alot of stuff that happened over the weekend.

Right Now my asshole dad is going on and on about how I shouldn't spend so much time blogging. I haven't even used the computer since thursday. Damm him. He's shouting at me about how he's not IT illiterate. I don't CARE! I just said to my mom, "I have stuff to do tonight, but not on the computer. I'm just using it for awhile to blog." And then he started threatening me with all sorts of stuff. I really HATE HIM! Sometimes I wish he was different. He's being utterly unreasonable. I can't stand it! I don't GIVE A Damm!!

Well I went to work on Friday and then went for the Golden Angels Evangelism Meetings. Went home super late. On Saturday I went to Church and then went for a concert at night. It was good. On sunday I went to boon Keng cause my dad dragged me there. Went there to do dunno what and then went home. Went for my guitar class after that.

I'm sorry, after my dad just shouted at me I don't feel like blogging about the weekend. I'm just feeling too crapy right now. It was the first day of school today and I got back some papers. I got 29/50 for Econs. got 12/100 for H2 Lit and I got 0/100 for my H1 Maths. I really tried my best and did every single question but I still got zero. Disheartening right? that's not the end of it. We had PE today so it was depressing to run and get left behind as usual. I just sometimes wish I was someone different. I just sucks to be me. Oh well, Life goes on...

I'm gonna get Jonathan to play for me and I'm going to sing "THe Distance" by Evan and Jaron for the audition this Friday. Wish me luck. I'm also currently writing a play for the class and I have to finish it by tonight. Oh man, what have I gotten myself into?? So "No Sleep tonight" for me. I really hope I don't let anyone down. Sigh. I'm going now, cheers...~

Lyrics

2007-07-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

I changed the music for my blog. Its one of my most favourite songs, describing Life. Here's the Lyrics;

Woke up and wished that I was dead

With an aching in my head

I lay motionless in bed

I thought of you and where you'd gone

and let the world spin madly on

Everything that I said I'd do

Like make the world brand new

And take the time for you

I just got lost and slept right through the dawn

And the world spins madly on

I let the day go by

I always say goodbye

I watch the stars from my window sill

The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead

With an aching in my head

I lay motionless in bed

The night is here and the day is gone

And the world spins madly on

I thought of you and where you'd gone

And the world spins madly on.

Really sums Life up right? Whatever happens, whatever we do, the world still spins madly on~

grr at phone

2007-07-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'm just so PISSED at my phone right now. Its just that my phone has a problem with the messaging system. It doesn't have any music at all, no infra red or bluetooth. And worse of all, now i can't upload pics from my phone cause there's something wrong with the Phone. I discovered this yesterday when I spent at least two hours being stressed out until I just gave up and I didn't even want to blog yesterday cause of it. ARGHH!! I'm gonna get a new phone with my next paycheck. I've got to! My phone is that bad!

Today was fun! Went to Nadia's for the whole day with the Gang! Man that was fun! We watched Mean girls, What a Girl Wants, The Eye and Jangan Pandang ke Belakang! Hahah, a malay horror flick! Anyway, after that I taught the gang the "tititititititi" game. HAhaha. Very funny so see jian wen do the banana dance as forfeit! So we had alot of fun and I really enjoyed myself today! It was totally worth missing work for! We ate Ice Cream and had alot of fun! LalaLamers Rock!

Aww man, school's starting again on monday and i'll have to go back to the monotone that is my life. It's kinda sad so see it as such but what's the use in hiding the truth? Oh well, Life's like that, you just got to make do with what you have. Like how sometimes everything around you goes wrong and there's so many problems a person your age shouldn't have. That's just Life. So I say, Life you're Life! Go out there, go against the Flow! You only have one life here and now, so live it because it can be so easily taken away. Hmm, kinda sad that we are what we are, isn't it? I sometimes wish that Life was a fairytale and there would be something to make all the problems go away. Our Lives are so short that I'm so afraid I'm gonna blink and it ends. It has to have meaning right? Right? Man, I'm going in circles. Well, whatever it is, I guess Life goes on....

Poof.~

I'm listening to Torn by Natalie Imbruglia

yesterday

2007-07-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun!

I met Diyanah and Qam at 11am. I guess we were the only ones on time. Rusydi and Andrea were late but that was ok. Nadia coun't make it cause like a very *clever* person she extracted all FOUR of her wisdom tooth. So right now she doesn't have any wisdom left. Hahah! Anyway, while rusydi was trying to withdraw money, something happened and his card got swallowed by the machine. So we went to TOPSHOP first. While the girls were shopping for *unmentionables*, the guys and I went browzing through stuff. And guess what? We found Anti-Masturbatory Cream for Girls. For those of you too pure out there to know what it means, Its the cream girls use when they can't control their urges. Wahaha! There were all sorts of funny stuff. In the end, rusydi bought this breathspray that said that if you used it, your voice would change to an irish one. I though it was cool untill it turned out to be a total dud. Oh well, if it sounds too good to be true, then it probably is! Hahaha!

We decided to watch transformers over at shaw lido so we went there early to buy tickets. Jian Wen joined us for lunch at Mac and then rusydi found out that he could get his atm card back that same day so we went to Ngee Ann . The first shop we saw was Zara so we went shopping inside. OMG, it was like a warzone! There were women everywhere tossing clothing everywhere and there was not a shread of organisation to be seen. It was a total difference when we stepped into the men's section at Zara. It was peaceful and well organized. Even the girls got a shock when they came to find us. Then there was this funny thing that happened. Two obviously gay guys came into the shop and were looking at a rack near us. Suddenly this song came on that sounded like a boyband song and I looked at rusydi and said "HEY!" and he was like "VERY GAY!" and i turned to face him but ended up staring right into the eyes of that gay guy. HE was staring at me as if I just scolded him and i was like "OMG, I need to get out of here now. Just walk slowly and calmly out and he won't notice you". But I couldn't resist and ran out. It was just too uncomfortable to have a gay guy stare at you as if you just killed someone. Man, what a misunderstanding.

While rusydi went to get his card done, we went to play at this toy shop. YAY! It was like I was a young boy again! There were all sorts of stuff and there were even these handcrank musical instruments that I totally was captivated by. Man I love that shop! Diyanah even dressed up as a small child. Now at least she has a photo of her looking like more of her age. HAhaha!

Let me tell you, I love hanging out with these people! They're just such a funny bunch. And suprisingly, Jian Wen and rusydi wern't that lame! It was such a suprise! We got starbucks before going into the cinema but once the movie started I got so pissed. There was all silence and then suddenly Optimus Prime started talking in a deep loud voice and a whole group of Chena Pok people started laughing. Then people started "shush"ing then and the shushing became louder than the laughing. Man I hate chena pok people and their immaturity. They also keep cutting my queue like when i was lining up for bubble tea late on in the day. At least the movie totally rocked! I LOVE TRANSFORMERS! Even Andrea liked it. She was sitting next to me and i was like explaining everything and on the otherside i was debating the movie with rusydi. Man I love going to movies with these people!

After the movie ended, we headed to Far East plaza to buy stuff but some poeple Diyanah and Qam knew were there and proceeded to start following us. In the end, Me, Jian Wen and Andrea went to do our own stuff and went home first. I actually wanted to get Ice cream at the turkish restaraunt but in the end, I just danced to the turkish music and left. Pretty funny if you ask me! Bought bubble tea and headed to the MRT station.Haha, me and Andrea were rushing home to catch our 7pm Chinese drama! Talk to her about alot of stuff on the way back and then something disgusting happened. The tain was pretty crowded when we got on at orchard and somewhere, i can't remember the exact station, two Mat's got on the train. I could hear their music out loud, cause they were inconsiderate, and from rock music I suddenly heard a very familiar song. It took my brain two seconds to register that they were listening to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! OMG! SO DAMM POSERS! And somemore its the stupid gabriela's song and I really hate posers. Damm those who can't find their own identity and try to put up a farce and make it their own. I really hate fake! Further proof to the degredation of the malay race I guess.

Me waiting for the Late LalaLamers

Me and Andrea (I'm the hotter one of course :D)

The two girls (the photo's fuzzy cause they kept shaking the camera, Girls!)

Diyanah and Qam having a romantic moment

TODAY
I spent the whole of today just slacking at home. Watching the last episode of One Tree Hill Season 3 and Scrubs. Got in a few games of Dota and Cooked baked beans and scrambled eggs for breakfast for me and my dad. I guessed I must have suprised him but I thought once in a while its nice to do something for the people in your family, even if you don't really like them.

GRRRR!!!! I really can't stand my mother and my brother. While I was typing this post, my mom called my bother and asked him to cook rice. He told her to ask me and like his mother she called me and I got into an agruement about how she always sides with him and i ended up slamming down my phone and hanging up on her. There will surely be reprecussions when she gets back tonight but I couldn't care less. I really pity my brother, he's going through a tough period and ther's no adult to help him. At least i had outside help but i can't help him now. Man is he messed up. Of well, I guess you just have to live the life given to you and make the best of it. That's my belief.

I'm not gonna study for tomorrow's paper cause i already know I'm gonna flunk so what's the use of stressing myself out? HAhaha, I'm just gonna sleep early today. That's all!

Cheers~

I'm listening to Confessions of a Broken heart by Lindsay Lohan

annoy

2007-06-29T20:19:00.001+08:00

You know how if Someone pissess you off you just have to say something? Well two annoying things happened today that i can remember. I'll tell you about the lesser one first. Just now when I got back, I got an sms from someone (@#%Z&A#I@#$) and that person was all like " are you watching this programme now?" And he was like so overjoyed when i told him that I was. So creepy! Anyway, that wasn't that bad.

Today, I had an encounter with a kind of race far worse than any I have encountered. the MAT&MINA race. Its a race of stupid dumb sloww retarded people who have trouble communicatiung so they invented their own language. They spend their time hanging around the esplanade and anywhere dark and crowded to stone and smoke and talk about how cool they are with their cheap dyed hair and immitation goods outfit. They find each other the ugliest partner and have lots of ugly children. Yes the infestation of this race in our country is already hapenning. We cannot contain them to certain areas of singapore any longer. They've spread to all four corners of the island. Damm them!!! Anyway, it happened today at westmall in a lift. Me, Rusydi, Diyanah, Qam and Jian Wen went into the lift and we were kinda forced into the center. We were surrounded by them, everywhere we turned there was one. The suddenly one of them, obviously drunk, said "Satu Biru, Satu Kuning, Mata Putih" And them laughed. Let me translate for you. It means "One Blue, One Yellow, White Eyed" Don't understand right? Canuse its in MAT&MINA language and luckily, we have a translater. Qam translated it into" One Blue (one blue uniformed/ clothed gang, since our uniform was kinda bluish), One Yellow (One person who wasn't pure malay or "Dirty" which was obviously directed at me cause I kinda look like a malay), White Eyed (Someone who can fight or is dangerous a.k.a. gangster like which most probably was directed at poor Jian Wen). THEY WERE COUNTING US LIKE BLOODY SHEEP!!! What the hell man. I'm glad that Jian Wen Diyanah didn't really understand cause It Was just so damm INFURIATING! After we can out of the lift, Rusydi turned to me and said "I know how you feel" and I realised he understood what had just happened too. GRRRRR!!! I HATE THE MAT&MINA RACE!!!!! They are like a plague! So infuriating! I really hate it when people look down on my friends let alone MAT&MINA! Its so insulting. Its like an ugly person calling you ugly! so TOOT!!! I just hate their "kind"!!

I was supposed to meet the guys at noon but I arrived at 1.30pm cause I was watching One Tree Hill. Sorry Guys! Anyway, Bought bubble tea and headed to school where I proceeded to flop my History Paper! Then we went back to Westmall and bought more bubble tea! haha. We met Joy and Harry on the way out at about 5 and it was someone's bright idea to follow them so we went up to the food court. Bad choice cause Harry took out a deck of card and taught Bridge. I knew off course how to play but I was a little rusty so I only won two out of the four games I played. We ended at 6.30pm. Dammit! Then the incident that will haunt me happened in the lift on the way down happened. Took the MRT home with Qam, Diyanah and Andrea and when Qam got off at Chua Chu Kang, we launched head on into a high speed conversation about lots of stuff. The funniest thing was that we were afraid that the train we were on was going to stop at Yew Tee and all three of us were hoping and Praying it wasn't. Quite funny really. Then Andrea got off at Admiralty and the funny thing was that she walked in the wrong direction past us and then suddenly realized and turned back. It was kinda funny. I was next so I got off and walked home stuck once again in my daydreams. I'm waiting right now for the others to go online but they haven't yet. Toot! Hurry up guys!

Anyway, I'm gonna blog surf while waiting I guess.
Cheers!~

I'm now listening to ~Breathe Me by Sia

exams

2007-06-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

So Its the Exams now and I haven't been studying.

Man! Listening to Dido really makes you want to pour your heart out!

So Anyway, I've been having papers all this week and tomorrow is history. I'm gonna try my best but i don't think i'll be able to do well. Recently I've just been feeling really overwhelmed, as if Life itself had something against me. I guess it was trying to see how far I would go before breaking I guess. Anyway, You Got ME! So Now Lay of LIFE! Ah, the simple pleasure of ranting about something that has no meaning. Anyway, Its not that I'm depressed, its just Like I've just moved the furniture around the house and all the long past dust and dirt begins to rise into the air, suffocating the happiness out of me. Hmm, I guess I'll have to work on that.

Hey, wanna know something wonderful that happened today? I shouted at Ajantha Kar And Got away with it! I was just really pissed off with her. She couldn't get the seating arrangement of our class right and so myself being displaced and being the nice guy I am simply explained what was the standard procedure for the class seating during an exam. She Immediately told me to shut up and sit over at one corner, randomly. So OFF COURSE I was kinda pissed. That and the fact that I forgot to bring my lit text and that something was bubbling deep down in my heart. I Shouted at her! " Oh, Shut Up? That was really just rude of you! Totally Immature!" And I walked up and strided past her. The whole class fell silent. "I did not say shut up" exclaimed the indian boar! "Oh So now YOU'RE LYING? SO MATURE!" And that put her into her place! She straight away groveled "ok, I did say that and I'm sorry". I mearly "HRMF"ed her and sat down. . . .OH BOY THAT THAT FEEL GOOD! Someone just had to out her into the right place! "India ...blah blah..this! India...blah blah...that!" MAn Then just go back to India! So Annoying!

Other than that, today was a kinda good day. Sat in the canteen with Diyanah, Qam, Andrea, Jian Wen, Rusydi and Zai Boy. It was fun talking to them but I guess someone was a little out of his league. Anyway, Its always fun talking to them. Then we went to Sweet Talk to get bubble tea and I bought BK for lunch. Headed to office after that And when I reached home I managed to cramm in two episodes of One Tree Hill. It Rocks Man! Speaking of that, everyone knows I'm one of the masters of downloading by now right? So I was in the bus 157 and kinda half asleep and watching t.v. mobile at the same time. Suddenly this advertisment comes on about addicts. The guy says "Hi I'm Tom and I'm a File Sharing Addict" and everyone goes "Hi Tom" And then they flash this number to call and a website to go to to get over this problem. I was like, What The Hell??? Its people's own lives right? Let them do whatever they wanna do lah! I mean, then might as well lock them in a cage and make us do whatever we should to be robots. I mean, Come On? Its so PAP propoganda. Darn party, Wne I grow up, I'm gonna join that party and totally change it from inside out!

Oh MY GOD! I'm addicted to bubble tea! I need to have at least one each time I go to school and I can't stop! Yesterday I had TWO bubble teas in a ROW! And yesterday I found out that Rusydi is one of those rare guys that you can talk about deep stuff with. Lately I know very few of them. I guess its different talking about stuff to a girl than a guy cause he kinda knows how you feel so Thanks Dude! I guess I can talk to him more often these days.

On tuesday, The highlight of the day was my going for lunch and then going home by train. Man, Talking to diyanah and Andrea is such fun! Luckily I've grown up around girls all my life so I can understand and intepretate what they are trying to say fast enough to hold a conversation with them. I'm glad that we all live along the same MRT line so we get to go home together. Talking to them, I realise that these are what friends are for and I'm so glad. I kind of miss talking to weixuan, aaron, xin yi and the others but i think not all of them get me the way diyanah and andrea do. I guess you could call it a "must be able to speak broken malay" thing! HAha, but I'm glad nevertheless. I don't see the problem being friends with everyone, cause I like getting to know everyone in my class. I love every single person in 07A1, just some more than the others :D

I guess I'd better go get some shut eye now cause I wanna get up early to revise my history, which according to andrea is at 2.30pm. Might be meeting them for lunch so I'd better get up early.

And I know my posts have not been regular but that's just because I like procrastinating! :D

Cheers!

I'm listening to Here with Me by Dido

studying

2007-06-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

I'm off to study now. Sigh. Try to study I guess.

Here we go...

hh

2007-06-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

Life is dull. Enough said.

I haven't started studying yet though. Hmm....

Going to camp

2007-06-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

I'm off to camp. Won't be back till sunday afternoon. So I'lll post my week then I guess!

Cheers and Have a Happy Holiday Guys!
(P.S. If I die at the camp then remember me ok :)

I'm listening to Overkill by Colin Hay

movie

2007-06-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

This post is so Big cause I'm feeling Big right now! BIG BIG BIG! Anyway, yesterday I spent the whole day at home playing warcraft 3 and watching the telly. Man! That is the way to spend the day! I so totally finished the game and its expansion pack. Plus I had a little extra tine to play Dynasty Warriors 5 on my PS2. Wow, I was so in the zone that I even forgot to eat!

Anyway, i felt that yesterday was so wasted so today I would do some cleaning. Bwahahaha!! Yeah right! My mom forced me and my brother to clean our room starting with his side. So we shifted out his cabinet and suddenly I stopped in my tracks....I saw my worst enemy...(*pause for effect*)..DUST!! (there, wasn't that more dramatic?) We hadn't cleaned behind the cabinets in over five years so we should have expected it. Anyway, I zoomed out of that room so fast that you could be mistaken that there was a special promotion at Carl's Junior going on. So after I assembled my new cabinet bought the day before (with a little help from mummy dearest :), I was swamped! I poped on a little music and finished of my Fistful of Colours. THAT'S RIGHT! I'm finished with that lovely book and oh my God was that last chapter the best I've ever read! Suwen(the main character)'s best friend, Nica. got her love interest, Mark, to stip and pose for her paintings. She did less than decent things to get him into different poses. Oh my God! There was one part where she asked him "do you love Suwen?" And he said "Yes but that's just so gooood! Don't stop" AHAHAHA! And Suddenly Nica stops so that she can continue painting! She was just using Mark but when Suwen found out she didn't take it lightly and the story ended with her running away back to Malaysia. The ending was just beautiful but with a generous helping of reality. And that's why this book deserves to go into my "all time favourtie books" section.

Then after the book I fell asleep on the couch. I was rudely awoken by my brother who forced me back into the work of cleaning his side of the room. Work on my side commences tomorrow. After I finished throwing away the remainder of his junk, turned on the telly and watched Ellen. I love ellen! The speaks so much nonsense but its just so funny! Anyway, after that we went out with my mom to catch a movie. YAY! A movie! At last! I can die happy! hahaha, anyway, Shrek 3 ROCKS! Its a very good movie. Cause it was so darn funny. And Princesses Rock man! I wouldn't mind watching it again. Haha.

So I rented two movies just now to watch after this. Watching CSI now by the way. Then after this we'll watch the two movies we rented. Just Follow Law and Cheaper By the Dozen 2! Hahaha, I'm gonna be sleeping uber late today and somemore I have school tomorrow. Econs at 9am! I hop me and my friends can go out after the lesson. Maybe a movie guys? Hahaha, after not watching any movie for a long time I suddenly feel like watching a whole bunch of them. Anyway, I'm off for now!
Cheers~

I'm listening to Call Me Irresponsible by Michael Buble

realization

2007-06-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

MY GOD!

I was looking at some of my old posts and I've realized that I've really changed. I used to be such an insecure person that would wallow and weep over everything. I can tell you, alot more drama things have happened to me since that last post in may 2006. Somehow, I guess I've found my place in this world. Not at the bottom, nor at the top. I guess i'm outside of what you would come to call the normal world. Its like I'm looking in, sometimes comming in to take part in events but then retreating back to the outside before I get to deeply involved. Its like I'm not even anchored in this world. I've become to harden I guess. Harden by all the troubles in my life. All the pain and suffering, shame and emotional distruction has grown into a think body shield, I don't feel the pains of this world anymore. Hmm...Is that weird? I guess I'm just emotionally detached, there really isn't much to attach onto anyway, except weixuan, and even then, I guess I'm not good enough and too battered and damaged to even try.

Never Mind, I shall trudge forward, head held high and face the world, with all its unfairness. And I'll hope against all hope, that there just may be a brighter future ahead. Maybe...

life

2007-06-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

Went to church yesterday. MAn we went to the church up north and I led out worship. I was totally unprepared so i didn't really do a good job. Oh well, at least the food was good there, that much I can say. After that we went over to jurong to "hang out" with the church people till sabbath ended. Phew! After the dinner celebrating pastor's PhD, we went home.

I watched the whole 6th Season of Scrubs today. AHhhhh! I LOVE Scrubs! Oh,ya, I also went for my guitar lessons after that. Yay! My first lesson! After the lesson, which ended at 6pm, i wanted to go home straight away. However, a sudden pulling from deep within my stomach willed me to walk slowly towards KFC. No, Must Pull Away! oops, too late! So I had a meal there, my first in over a year. Man! I gotta stop these snack stops! Anyway, other than the econs class on wednesday, i'm scot free this week. Anyone for a movie? There are so many good ones out!

I'm listening to~ Makes me Wonder by Maroon 5

work

2007-06-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

So today the lit class was cancelled cause ms ng had food poisoning.aww...what a shame. Anyway, i went to work today and did five programmes in five hours. OK, OK, four programmes. the fifth one was deleted when stupid lightning hit our building and the power went out. *poof* one hour's work gone like that. That's life for ya! So I was in a foul mood by the time the day ended.

However, Fistful of Colours kept me company as I sat on the bus home. I was fairly back to my normal mood when I reached Sembawang and i went to buy some groceries from NTUC before heading home. Man that book does wonders for the tortured soul.

Nowadays I look at Singapore though a different lens. So many people from so many different races co-existing peacefully under one nation. Where else in Asia, let alone the world, can you find that? I couldn't help but feel proud to be a Singaporean as I walked though Sun Plaza seeing a multitude of people from different walks of life all together. A sense of belonging and pride, I guess.
Ha ha ha, I guess it seems this "wanna leave Singapore" boy has finally found his roots. I think I might enjoy my life on this tiny yet so unique island that is Singapore.

Cheers!

Campfire

2007-05-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

So Yesterday was the last day of the SEL Camp in School. It ended with a campfire where we sang campfire songs and stuff. I was really pissed off yesterday cause the stupid Sapphire house STOLE our class cheer. THEY STOLE IT! I was so darn pissed. And i guess so was my whole class cause everyone was cursing and swearing and those unoriginal pigs and we, the garnet house people, are above them. We practised really hard to get our house performance item down and i think that we were the only house that managed to do it in like half an hour.
Mr Lim is so funny. As the class rep, i was supposed to collect everyone's contact information and then send him the contact list, but until now, i haven't so he's been pressing me for it. After the campfire, he came up to me, shook my hand and while smiling said "shaun, thanks for being the class rep. have a good holiday!" then he said "this is something for you" and handed me a postIT note with the words "contact list" on it. Mr Lim, ladies and gentlemen, the most unexpected comedian...

So after the campfire Me, cheryl, jen, nadia, andrea and joy met up with diyanah and qam at sweet talk at westmall. after qam,jen and cheryl left, we went home by train with another diyanah. So i shall name the other diyanah the tall diyanah and the one we all know and love "short diyanah" :) So after nadia got off at bukit gombak, short diyanah started telling us about her quantum physics theory on time. "We are living in the past, and our present selves are already working". And that's how we stared laughing like crazy. I was already so tired and yet i couldn't stop laughing. Questions like when is it "now" and "was just now the future's just now?" and "what about the past's now?" made us break out in laughter all the way back until I got off. I mean i guess there is some sense to what she was trying to tell us but its was just so darn funny. When short diyanah was messaging someone, I couldn't resist but ask "why are you messaging now? Didn't this already happen in your past?" resulting in more stomache aching laughter. What an interesting theory, don't you think? Anyway, its a bit to long to type everything she said out so i'll stop here. I guess i'll ask her more about it tomorrow when i go to school for literature.
Man! School and holidays aren't supposed to mix!~

I'm listening to- Ugly by Sugarbabes

From the Grave

2007-05-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

I've deceided to raise my blog from the Grave. After One Whole year, I'm gonna start blogging again. Why? Cause it gives me an excuse to use the computer! Hahaha. And I need some place to write down stuff so for now I'm gonna use this blog.

I just changed my blogskin and re-did everything. I'm damm pissed off at my dad right now cause he was shouting at me to turn off the computer. I haven't even been using it for that long. Anyway, Can you guys leave your new blog addresses in my tagbox if you want me to link you? After being gone for so long, i can't remember everyone's blog links!
Cheers!~

I'm Listening to~ Try by Nelly Furtado

different

2006-06-14T02:29:00.000+08:00

So i went bowling with my family today. It was fun in the begining but in the end, it became not so good. There are alot of things i want to type out but i can't. Some of you know why.

I was so suprised today when i went online. Three people chatted with me. So i would like to give them recognition. I talked to jelyn for the first time in a long time and its still the same old jelyn. Its comforting to know that some people don't change totally. Then i talked with fann about the outing. The person i want to thanks the most is jo ann. She really understood what i was going through and i'm glad i have a friend like her. Sometimes its good to have someone that understands you. So thanks you all, my friends.

I'm feeling abit better now. I stopped overeating but i'm not fully recovered but i'm getting there.

I'm going to plann and outing on next wednesday 21st of june. We are going bowling at marina square in the afternoon at about 4pm. I'm telling you guys a week in advance and planned it such that it doesn't clash with anything. So please rsvp me asap. The usually people are expected to go. Please call me for further clarifications. 6594795969.

I hope that bridges can be built anew and that a new friendship can rise out from the old one. And nothing is impossible when you put you're mind to it!~

sad

2006-06-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry again for not posting. I have my reasons.

So everytime i want to blog, i just can't bring myself to do it. Its like my whole life's falling apart. I don't know where to turn to anymore. Life's just to hard to live alone. Even though there seem to be so many people around me i feel so alone. This past year, i suddenly drifted away from all of the people i call friends. School and church. I suddenly can't talk to them, can't share with them, can't even hang out. Everyone is going on their own. I've tried my best in the past to hold us together but this past few months expecially have been very hard for me. Can you imagine so much imotion and thoughts that have no outlet? I can't blog them all out here because its just too personal. And i don't really have anyone that i can tell it to. I'm really suffering. I just can't function anymore. I can't sleep every night because i think and i think and i think. I just can't sleep. I want to cry but i can't because real men don't cry and i'm a real man.

I'll share with you something. I have a really bad problem. I can't stop eating no matter what i do. No matter even if i tell myself to stop. I tell myself after eating a big meal that i won't eat again for the whole week. Then a few hours later i start eating. And after that i feel so guilty i make the same promise to myself again. I can't stop. My body won't me stop. I just keep going and going on a never-ending vicious cycle. Destroying myself slowly but steadly. I have been loosing alot of weight until a week ago when this started. Now i'm back to the same weight i was at the begining of this year. It has gotten so bad that i ripped my pants when i bended down. A pants that i never had a problem with. I feel like crap and i can't do anything about it. I can't tell anyone and i'm taking a big risk by posting this but there's no where else to turn to. Even now i'm drinking a 1.5 litre bottle of ice lemon tea and i can't stop because if i do i won't feel high anymore and i'll feel like crap. I just feel like there's no hope.

I've finally decided what i knew all along. I want to become a doctor. I know its a long and hard road but i'm not going to give up. I'll work very hard and make a better life for myself.

I just found out that they're reviving the our M-gang blog. I suddenly felt like crying after i saw all the old photos. I used to be ok. I used to have friends to have fun with or to cry with. What happened? I always tried to reach out but bit by bit they moved away to their own friends. It started very slowly. We removed each others names from the best friend section. We stopped eating recess together. We stopped going out together. And then we stopped talking to each other altogether. Everybody keeps acting suprised when they realized that we've drifted this far but i watched silently as all these signs happened. I knew they were happening but i just couldn't do anything. I didn't even try because i just withdrawed from everything. I can't keep up this fake smile anymore. Now i lie to everyone by telling them that i'm tired or didn't get enough sleep hoping no one would believe that such a comedian could ever be sad. Now more then ever, i need friends but i just can't reach out to anyone anymore. I've just become so distant emotionally and so numb to everything that i don't even remember the last time i really smiled or had fun. I don't remember how to hang out. I don't even remember what i didn. I just rather sit quietly in one corner and think until i have to go home. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe i need to see a doctor or something but you know, i don't really care. And i'm still deaf remember. It doesn't help that i'm totally useless. I'm fat, ugly and i used to be smart but not anymore. I'm only funny on the outside and i'm an empty shell. I don't think i ever made a difference on this earth. And nowdays even music doesn't wisk me away to another world. I just drift by life like a ghost, not caring if time kills me or not. And its makes me sad to think back to when i was ok. To when i still had friends and could laugh without thinking about what was going to happen in the future. I can't even remember the last time someone showed genuine concern about me. Church is a farce. I don't think going makes a difference in my life. School is just travelling to me. I know that maybe i'm just crazy but i don't know what's happening to me. I can't love anymore. Not anyone. I'm just sickened by what people in love do. I hate couples because i know that will never happen to me. I hate groups of friends because normal people my age hang out and have fun. They don't have to think and worry everyday. They don't have to hide their whole life. I wish i could rewind my life back ten years and change everything for the better. Maybe if i was thin. Maybe if i was cooler. Maybe if i was rich and actually had money to spend. Maybe life would not be so bad. No one knows what i'm going through. You're supposed to go through major crisises one at a time, not all at once. I hate it when people cry and want to end their life over minor stupid issues that are so superficial. I just want to smack their face and tell them to shut up. They just want attention.

My social life has been so boring and mundane. I used to be a happening person but now...everything has changed.

Guys, about the potluck, i can't have it at my house. And for once, can someone else organise it and consider everyone's feelings before oding anything stupid like going to sembawang park AGAIN. I want to go to somebody's house and cook there. Have a sleepover where everyone tells truth or dare and tells ghost stories. Can one of you do it because i really want to but i'm not in the right state to organize anyhting. And since when has anyone ever listened to my ideas seriously unless one of the major people like fann or joann say something. So please, someone.

help me please.....

What's playing- Sorry by Madonna

lazy

2006-06-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

So for not posting for so long. I've been kinda busy. Last thursday i went downtown with joel. Took neoprints and discovered a new place at heeren. Went kino and joel bought tarrot cards. So it was a fun day. Went office to work on friday so i couldn't blog. Reached home at 11pm because of worship practise. Saturday was just boring and when i reached home, something was wrong with my com internet so i went to sleep early. Yesterday i went for a gathering at uncle john's house. Ate pizza and chicken and played games. I had alot of fun and then went home by 10pm.

So i was supposed to go to school this morning but, BAH! I slept late last night so i think i deserve a day of rest. So today i'll go to school after lunch to get some books and then go to aunty bee kuang's house to pass my maths papers to her. She going to help me with my maths. I failed remember? So i really need help. I guess that i'd better go now. Need to watch some t.v. before leaving for school.

I don't know which day yet my parents will be going so i'm not sure about the potluck. Unless someone can host it at their house?? Anyone?

Well, see ya!~

What's playing now- Best of you by Foo Fighters

err.....

2006-05-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

So its true! SINGAPORE IDOL SUCKS!!!!
No talent no nothing!
So i was watching singapore idol just now and i realized that i can sing better than all of them there. Where are all the good singers??? I'll tell you where they are. They are not in Singapore Idol simply because the competition is for losers and the rejects of the singing world! All REJECTS! There was even this one guy that spoilt one of my favourite songs. His rendition of drops of juipeter by train was totally off key and off timing! So terrible! They should have just thrown him off the set that instant!

When i become famous, i'm gonna be a judge on singapore idol and trash every single one of the contestants! So terrible! And somemore they put singapore idol on the same days as American Idol! So shameful! The comparison! And Mediacorp is so CHEAP! They only provided a piano for an accompaniment. American Idol had a whole band! SO CHEAPSKATE! I'm VERY disappointed with Mediacorp for their version of American Idol. A sham that should never be seen by the world! Pathetic!

All right, i think i've made my point so i'll stop with the dissing. So tomorrow i want to go out. Gonna call Joel first then sinying. I want to go downtown. Its just too boring at home! *Sigh* my ears are still deaf. I think that they've gotten worse. The stupid doctor must have cheated me! I knew i didn't like him from the moment i saw his face. I think i'll go see another doctor if my condition doesn't change for the better soon.

Alright, I'm going to go to sleep early tonight. Maybe after a glass of water i'll feel better. See you guys!~

What's Playing now- Hello by Evanescence

hmmm

2006-05-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

So i typed whatever that came into my mind. I was searching for dante's peak when this show called dante's cove came up. Its some homo show. Hmm...looks interesting for those of you who are into these stuff.

So after that Jason IMed me and told me to watch trinity blood. And now i'm hooked!!! I've found something else to watch! Yay!

Singapore Idol is about to start anytime so i just want to post this.

From KY

[x] water
[x] orange juice
[x] milk
[ ] soda
[ ] liquor
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry juice
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[x] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[x] chocolate milk
[x] coffee product
Total: 6

[ ] pizza
[ ] tacos
[ ] Burritos
[x] rice
[ ] beans
[ ] burgers
[ ] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[x] macdonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[ ] ham
[x] cheese
[x] hot dog
[x] chicken
[x] turkey
[x] beef
Total: 7

[ ] rice cakes
[x] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[x] other kind of cake
[x] bananas
[x] strawberries
[x] chocolate ice cream
[ ] vanilla ice cream
[x] strawberry ice cream
[x] other kind of icecream
[x] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[x] another kinda pasta
Total: 9

[x] sushi
[x] tuna
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[ ] mac n cheese
[x] cookies
[ ] pork
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[x] soup
[x] cereal
[ ] crackers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits
Total: 6

[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] nuts
[ ] popsicles
[ ] lettuce
[x] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 2

[ ] pudding
[x] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[x] hershey's chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[x] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[ ] chicken sandwich
[x] baked potato
Total: 4

34% fat. :(

[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[x] You have chores.
[ ] You have a bedtime.
[ ] You have no allowance.
[x] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[x] Your mom buys your clothes.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[x] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't buy it.
[x] You can't go to stores like Hot Topic.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] You can't have a bf/gf until a certain age.
[ ] You can't go out on dates.
[ ] You can't kiss or anything further until a certain age.
[x] You have to tell your parents "how you feel about sex".
[x] You have to tell your parents when you have sex.
TOTAL: 2

[x] You can't swear.
[x] You get grounded for stupid things like swearing.
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv.
[x] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded.
[x] You have to share your room even if there is an extra.
TOTAL: 3

[x] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days advance.
[ ] You have to have a parental unit at the friends house.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[ ] You can't stay home alone.
[ ] You have a babysitter.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] If you talk back you get grounded.
[x] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door on your bedroom.
[x] You have to eat what your parents tell you to.
TOTAL: 2

[x] your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ] You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ] You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over.
TOTAL: 1

parents are 47% strict.

Hmm...how interesting. But my parents are not that strict cause they're always not around to scold me. And whenever they are around, they scold me! So i prefer them not around~

What's playing- Ever the Same by Rob Thomas

Bored

2006-05-31T11:43:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm officially bored out of my mind.

So today was my first real holiday this month since i had to go to school the other two days i had to go to school. So today i had planned a great holiday for myself. In the end, I'm bored as hell. THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!! I mean, there's nothing much online to do. Games are kinda boring and i watched so many vids on youtube that i must have set some kinda record. So i decided to blog. I'm downloading scrubs but it won't finish for another two days so here i am. Sitting all alone in my house staring at a computer screen. So damm boring.

Yesterday i went to watch Da Vinci Code with my parents. The movie is SO different from the book. They changed so many parts and added in alot of new stuff. So i didn't really like it that much. I only liked the part where leigh teabing whacked slias to the floor and then sophie went and banged his head over and over again until he became unconsious! I was laughing really loud until my dad scolded me. But it was not as good as X-men still. That was the best movie of the year in my opinion. So after the movie we went grocery shopping and i'm really angry with my parents. I asked then to buy me hair wax and they said no. They said that i had been buying to frequently! I mean the last time i bought hair wax was like last year so i was fuming mad. And then i was too late to go rent a few videos for today. So i was kinda angry. Played GameBoy for awhile and then went to sleep.

Then today i didn't register to go for the motivational camp so i am free till next monday. So i woke up this morning and guess what? KoL was down for mantainence!!!! So suay right? So i sat in front of my computer screen and stoned for a few hours. Maybe later i'll go out for a cycle or something. Anyway, tomorrow i wanna go out so please, somebody, anybody, call me and ask me to go out. I'm really bored at home.

Well, i'm getting tired of typing so i'll go surf the web. I'll just go to yahoo and type the first thing that comes into my mind and see what pops out. Hmm, i wonder what i'll find. Oh, by the way guys. I have a piece of good news.

My parents are thinking of going off for a couple of days next week and so i'm going to have a potluck at my house. The usual are expected to come. I'm very excited. Better get in touch with fann and joann and let them organize. I think i'm going to call sinying now. See you guys later!~

What's playing now- Thank you by Dido